u/xhd-duelioshd28372

kuch samaj nhi aa rha.

Jitne bhi dost the woh sab ab dur ho rhe hai.

Unke jab dikhta hai mai unko faida de rha hun ki nhi.

Mere dimag ab kuch alag hi tarah se chal rha hai.

Ab toh har jagaha pr mujhe profit ya loss dikh rha hai

Life ne etna mature kr diya ki.

Logo ki real image dikhni suru ho chuki hai.

Ese liye ab acha nhi lag rha hai.

Ye mari first post hsi reddit pr toh koi galti hui ho toh us ke liye sorry.

Yarr life me kuch jada hi abstraction ho gyi hai.

Even mere khud ke parents, close friends bhi ab matalabi dikh rhe hai.

En sab cheezon ko mai eak sath digest nhi kr pa rha hun.

Mujhe toh lagta hai ki ab mujhe bhi change hona hoga, apne liye kam or oro ke liye jada

Mai sach bolu toh mujhe ab lag rha hai ki life ka koi matlab nhi hota jab hamari ankhe khul jati hai.

Mai bachpan se hi introvert and akela rha hun

Mummy and papa ne bachpen me hi hat chodh diya tha.

Jab takh teen tha tab tak mera khud ka hi dimag nhi chalta tha pr ab sab kuch esa lag rha hai ki es duniya mai hi bas akela hun.

Ya toh ab mai bhi sabh kuch chorh char kar apni life akele mai bita dunga ya fir.

Logo ko manipulate kar ke apne liye jita hun.

Sorry once ager ager kisi ko meri baton ka bura lga ho toh.

Ye mera first paragraph hai, isi liye mai apne dil ki baton ko ache se nhi likh paya honga.