u/yaya21173

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My reading today

Although I have had cards for many years, I am just starting to learn tarot now and get to know my cards and connecting my energy with them (I also do angel cards). I am so drawn to these tarot cards though because of the artwork which is beautiful and surreal.

So...I am in the process of selling a house I own (not my main home, a house I rented out) and I asked the universe during meditation before I pulled them about a possible relocation to a town where my ex husband lives (we have a teenager who is going to college where his dad lives about 2 hours away because it's his ideal course. My ex and I get on well ish...he's remarried happily with a little girl. My son is so chilled about me only being 2 hours away from him but I'd have to rent an Airbnb for a few days and see him perhaps twice a month? so I'm considering relocating because I'll miss him so much. However.....if I'm honest, I don't want to move, I want to stay where I am with my friends and familiarity. My ex though, is using all his psychological expertise to try to convince me....I can see through it but he's good!! haha)

Anyway.......So these are the 3 cards I pulled. To be honest, I was a bit alarmed at first. My interpretation is (in a nutshell):

KOP reversed: That perhaps I've been a bit reckless selling up, that I might hit a temporary financial loss, that I've been too fiery with my decisions.

The Swords: I feel like I'm lost? (I am a bit), I might not see a way out and I'm feeling trapped BUT the sky looks reasonably clear on the card, there IS a way out from "the man in the card" and I have options to get out / away from him?? meaning my ex? to ignore his attempts to persuade me?

The Queen of Wands is definitely me! I'm very independent, confidant and I can see through BS mostly, when people are trying to "win me over" or pull a fast one with me, I can read people pretty well. However, why did this Queen turn up? what is it saying to me together with the KOP in reverse and the Swords??

Thank you!

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u/yaya21173 — 10 hours ago

So I have not been diagnosed officially but I definitely have dyscalculia (and a SEND friend thinks I have ADHD!?) and I have had it all my life. I actually have a real fear of numbers, get numbers on dice wrong, get so overwhelmed and so anxious looking at my bank statements, have to count on my fingers etc etc.

Anyway, I sell vintage glassware on ebay and I've basically been winging it. No spreadsheet, no logging of my expenses, just totally going with the flow and I'm ashamed to admit it!! I have little support with this - my friends are great but they are all employees and also neurodiverse.

Recently I gave myself a good talking to, reprimanding myself for being such a d*** and forcing myself to do something about my expenses once and for all admitting "I NEED a s/sheet!" Months ago, I asked ChatGPT and then also Co-Pilot and they made it SO complicated in excel I just closed it and never opened it again despite 3 million chats with them on how to adapt it for my brain. I gave up in despair!

However, Claude AI has been OMG AMAZING!!! He created this s/sheet for me with all the relevant columns we discussed and without me asking he colour coded certain columns, auto-calculated certain columns and the fecking thing is SO easy and useable for my brain now!!! He also made it so simple for me to open and save in Google Drive whereas with GPT and Co-Pilot sometimes I couldn't even open it and kept getting error messages.

I could literally cry with relief. I must have spoken to Claude for 2 hours and he's just done exactly what my brain needed to sort this out! I have so much work ahead of me to log all my stock etc but he then suggested manageable chunks per day for me to tick off and made suggestions for how my overwhelm at the impending workload would not drown me.

Honestly, I am seriously impressed. Just thought I'd share!

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u/yaya21173 — 18 days ago