Legitimate, Non-Masonic Occult initiation?
Basically the title.
As much as I find Freemasonry to have a slight appeal, I have my doubts about their overall sincerity. There are too many stories and news reports. even recent reports out of the Northeast about a Grand Lodge covering up the abuse of a Mason's wife.
These are not the types of things conducive to having one trust a group to perform a ritual upon you.
Are there other groups, means, or resources that one can use to achieve similar result?
I have been reading Manly Hall, W. E. Butler, and touching on Israel Regardie.
Seems most things are pointing me to Kaballah and the like. I find myself partial to the Tao te Ching, Buddhism, and drawn to hermetics and gnosticism.