u/wifeofroddy

for me, when a person who i don’t like admires me, tells me how attractive he/she finds me, how funny i am, tries to talk a lot to me, etc.

i paid for a camp, and i will gladly go there, but i would be even happier if some of my friends would go with me lol

i just saw a post in this community that the creator of the post was told to find some old coins and it happened after two days.

i feel like i need the same kind of motivation. is there anyone who wants to try this together?

i tried some of those for fun on youtube and they didn’t work for me, i’m corious if they can be useful.

have you lied to someone that you already have your result and then after you got it? (i’ve done this🥀, not here tho)

when i was 18 i got in to a collage where wasn’t an age limit (everyone could go there who’s graduated and were at least 18 years old), and there was a 45 years old man in my class.

he was balding, had a bad posture and wasn’t handsome, but he had characteristic facial features. at the first time i saw that he had so much sympathy for me, but i didn’t overthink it. then a few weeks later he payed too much attetion to me and he told me inappropriate things and started touching my waist in a weird way. i found it disgusting.

as time passed, he kissed my head everyday as he met me at school and i was so frustrated because of this. a few days later something changed about myself. he didn’t bother me anymore. i felt like he treated me in a good way, and i thought i would let him to kiss my head again. i realized i was having weird thoughts about him, and had a feeling like that was his fault and he manipulated me.

after the autumn break i was really happy to see him again, and i felt so much warmth inside me and he got so excited that he picked me up. after that i got more interested in him and i tried to be more kind and prettier for him. some day he started flirting with a 19 year old girl from my class and i felt so much anger and also disappointment, and didn’t understand how it happened in a day and he why he didn’t care about me anymore.

after that he sometimes acted like i’m important to him and sometimes didn’t even give me a hug while i was suffering in the whole year. in the summer i could forget about him.

when i had feelings for him i heard him telling people that he’s really succesful at manifesting. now i understand that he probably manifested me with force because i wouldn’t fall for him otherwise. if you think your specific person might not really meant to be with you or they don’t want you at all, please don’t try to manifest them this way.

i’m so thankful if you read all of it

as i see it’s kinda popular that girls and young women are trying to have an ultra small face with innocent and youthful features and puffy cheeks.

and there’s me who likes having an adult sized skull, and i kinda want to have a similar face as megan fox’s or adriana lima’s (visible cheekbones and flirtacious eyes).

i use desired appereance subs, so i didn’t make this post because i can’t find a perfect beauty sub for me, i’m just corious if there’s anyone else around my age who wants the opposite of doll/angel/baby face, which is the beaty standerd in this community.

20/F