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Only You Can Keep — Content Warning: Childhood Sexual Abuse
I wrote this poem when I was in my early twenties, while I was in rehab. I didn’t consciously set out to write it in any particular style. Reading it now it is in the style of a nursery rhyme! That wasn’t intentional; it’s just how it came out at the time. I was abused as a child, and this is simply the poem that came out:
Darling child come to me,
The malicious web of misery.
Give me your hand,
I'll take you down,
What ever you do,
Don't make a sound.
I'll show you things you can't believe,
But I won't worry,
Your too young to conceive.
Your virgin soul I will entice,
Stop crying child,
Or I'll stop being nice.
Lie back and just enjoy,
Just you behave,
And I'll give you a toy.
Your child mind I will betray,
Your only young,
You have no say.
I have no remorse for what I do,
It's my adulthood right,
And you haven't a clue.
Don't say a thing,
Don't breath a word,
Believe me when I say,
They'll think it absurd.
Now dream sweetly,
Go to sleep,
I've given you memories,
Only you can keep.