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I would like to open up this post to discussion on anecdotal (and general) trials of Qliphothic initiation. If you have self initiated on this path please share.

Hello everyone, I want to tell you about an experience I had around 2016. I’ve spent a very long time investigating it, collecting stories and testimonies, and even asking people about it, but nobody seems to know anything. So after all this time, I decided to share my experience at least so it can spread, and maybe one day reach the ears of a real Luciferian or some actual expert in magic — but a real expert, someone who might later share an answer in a post here or in a YouTube video. I hope my story can travel far.

I want to clarify something: I haven’t told many people about this. Maybe only my brother and one person with whom I did a hypnosis session. On the other hand, I have never been religious or a believer in my life. I’m not skeptical, but I am doubtful, and even with that mindset, I’ve always been surrounded by paranormal experiences throughout my life. But that doesn’t make me spiritual, conspiratorial, fanatical, religious, or a practitioner of magic. To me, Lucifer was just an invention of the church, or of fanatic people obsessed with worshipping entities… until… well, here goes the story.

I went to sleep, and suddenly I found myself in one of the rooms of my house, crouching in front of an old television we once had. On the floor, to my right, there was a videocassette. I picked it up and inserted it into the VHS player. It was the exact same setup we used to have at home during my childhood.

As soon as it was inserted, everything started on its own. The television turned on, the movie began playing, and the shot started zoomed in on a white spot against a dark background. Little by little, the camera started zooming out. There I was, standing in front of the TV, carefully watching as the entire scene slowly revealed itself the farther the camera pulled away from the point where it began.

At first, I could tell it was white fur, while the rest was a semi-dark brown hair, all short, with no long strands anywhere. Once the zoom pulled back enough, I realized it was the head of a goat, and the white patch of fur was located on its forehead — exactly where the image had originally zoomed in. I looked at its eyes, and they were completely black. I remember thinking to myself something like: “Goats don’t have eyes like that.”

I could clearly see the fur on its face. It was short, without any elongated parts, and dark brown in color. The area on its forehead had white fur. As the zoom kept pulling away, I could start seeing its full figure. I estimated its height to be medium-sized, around 1.65 to 1.70 meters at most (about 5'5" to 5'7"). It was wearing a dress, robe, or silk toga with a shiny violet color, and over the outfit there was another more translucent fabric, almost like a veil wrapped around its body, colored light purple or lilac.

I never managed to notice its hands or feet. The only thing clearly visible was the goat head, and I honestly don’t know whether it had horns or not. Maybe it did, maybe it didn’t — I just can’t remember.

Once the zoom ended, the entity spoke to me with a feminine voice — like that of an older woman, not elderly and not with a young tone either, but a mature adult voice. She said:

“Hello Josh, I am Lucifer.”

When I heard that name, I immediately thought again: “What!? It exists? Lucifer actually exists?”

From that point on, everything becomes fragmented. There are only blurry memories left, memories preserved mostly through sensations. What I do remember is that I was together with “her” somewhere, and she was giving me extremely revealing information that left me shocked. It was as if I was asking questions and her answers completely amazed me. I remember myself reacting with things like: “No way! So that’s what it was? I had no idea…” and similar reactions.

I felt like I stayed with that entity the entire time, until eventually I began to feel that I was about to “wake up.” I started seeing visual effects while at the same time feeling myself beside Lucifer, but also lying down — not specifically in my bed or room exactly, but more the sensation of being in a horizontal position.

I raised my arms as if trying to reach everything around me, and that’s when I suddenly began forgetting, or at least becoming unable to remember clearly anymore. I noticed it happening and thought: “What’s going on? Why am I forgetting everything if I’m still here right now?”

And then, once the process ended, I opened my physical eyes. Pay attention to this detail: it wasn’t like waking up from a normal dream, the way it usually happens to everyone where you wake up disoriented. It wasn’t like that at all. I remained conscious the entire time, even throughout the process of returning to physical reality itself. The only thing I did was open my eyes.

I stayed there in bed, almost crying, wondering why all those memories disappeared like that — all of that valuable information.

So that experience would break certain assumptions. Assuming it wasn’t some kind of deception from a random entity, it would seem that this so-called Lucifer is actually a real entity. On top of that, it appeared feminine, and there was something strange about it, because it didn’t feel like a dark evil entity, but it also didn’t feel like some kind of being of light either. And it would also confirm that it does resemble the commonly mentioned Baphomet with its goat head.

It would be interesting to hear from someone who has had a genuine encounter or truly has information about this, instead of blind fanaticism where everyone refers to the entity as a man or an angel, when that doesn’t seem to match at all, or when people start claiming it is dual without having even the slightest proof to confirm it.

Thanks for reading. I hope this story can at least be useful for something — study, analysis, reference, or whatever — something that might help clarify things and put an end to misinformation.

All this black magic stuff always facinated me as India is an main hub of Tantra. But whenever I am looking at any spell or way. It requires all those crystals and candles and stuff.

I was wondering is it necessary like I have seen people do so much just with a nimbu(lemon) like as an Indian I want to do few spells but it always requires something I don't have or can't manage.

What’s the general consensus here on Become A Living God and Wizard Forums? Worth it or mostly hype?

Also looking for experienced practitioners who know how to properly bind a Marid Djinn into a physical talisman or vessel for luck, manifestation and desire work. Preferably someone reliable.

If you know any serious person doing this kind of work (Europe or online), feel free to point me in the right direction.

Only serious replies please.

I know a lot of nazi bs has been surrounding Order of Nine Angles but i wonder where can i learn about the path itself

So I've been researching how to connect with Prince Seere the 70th of the Goetia. I've felt a pull towards him due to his benevolence and his expertise in the area of oppertunities and abundance.

I haven't as of yet attempted to formally make contact as I have not done this before and I want to ensure I do things right.

Anyways I dreamt about him. A blonde man, riding on a white winged horse in a blaze of light. He didn't sprak but I kept seeing his sigil in the dream and I dreamt that I woke up and called out to him. That part of dream felt so real!

I wonder what you guys think? Could it have been him reaching out or giving me a sign? Had anyone else experienced anything like this?

"Greetings. I started reading Liber Azerate and on the very first day, I had a transformative experience. I’ve been dealing with heavy stress from toxic bosses and coworkers. In my dream, my vision turned blood-red, and as I walked through my workplace, all those people turned into disgusting flies.

When I woke up, I felt physically and mentally exhausted, as if I had performed a heavy ritual. However, when I got to work, I started seeing those people as flies again. Immediately, I felt a total disconnection: fear, stress, and even 'human love' vanished. I feel no emotions toward them now, only a cold liberation.

What exactly happened here? Is this a manifestation of Beelzebub’s alchemy or a direct awakening of the Black Flame through the 218 Current? I seek guidance on how to handle this newfound exhaustion and void."