u/711thename

I am way too calm. Way too relaxed. Until I am under pressure, I am most likely doing only trivial things. I am just so addicted to doing things quick and keeping inconveniences to a minimum like washing dishes and folding clothes. Or even cooking or taking a walk outside. I am walking no more and no less than what I plan. For example, I put a 15 min timer and walk as far as I can from home then when the timer rings I run back home.

It sounds like such a good thing at first to be probably chill about 90% of the time. But when something goes wrong, I experience immense anxiety and my brain just wants to escape whatever it is that I am doing but I do it anyways cuz I have to do it.

So I tell people I do well under pressure most of the times because I only do anything important under pressure otherwise I don’t do them at all.

I have to keep my heart rate up otherwise I am probably not going to be productive. And that could be listening to really crazy high bpm night core songs that overstimulate me to the point that I trick brain into panic mode. But it’s like I can’t focus on studying well. My mind wanders and wanders. I know I can just finish it in 1 hour if I just sit through it but my brain just wants to do this and that. Like keeps avoiding.

I have trained my brain or heart or whatever to stay calm under pressure due to the nature of my work. So my level of tolerance to what counts as pressure is very high. And I think it has negatively affected my ability to feel pressured or compelled to do something or see something as a challenge. After all, a homework is just a homework it’s not the end of the world but my brain takes that way too literally so it doesn’t panic at all until the last moment which brings me intense discomfort during that tiny moment. That’s all I can say.

Just woke up and my parent came panicking about some “an egg popped while he was eating and it got into his eye, help him I gotta go”. type sht.

Not into mine. But if it’s only residue that’s the issue, would you recommend just washing with water. I wasn’t awake at the time but he must have freaked out like crazy when it did happen.

And have any of yall heard or seen such egg exploding event before?

Thousand Miles apart but we see the same sun that’s crazy.

When they were a toddler, they had a bad case of pneumonia and were also born underweight due to maternal mental presssure (back then, mom married into a rough traditional conservative household). Now completely fine. I would even say my sibling is more healthy than me, more physically active for sure because of the nature of their work.

So I have noticed they often wake up gasping for air.i wonder if it’s because they sleep facing the ceiling chest up. Or if it’s because they ALWAYS fall asleep while scrolling and watching YouTube (shorts addict they are, I have to admit).

Our family hasn’t really thought of it much for years. He always ends up finding air anyways. But he wakes up gasping then he coughs like once or twice loudly and he is fine. But it’s like a first gasp and can’t breath and then a second long breathe after realizing he can’t breathe which clears up his throat or something.

Should he get checked? If so, what is it that you think is causing this ?