
I regret building the r/iiests community -- u/Shonku_
If you have been on r/iiests you probably have seen my posts/comments at least for once. I created this subreddit on Nov 21, 2025.
subreddit exploded in traffic volume
It has grown (read exploded) in the last few months, and for the first time in last decade does IIEST have a proper social presence for the common people to know about it. Yes, I am aware of the dead Facebook groups and decade old Quora answers...but oh boy, did they help so much in 2025 while I was looking to know more about this place?
Yes, I created this subreddit, the community discord server, all the WhatsApp support groups, came up with the idea for a map, a Wiki page and answered under EVERY post with a legit query in this subreddit. For the last 3 months, I made sure to build up the entire information stack this institute was missing for so long. I am glad that a few peers/friends came ahead to cooperate and answer/search docs/post photos in here, but before everything, you needed the weakest spark -- and that was missing all the time.
College mascot? Yes, I came up with that idea too last year, I did not have the prettiest rendition of it, but the concept idea originated from my rotten brain.
I have replied to endless queries in my DMs, written long paragraphs, explained things in multiple ways to make people understand how things are here in this place.
You call me jobless and unemployed? I work in an extremely good startup as a research engineer with my coworkers from OpenAI & DeepMind, while being a UG researcher at IIIT H since my first year, and I am about to start working with a new ml sys group at IISc for the coming winter. I am not jobless, I simply cared.
I reached out to alumni from '03, '93, '88, '15, and '20. I collected all the insights I could from people who have +25 yoe working at FAANG, or are researchers, or professors, or venture capitalists and what not. I even reached out the previous GS/Presidents of CodeIIEST who are currently in Meta Superintelligence, Google Cloud etc. And surprisingly, I shared everything I had gathered. Why? I cared too hard.
Last year, we did not have an active subreddit. Heck, all the colleges had a JOSAA support group as listed on r/JEENEETards, you fuckers never even bothered to create one. I and one of my friends formed our own group to bring together all the wondering lost kids to help each other out. That was the start.
I was/am(?) part of CodeIIEST, cause that's what I liked -- and you guys had never heard of Advent of Code, there is still no FOSS community, you fuckers never ran weekly contests for CP, and no one had thought that systems programming is even a thing, or even worse, that there is a world outside of grinding LC/CF. I am the only reason people here were introduced to AoC, talked about FOSS for a while, made the posters AND selected the questions for weekly CP contests before any of you ever bothered to get a realization that they should have been doing those in the first place.
The point is not that I ran everything -- I did not, but the point is that, things started because I did not wait for your fuckass permission and executed it before anyone set up a fucking meeting to discuss its effectiveness, otherwise no one would have fucking cared for once.
You see the AMAs in this subreddit? You see the numerous informative posts?
Do you all think, people would have bothered, if anyone had not unconditionally did all these for fun in the first place?
No one would have ever thought of it. I bet my kidneys on that.
Guess how many people I replied to in my DMs? A staggering 134. Plus, a special mention, we started getting emails too! Almost 60% of the information stack on the internet about the current state of this college, is produced by these 10 fingers, and a stinky old ThinkPad.
People from other colleges, started mentioning about IIEST:
I even thought of using my connections to help get its name enlisted in many hackathons & events for which the name doesnt even show up for selecting. Will I do that? Fuck you all, I won't.
Why am I ranting like a mad man?
I am fucking disappointed. The amount of mental harassment a certain fraction of people here have done to me is beyond measure. I AM DISGUSTED to know that PEOPLE ARE EXCITED/PLOTTING TO BEAT ME UP, BECAUSE I MADE THE LIFE OF A BUNCH OF PEOPLE EASIER.
Fuckers, all of you sick pieces of meat have done till now were "DM me"s, sending creepy ass messages to girls on WhatsApp and Reddit, and playing grammar police games.
For fuck's sake, when an 18 year old moves out of their home for the first time, the amount of mental pressure, home sickness one might go through is very high. First time adulting is always tough. Not everyone is proficient in English OR communicating with so many people at the same time. It takes TIME. People were devoid of social interaction for the last maybe 2-3 years. You expect them to change in 2 days? Fucking bastards. I had lost a friend due to suicide in the summer of 2023, which took me weeks to get over. I have been on anti depressants, and I am well high up in the Autism Spectrum Disorder -- and I know, first hand, how shitty mental harassment can be and how much harm being overwhelmed can cause.
Now, before you lecture me on "its for the preparation of job interviews". I have fucking interviewed for NVIDIA after I got a referral, multiple YC backed startups, and several research labs in my first year. And, I fucking never stuttered or went unprofessional -- but I never needed anyone's grammar police babysitting for all that too! Oh sorry, you bastards never sat for an NVIDIA interview. Sad for you, losers.
I cared for you all, and what I got were some harsh DMs, several unsolicited phone calls, and people plotting to beat me up because my work prevented them from ragging new comers -- best part is, I never even interacted with them in the last year, they were never important in the first place!
I was even advised to not post anything on Reddit, because all these soft ragging is required to know each other. Brothers, it is not. I don't need to tell someone to "DM me", people just do, I answer in a sentence, they get their answers and move on. If you have one fucking OUNCE of capability in yourself, people will come to you.
I have recruiters sliding into my DMs, unlike you all who are sliding into the DMs of barely adult girls (mostly)/boys. We are not the same.
I don't need a person who FAILED in all subjects in his second year to tell me that I do not know anything, and how second year will be. I have been programming and studying CS since I was 8, and unlike you, I actually work on a niche, where whatever I write, becomes the source for it (ML inference on NPUs btw).
I am never this arrogant and never did I boast about my achievements, but I want to BE VERY CLEAR THIS TIME. YOU ALL ARE DISGUSTING, AND SHOULD ROT IN HELL.
UNSOPHISTICATED ROTTEN PIECES OF MEAT BAGS, WASTE OF SPERM, WITH NO OUNCE OF AGENCY OR AUTHENTICITY. SHEEP. SHEEP. SHEEP.
BEAT ME UP, BREAK MY LAPTOP, THROW MY PHONE, DESTROY MY GUITAR, FRACTURE MY BONES, I FUCKING DO NOT CARE. I HAVE BEEN BULLIED FOR YEARS IN SCHOOL, I HAD BROKEN MY ARM, GOT A SCREWDRIVER STRAIGHT UP PIERCE MY HAND, ELECTROCUTED MYSELF TO THE POINT OF MELTING MY NAILS, I DO NOT FUCKING CARE.
I CAN AFFORD TO DROP OUT, I CAN AFFORD TO FLY TO SF, I CAN RESTART MY ACADEMIC LIFE WITH A BSC IN PHYSICS, AND STILL RE-BOUNCE. Y'ALL CAN'T. I DO. I WISH TO LIVE UPTO 30, AND HAVE BEEN NEAR SUICIDAL EARLIER IN MY LIFE, I DON'T EVEN CARE TO DIE.
I hate this place and all the sick people in it, you people are SICK and ROTTEN to the core to label kindness and helpfulness as a reason for physically abusing someone.
So to everyone who read this, if you came here due to a fraction of the influence i had made on you through my words, i am sorry. if you are a classmate/peer, do not bring this topic in front of me, if you are one of those sick fuckers, i pray for the best of your health and wish you a happy life ahead.
If things escalate, I might drop out, or restart my degree at IIIT Hyd -- at least they are civilized enough. But be prepared to face the backslash, cause an autist can also become an weaponized autist, dead or alive.
i have no enemies, but i am extremely hurt and disappointed.