SUICIDAL THOUGHTS (TOXIC PARENTS)
I dont know from where to start. Here everyone I am a day scholar and I am 1st year student in MMMUT. SInce the day I have entered I have been clueless about what to do in life( like placements, journey, how to not be introvert as I am one) I want to enjoy every bit of college life right from the first year and learn things grab experiences But I dont know why My upbringing is very toxic.
My parents keep melike a coward in my house. Like they shout at me everrytime I say anything as if I am not their real child. We are little bit financially weak but when i see other parents they are not as cruel as my parents. I could not even breathe in such environment.
I feel very depressed every single time not getting enough courage to even speak to fellow students of my class. I just want someone to be my friend and help me out of these situations as I am very mantally disturbed.