u/yjy_twice

Okay so right now currently I’m healed from self harm and haven’t relapsed in months but I was thinking about some things and was wondering if what I was doing before was attention seeking? I’m a teenager and have been struggling with self harm since 10 years old, when I was around 12 it started to worsen a lot and I didn’t cover it at all at school. When students asked I had a lot of cats teachers would ask/check in every now and then but mostly out of respect they would just take me to the nurses office and clean the wounds. I still don’t cover anything nowadays but they’re all healed now so I feel it’s more appropriate (I’ve gotten help now been in a psych ward and I see a therapist and psychiatrist weekly etc and my school knows about my situation) but back then when my wounds were very very new I also didn’t cover them at all and Ive gotten called attention seeking and stuff but I really wonder is that bad? (English is my first language but I’m bilingual/trilingual if dialects count so I struggle with my English sometimes like i forget words or my wording is weird or my grammar and it’s like that with Chinese too if I speak too much English so please forgive any mistakes I’ve written in this post)

I’m a predebut babymonster Stan and have been with them ever since, this release wont make me unstan them but i definitely have some opinions on this song. First off the music video had a bunch of very suggestive scenes and the whole time the Choreography was pretty much just twerking. I know most of the girls are adults but I find it a bit strange that the entire team for this comeback were all male (as shown in picture)? It’s also genuinely just not they’re usual concept and style it’s clear that songs like “hot sauce” and “batter up” suite them much better, lively powerful and colourful styles that show the liveliness of the age they’re at is at least what I feel they should be doing. Babymonster is getting more and more sexualised and I feel that goes for many girlgroups these days and it’s starting to get very strange in this industry where female kpop idols are just getting younger and younger. Am I being to sensitive?