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On transition when was first time body let you ate? Oh i dream of it so many food look very good smell nice but body wants to hurt and doesnt take it. What waa food it let you ate first after?

Couple of years back in school got beaten alot for transness, im glad it somewhat stopped i know am lucky for only getting sometimes like tripped and stuff. But it sensation keep coming back. Like i still smell/taste the rubber of shoes and the dirt when they kicked the head and face. It disrupts even when i can finally eat. So annoying!!!!Everything seems to hurt more later on for some reason and its more annoying because i dont want to cry even more. Eyes and face hurts and also shouldnt be so sensitive thats bad for community. What do you do with this? Does it just goes away?

Hello. Revently got told that people dont pay/do things for others to tolerate and accept. This seems very strange and just wanr to ask if its true? How else does it even work then? Ive tried hard before but even with always paying when we hung out and inviting they werent tolerant when they found out and also pay family but they arenr tolerant. I thought i just donr have enough how does it work if you dont have to pay them?

Hello. I hav been thinking alot as how many are confused often by my questions. Noone else seems to asks the questions. And when i do its often not understood really.

Must be that noone has those questions because its just obvious and i am stupid. I feel bad. Im sorry. Here others seem to can figure out when healthcare cares and helps,how tohave people close and they dont hurt, navigate alot of things.

When noone even really understand my question because noones stupid enough to not know the answer is it okay to go i dont want to make anyone look stupid im sorry

Hello im sorry if this is a stupid question im not sharp im sorry if its a stupid question. I cant figure out how acceptence works. I obay and behave but family doesnt like me. Someties have to pray with them for my cleansing and absence but they dont tolerate me more for thatI do give them money from my salary that makes them tolerate a little bit more.Idont quite understand how it works for friends. How do yuo pay your friends or like what do you have tk do to make them not hurt and beat up you? Like is it action or something like gifts that they tolwrate for?

I hope all of you are good. Are ou guys okay. Hello i hope youre okay. I dont know whats been in the blank state i had i lost some money i think digure out. Im sorry ihope youre okay. I try push myself but not a proper man it seems some blank episode again but i dont know what happened. Want to apologize for community image i hope youre okay