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Here is a new book due out on September 24 2026. I am happy to preview this book.

4.5 🌟🌟🌟🌟✨

I hope it's OK with this Subreddit to post a longer format review. 🙂 I've tried my best not to make it too spoiler-y, and wherever there are a few tangential spoilers, have marked them out.

(Note: I'd earlier posted a similar version of this review in the MM_RomanceBooks Subreddit).

I just wanted to gush about {All Roads Lead To You by Courtney W. Dixon} after one of my recent re-reads, especially since it's hit the second anniversary of the publication. Despite not really being a fan of the stepbrother romance trope per se, this book really clicked for me. So much so that despite a few niggles I had, it's become one of my favorite MM romances.

I know that it's fairly popular, but IMO it doesn't really get the attention and hype it deserves; whether in discussions of road trip romances, or in the stepbrother romance genre; where many other books tend to get significantly more attention. On Goodreads, for instance, All Roads Lead To You clocks in at around 780 odd ratings and 200 odd reviews - quite an impressive number, but much less engagement than it truly deserves.

First things first - for those readers for whom MCs being stepbrothers from a young age is something of an ick factor - this book doesn't have that. Logan Conrad and Nicholas 'Nick' Theodoropoulos are already in their mid teens when their respective parents (Logan's Dad and Nick's Mom) get together, so it isn't like they grow up together as such.

Visual appeal wise, this is one of the few books which have excellent covers for both the regular paperback/ebook edition (incorporating a photograph from Katie Cadwallader photography) and the special paperback edition (artwork by David Da Silva). The depiction on both these covers actually fits the MCs - which is something of a rarity. 🙂 There are so many other book covers where the models/cover art looks nothing like the MC's description, so these covers really felt like a breath of fresh air.

Coming to the plot/ character portrayals itself. On its surface, the novel is an enemies-to-lovers road trip romance, set in the summer of 1987. Dig a little deeper, however, and it becomes a thoughtful exploration of grief, identity, family expectations, and the momentous process of discovering that the person you've spent years resenting, may be the one who understands you the best of all. 

Owing to a chain of circumstances, Logan and Nick, who have been reluctant stepbrothers with five years of simmering resentment between them; are forced into an extended cross-country drive from Vienna, Virginia to California. Logan is shortly set to start his Freshman year at Berkeley, and Nick likewise at Stanford. 

As with the best done road-trip romances, the journey also becomes an effective metaphor without feeling heavy-handed. Every picturesque destination reached introduces another emotional crossroads, every detour forces conversations - some grounding and reassuring, others more uncomfortable; and every mile travelled gradually dismantles years of barriers built up. Barriers having arisen owing to the (mostly) one-sided frustration channeled by Logan into antagonism, and retaliated to by Nick.

It may be a familiar literary device, but the author employs it with a lot of nuance and depth; and makes it feel organic and meaningful to the characters. By the time Logan and Nick’s physical journey nears its conclusion, it's evident that the emotional one has altered both characters in ways neither anticipated when they first got into the car.

It’s entertaining and engrossing to see how the trope of kinda/sorta semi-forced proximity works here. Their cross-country road trip strips away distractions. There are only miles of highway, roadside diners, cheap motels, campsites, and conversations that become increasingly difficult to avoid. Every passing halt on their trip becomes another layer peeled away from both characters, and the plot allows their relationship to evolve and deepen in a very intense manner.

What elevated the book for me, beyond the levels of a conventional slow-burn romance, was the emotional architecture which lays a solid foundation to the love story. Neither Logan nor Nick feel like stock romantic leads. This book is one of the select few which remembers why we like reading about well-delineated characters falling in love, and the author never forgets to present Logan and Nick as palpably real-feeling young men.

