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My perception and experience keeps switching so that I literally see everything clearly and feel lighter to everything becoming blurry, I feel tired and feel disconnected from others. I know im switching between the ego and HS. Im so much in my head trying to reach or maintain this state of the holy instant. Im tired but i dont wanna sleep cause i dont wanna give in to the idea of weariness. Right now I should be going to kickboxing practice but I just wanna skip it and sleep. But I feel guilty skipping cause it means im lazy and giving into "death". My everyday life is a mental struggle I hate this shit.

Forgiveness is an ability, without reconstruction of consciousness, there is no true forgiveness

"How will you respond if someone enters your home and wrecks it? Will you forgive them instantly because of your deep compassion for their enormous insecurities in life? Because you know that there is no loss when you can draw abundantly from the ‘Father’ again. You will be able to do this when you have become fully at one with Divine Consciousness.

How will you respond if someone should slander you in public and try to destroy your good name? Will you be able to smile lovingly, peacefully and sincerely bless that person? You will when you enter the ERA of LOVE and PEACE because there will no longer be any ego in you to resist any denigration. You will see the denigrator clearly and will understand the impulse which impels him to harm another. Even more, your good name will no longer matter. You will be joyously in harmony with your Source of Being and that will open vistas of such ecstatic living which will reveal all lesser things to be of no account - mere negative illusions.

Can you bear to have your little inadequacies pointed out to you and accept them without needing to pull the cloak of protection around you - the cloak of explanations and excuses? The more you can transcend your ego, the less will your inadequacies bother you. You will accept correction with grace and love and will make up your mind to do everything right in the future. This is true spiritual evolution.

Only the mind set of one who has conscientiously worked through the full process of cleansing of consciousness, and constantly called on Divine Consciousness for help to become the embodiment of compassionate love, will be able to co-create - yes - co-create the kind of existence you would dearly love to experience on earth.

Do you realise how many people there are throughout your world who imagine they have found and practise unconditional love and yet they are ever on the look-out for other people who do not measure up to their standards of behaviour and are exhilarated and happy to judge or chastise them? How can such a mind create an era of love and peace?

A spider spins its web. You spin your environment, health, well being in your minds with your desires, your intentions, your purposes. This is not a process of judgement, you must understand - this is purely a statement of the reality within electro-magnetic energies.

This is your truth. Until you fully acknowledge this and decide to seek conscious union with the Divine at all times, - the Era of Love and Peace will escape you.

When you have embodied the transcendent glory of love and compassion within your consciousness, when your consciousness is at rest, peaceful, without the least stain of criticism and rejection of any kind of otherness, you will indeed become a member of the Kingdom of God.

Until that time comes, I would have you KNOW that I am available, accessible at all times, compassionately aware and compassionately understanding of all you are having to endure at this moment. I am available as your love, your comfort and your re-assurance. I am your Life, I am your Way, and I am your Truth. I love with deep compassion and an urgent longing to relieve you of your present burdens. And I will relieve you of them if you will but come to me and let me respond with the warmth of my presence, and guidance and insight to help you rise above your present frailties and sadness.

Therefore, to help all those on earth who are willing to listen and accept my words and seek my comfort, I say

to you what I said in my Letters:

It must be widely accepted that, in order to achieve a state of contented peace on earth, there must be a HIGHER VISION to strive to implement in your daily lives. Only by reaching for a higher vision will the physical world be rescued from widespread annihilation when unenlightened people will sadly reap of their present chaotic sowing.

This is not a judgement of criticism or condemnation, dear souls, but a statement born of the Laws of your

Existence."

--Christ in his message "I want to talk to you about healing"

Hi all, I am having a harder evening emotionally, and thought I might share what I felt guided to sit and dictate on my computer from Source/Spirit/God. Occasionally, I will get these moments where I don't have to think about what I'm typing- it flows out similar to how Helen and Bill explained when they were scribing ACIM. I have removed identifiers and some proper nouns to be respectful and not give certain things away in a public forum. I hope this could be beneficial to anyone else suffering- there's been odd energy afoot the past few days needing to be forgiven

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This is a message from the authors of A Course in Miracles- please take notes. We are collective Higher Consciousness/Angels/Holy Spirit interpreting the message of God or All that is in a way that you’re able to hear. First of all, your feelings are so valid that we don’t want to keep harping on that because the point would become belabored. You’re disappointed as you felt that a [relationship] would turn out to be different than you expected. One thing we’re trying to work with that being on is presence, accountability, and simplicity- your experience of [their] lack of responding has NOTHING to do with you even though we know it feels that way. Your husband, [Name], is actually spot on about what he said earlier. Take heed of how it felt to be seen in that way and how it feels to be asked thoughtful questions by friends. We know how difficult it is when you’re someone who dedicates yourself to the well-being and care of others. And why wouldn’t you? Relationships are how humans are designed to make sense of their incarnation in this lifetime. People who do not understand this are simply not going to be able to level up in their energetic imprint of their vibrations- period, point blank. We wish that there was a nicer way of saying it but that is the honest truth. The reason you notice so much discord in the world is selfishness. Now, we know that you’ve been taught to believe that selfishness is ‘just an error of perception’ and ‘not real’. And we believe that, too. We also know that collectively, the symbols that have to play out in the world, including selfishness and lack of reciprocity in relationships, are there to teach us collective lessons. It doesn’t do us good to pretend it ‘doesn’t exist’ or ‘I can’t be bothered’ in moments like this. This is where almost 100% of spiritual teachers get it wrong.

Your feelings mean that you don’t feel empowered and good enough. When that happens, the Sonship suffers. We want you to feel good enough because you ARE. Every being is, but it begins with a sense of self-respect that the world does not teach effectively. Selfishness is not the answer. Self-love and self-respect ARE the answer. Boundaries that are ‘rigid’, ‘mean’ or ‘cruel’ are not the answer, but boundaries that are self-protective, kind to the nervous system, and what’s best for the current season that your body and mind are going through ARE the answer. Let’s make that a bit more practical. If you need to, with [person] for example, go a few days without thinking about [them] and texting [them], that is your prerogative. Because it’s done out of self-love and feels respectful and less abandoning than continuing to message, we believe it can be beneficial. It does not mean you cast aspersions and curses in your head when you do this. We remind you that you can simply say ‘All is well- I wish the highest good for us both. We are both very holy- we are [siblings] in Christ no matter what’ and the rest will be taken care of by us. We are very thankful you’ve chosen to listen to the highest voice this evening- that will serve you well always, without any exception.

We know you are entering a different period than you are used to being in. The world is incredibly chaotic now, even if the chaos takes the form of technological and financial warfare, which it has. To stay true to yourself and the Sonship, it’s crucial to keep listening to us as closely as you can. We don’t want to lead you or anyone astray, which is why we’re calling for action that will lead to only the highest good. Remember, God will never ask for sacrifice or any sort of ‘compromise’- that is human language used to divide and conquer with the ego, not with Spirit.

The Holy Spirit wills only to make His resolution complete and perfect, and so He seeks and FINDS the source of problems where it IS, and there undoes it. And with each step in His undoing is the SEPARATION more and more undone, and union brought closer. He is not at all confused by any “reasons” for separation. ALL He perceives in separation is that it must be UNDONE. Let Him uncover the hidden spark of beauty in your relationships, and show it to you. Its loveliness will so attract you that you will be unwilling ever to lose the sight of it again. And you will let it transform the relationship so you can see it more and more. For you will WANT it more and more, and become increasingly unwilling to let it be hidden from you. And you will learn to seek for, and ESTABLISH, conditions in which this beauty can be seen.