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my father's church had a mission trip i was taken on. exploring gave me some creepy finds.











my father's church had a mission trip i was taken on. exploring gave me some creepy finds.
for a good while i kept trying to get myself back into working out but i never did. i finally caved in and got the fitbit air because my current cmf watch pro 2 was not the best with workout tracking and it really demotivated me. really hoping this becomes a great tool for me.
i think the windows laptop is for general computer use
i only got one photo of her sorry shes usually not visible
i didnt have many friends before i graduated, it was all people that talked to me just to have time pass by. i kinda expected a few to leave but i really dont have anyone now.
i wish things were different, i spent a lot of nights crying knowing i dont have many real friends, but id tell myself i have these people. i dont have them anymore. the only people that talk to me now are my coworkers, but thats the same issue. its just to make time pass.
im going into college this fall, ive just been devastated. gaining weight, staying up late, losing myself in whatever distracts me. i dont really care about anything anymore. i wanna find more people but i worry a lot of them will just leave when im not needed. i wanna mean something to someone.
obiligitory "i hate myself and the worlds gonna die" body text
semi satirical sad attempt at a joke
this sub sucks and i hate it
florida's seizes of hrt, my hyperchristian parents who want my transmasc brother to detransition or never talk to them again, my parents connection to the church, city, fucking everything. how even with a job i'll never save up to afford to relocate and live on my own
i just have to accept it. iwnbaw.
edit: forgot to mention im 6'5 so i had no chance on ever passing lmfao