Logan's journey is perhaps the more outwardly turbulent one. His defensiveness often masks vulnerability, and watching those defenses weaken over the course of the journey is one of the novel's most satisfying emotional arcs. Still haunted by the untimely loss of his mother, Logan carries a crushing burden of survivor's guilt that quietly dictates so many of his choices. His grief has calcified into anger; and his father’s remarriage two years after his mother’s passing, feels to him almost like a betrayal. Logan is unable to hold on to his resentment against his stepmother for too long though; because she is genuinely good to him and calmly tries to win him over, while also not letting him get away with rudeness. So his new stepbrother, Nick, becomes an extension of that resentment, an unwitting symbol of the merged family Logan never asked for. Yet beneath all that bitterness lies a young man desperate to be loved without conditions, terrified that if his father ever discovered the truth about his sexuality, he would lose the only parent he has left.

The irony is that just as Logan begins accepting his sexuality to himself, he finds himself falling irreversibly in love with the very person he believes he should never want. His attraction to Nick isn't merely confusing, it feels like another betrayal: of what he thinks his father would expect, of the demands of a society already prejudiced against gay men amidst the AIDS pandemic, and of the fragile version of himself Logan has spent years trying to preserve. Watching Logan wrestle with that knot of grief, guilt and intense yearning is compelling, because the book never reduces his conflict to a single issue. Every emotional battle feeds the next until his entire identity feels like something he's struggling to hold together.

Nick provides an equally fascinating counterbalance. Where Logan often reacts first and reflects later, Nick possesses a quieter emotional intelligence that isn't immediately obvious. He's patient without becoming implausibly saintly, kind without feeling idealized. The novel never reduces him to the stereotypical role of "the nicer one". He has his own insecurities, frustrations, and emotional scars that emerge naturally as the story progresses. His pain is quieter, and for much of the novel, easier to overlook - just as it is for the people around him. On the surface, Nick is warm, charming and sociable; the sort of person who instinctively lights up a room. But the book gradually reveals that this optimism is, in many ways, a survival mechanism.

Nick has spent much of his life absorbing abandonment as though it was inevitable. First, his biological father walked away from him and his mother, leaving behind an absence that subtly shapes his understanding of love and permanence. Then, just as he begins imagining a future with his longtime girlfriend, he abruptly realizes >!she's already emotionally checked out of their relationship without him ever having an inkling of this. She’s made plans for a life in which he no longer figures .!<That silent erasure from being chosen leaves scars every bit as deep as Logan's more explosive grief. Somewhere deep down, Nick fears that no matter how hard he loves, people will simply leave again. There's something profoundly moving about how the author peels back that cheerful exterior to reveal a young man who longs, perhaps more than anything else, for someone to choose him first. Nick’s gradual pansexual awakening/realization is handled with a lot of deftness, and it’s lovely to see how he goes all-in with accepting his attraction and feelings for Logan. 

What makes Logan and Nick’s relationship so memorable is that their personalities complement rather than simply oppose one another. This makes their eventual intimacy feel rooted in genuine understanding, rather than mere superficial attraction. Neither Logan nor Nick "fixes" the other. Rather, they begin gently dismantling the suppositions each has spent years believing about himself. Logan teaches Nick that he is worthy of being chosen simply because of who he is. Nick, in turn, offers Logan something he has been thirsting for over years: unwavering emotional safety. He never asks Logan to be less intense, less emotional, or less complicated. Instead, he quietly remains present until Logan begins believing he deserves kindness and acceptance as much as anyone else. 

It's almost poetic how their individual wounds fit together without ever feeling contrived. Logan, who fears that revealing his true self will cost him love, finds complete and unconditional acceptance in the one place he hadn’t ever expected it. Nick, who has lived with the ache of being left behind, discovers someone who chooses him again and again, even when doing so feels scary. By the novel's end, they don't feel like two broken halves completing one another; but rather two whole, imperfect people whose strengths naturally compensate for the other's vulnerabilities. It almost feels like Nick heals the bruises on Logan’s psyche, just as Logan soothes the wounds on Nick’s. That, more than any grand declaration or dramatic climax, is what makes their love story feel so enduringly real.

