





























vein isn’t visible in first pic bc the blood is covering it, i was unable to get any clear pics. bled for an hour before i decided to just bandage it, which bled through 2 layers of pads and 2 layers of athletic tape, plus my boxers and shorts. the blood clot turned rectangular for some reason when it dried. i think it seeped to the corner of the bandage and dried like that. i left it alone and eventually it just came off on its own
no one will answer me and I’m getting anxious abt it
it feels dumb but my friend told me to.. i dont feel much effect
I actually don’t think I’ll ever be clean forever because I always fall back into bad habits like I relapsed in my ed because I was sick and throwing up and i visibly looked lighter afterwards so one thing led to another and I’ve been…indulging in these habits and because I did that I also ended up cutting albeit it wasn’t anything crazy or deep like I’ve done in the past it still happened and now here we are 👍
deep styros? or are these still shallow
Posted this on the sever that has been taken down but is still realy like these pics so posting them here
kinda had a mental breakdown and ended up cutting too deep, i really didnt mean to cut to fat, because 1. i haye haye hate doing aftercare, and 2. its so much more stressful and annoying. so i wasnt prepared at all. i wasnt able to take a picture of the cut night of bc i was pamicking too much, but theres 2 blurry styros. the picture of the fat cut is from today.
I really like how it turned out, but I might go over it again cause I finally got used to my new blade!
all hypodermis except 2nd to last cut, it had some fascia.
fuck this. I'll stay clean this time. I know I can do it. this was the last time. it was so impulsive. I threw away the blade I don't want to deal with this again.
I just missed it so much
Just wondering
Im thinking about ai generating my death right now, i can't stop crying, I genuinely can't anymore.
side note: there is a layer in the middle of the fat called superficial fascia, it is also white like the regular fascia but it’s very thin and sometimes not visible at all. i could not see it in this cut but it covers your whole body the same way that deep fascia does