Tales from a cleaner (pt1)
I love my job,
Only realising so recently, what a joy it brings me
So many people will tell you it's the first job they think of as lowest ranking
Of no significance or importance, no honour and no worth
I've had people say to my face "well it could be worse, I could be a cleaner"
Maybe that's how I feel, or how the world makes me feel, at this point there's no difference
The strive for bigger and better is so ingrained and important now
This job however has laid so much foundation of the person I want to become
Of how I go in the world and how I treat people
Of my understanding for the elderly and just different people in general
I've always liked to connect to different people but this opened up new worlds, new voices and new experience
I made one of my greatest, dearest friends, who recently passed away
And I felt like the pain I carried was unjustified
Because to the outside world I was just a cleaner
But to her, she made me feel, whole, a person, with a story and a life
She made time for me and my stories, while I made time for hers, and listened probably more greatly then I ever listen to anyone's stories
Because this woman, this amazing woman, a exprinciple and teacher taught me so much about myself about the world and about her
I still carry a part of her with me, striving to become the sort of women she was
Not one who strived for fame, or mass amounts of money but lived a simple life
With one simple principle, kindness and compassion
Treating everyone with empathy and understanding, having a compassionate view of the world
Wanting love and peace regardless of gender, religion or race
She was an older white lady, who showed me their could be love and acceptance from her generation
So to the outside, I may just be a cleaner
But to me, and to her, I was much more. I was a person, a friend, a companion. And I loved her, just as much as I love so many other people in my life.
Some stories are funny, some are scary, some are straight up being bullied by clients.
But this story, one I will probably speak more about, is one of love. Love of a woman who became so much more then a lady I just cleaned for.