Another aspect I liked was the treatment of family. Without venturing too far into spoiler territory, I appreciated that the novel doesn't manufacture conflict solely to delay the inevitable romantic resolution. The obstacles that arise feel consistent with who these characters are, and with the emotional baggage they've been carrying. With so much they have to face externally, it was a warm and reassuring touch that while their respective parents are understandably concerned of how others might view a relationship between Logan and Nick, >!they themselves offer their cautious but still warm acceptance and support.!< And thankfully, there wasn't any contrived or melodramatic third-act breakup, which becomes a bane in some other trope-ridden plots. I also liked the fact that Logan and Nick's respective best friends >!give them the warmth of their support and unstinting acceptance - that was a very nice touch.!<

One small niggle I had with the novel was that, in places, the prose seemed a bit….stilted. Probably this was to reflect authenticity of Logan and Nick’s age group (they’re 19 through most of the novel, and 23 during one of the epilogue chapters), but still, some turns of phrase did feel a tad clunky. That said, this didn't detract from my overall enjoyment of the book. The writing isn’t needlessly ornate, nor does it strive for lyrical excess. Instead, it prioritizes emotional clarity; with heartfelt conversations moving naturally between teasing, frustration, vulnerability, and a disarming honesty. Those exchanges do much of the heavy lifting in convincing the reader, of the enduring strength of Logan and Nick’s feelings for each other.

The intimate scenes between Logan and Nick are very well written. Unlike some other books where the smut overpowers the plot and slides into borderline-sleaze territory; in this book the passion and sensuality were a great combination of erotica and emotion. There is also the added nuance that it’s the first time for both of them in a way. It’s Logan’s first ever sexual experience, and Nick’s first time being with a man. But even more than the sensual/erotic scenes, Logan and Nick’s love story is built on care, and the gradual realization that they've become one another's safest place in the world.

There are several achingly lovely emotional scenes between the MCs which live rent-free in my head. One is a very tender sequence when they're camping in the Ozarks, and they shave each other one morning by the riverbank. The care and gentle touch they share is filled with a very profound intimacy and trust.

The second scene is both romantic and heartbreaking in a sense. >!After the devastating news of his best friend’s mother's death!<leaves Logan emotionally shattered, Nick quietly draws a warm bath for the two of them and simply holds him. He doesn't make any dramatic attempts or perfectly crafted speeches to magically 'fix' Logan’s grief. Instead, he creates a safe, secure place where Logan can stop pretending to be strong and just let himself be adored. I had to put the book down for a few minutes after that scene, because it felt so visceral and yet cathartic.

One more sequence is where Nick, feeling emotionally vulnerable, tells Logan, "Don't ever leave me." And Logan, who's been trying and failing to suppress his feelings for Nick for three entire years, quietly makes him a heartfelt vow. "Never," he says. "I swear it". At another juncture in the book, responding to Nick's passionate declaration, Logan tells him, >!"It will only ever be you".!<

Moments like those are why Logan and Nick work so beautifully as a couple. I'd heartily recommend this book, it's been a joyful re-read for me on several occasions over the past couple of years.

Hey Reddit. I'm Lucina, a debut author from Aotearoa.

Looking for ARC readers interested in: fake dating, slow burn, opposites attract, low-ish drama, neurodivergent rep, Chinese and Korean diaspora rep, hurt/comfort, ice prince x golden retriever.

It's a dual POV M/M story about an autistic horologist and an ADHD dishwasher who takes gigs on a companion app on the side. They fall in like over coffee and banter and holidays. There are notebooks, family dinners, and one good sandwich.

My dream is to reach 30 ARC readers. I'm nervous that a quiet story won't appeal enough but I know there's an audience somewhere. 🙂‍↕️

Angel of Thursdays comes out on September 24, with ARC files to be sent in early August. If you're interested, the form link is below, with blurb and more info:
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