u/AcanthisittaMost6423

Forgive me, I am just now starting to research this disorder so I am not super educated on it. But my understanding it's like a less severe version of bipolar 2? Idk feel free to correct me.

I've been questioning if I'm some sort of bipolar for years because ever since I turned 11 (im 17 now) I've struggled alot with my mental health. But I've never felt "manic" per say, I slightly relate to people's descriptions of hypomania but when I'm depressed I'm often really fucking depressed and when I'm not depressed I'm usually just fine. I live life like normal, and im happy most of the time. Sometimes every now and then I'll get really energetic but it never lasts more than a few hours and it's usually followed by a crash and a depressive episode, or in the middle of a depressive episode I'll have one or two good days and then boom back to feeling miserable.

I heard about cyclothymia recently and i honestly think I might have it. But It's also likely that maybe I'm just doomed to have a couple depressive episodes a year perchance. I'm kind of at my wits end tho, I'm in a low rn and feeling pretty suicidal if I'm being honest. I feel like I'm never gonna be ok and I'm always gonna end up here again and it feels futile.

So I'm jist wondering, when you're not depressed what do you feel like? Also, how often does your moods switch?

This post is probably not formatted greatly and is a bit of a ramble soz lol

I've had very low grades all year (13/25) for all IA's and I am not very optimistic that I'm gonna pass my external. Will I lose all 4 QCE points? I am afraid about my ability to graduate due to this ONE class

Like I can rawdog my thighs and go down to fat but I’m wondering if tattoo pain is similar to cutting pain if you get me.. would love to hear y’all’s thoughts on it! I’m getting my first tattoo when I turn 18 (next year) and I feel like I have a pretty high pain tolerance due to my history of self harm but idrk

Preferably gel, I know thighs are a common injection site and I have layers and layers of scar tissue on mine + I think I’d pass out. I’ve been looking online but I can’t find any sources for Australia? Bruh

I’ve always been a really touchy person, so I hold hands with my friends every now and then but it’s usually short lived and if they pull away I don’t really say anything about it. But my crush kept grabbing my hand and we held hands for like ages, even switching sides when our hands got sweaty, and when I let go he said “so you hate me” and then once I finished doing what I was doing he grabbed my hand again. We were hanging out in a trio with my best friend and him aswell for context. Also when we were just standing around I stepped closer to him so our shoulders were touching and he didn’t move. Is this like definitely romantic?

I’m confessing to him soon, but I really don’t want to ruin our friendship. I’ve liked him since I met him, but we’ve become really close in the time we’ve been friends and I would hate to lose him.

So basically, this guy is in the grade below me but we share a shared grade class which is how I met him. I’ve liked him since I met him, and have slowly tried becoming friends with him. I’m a guy, he’s bi, at first he liked a girl a couple weeks ago but then got friend zoned. I thought I had zero chance but we started texting every day and talking often. I’ve hung out with him twice, both times ina trio with my best friend and him, last time we hung out (today) he sat next to me almost every time we sat down (like on the bus, at hungry jacks etc) and he leaned his legs on me LMAO. He’s a touchy kinda guy-

Anyways with that context, one of our mutual friends sent him a reel on insta saying like “boykisser” and told him he should kiss me or our other mutual friend, in which he replied he would make out with both me and our other mutual friend.

And then today he brought up that conversation between them, but just mentioned that our friend was trying to get him to kiss our other mutual friend, and didn’t mention that my name came up (I only know because my friend sent me screenshots).

Our other mutual friend he said he’d kiss is straight and only into girls, but they’re also best friends.? So I don’t know if he’s genuinely just crushing on that other guy or what.

What do you guys think, is this a sign?

So basically I M(17) and A, M(16), met like 2 months ago, he’s in the grade below me. For me atleast it was love at first sight and I’ve been lowkey obsessed with him since. Hes exactly my type and he’s kind and funny and talented etc etc

We started talking in school and now he mostly sits with me and my friends, I ended up following him on Instagram and we text sometimes but it’s usually only a couple texts here and there, he leaves me on seen a lot. Our mutual friend said that he leaves everyone on seen but I sort of get the vibe that they actually have conversations when we don’t? We’ve only had like a proper text-conversation like twice, in which he revealed something about himself that he said he “doesn’t tell many people”. And the other day we sent photos of ourselves back and forth, and putting text on the photos if you get me lol??

He also likes most of my Instagram stories/notes/instants.

He’s sick right now and so I ended up asking him if he was gonna come to school last night and he said he had to because he had to catch up in a class, the same class where a teacher has repeatedly come up to us at lunch to harass him about catching up in. I asked if he was finally being forced to do the modules and all he replied with was “hahaha” and nothing else? Plus the whole time he was being dry, so I got the vibe he didn’t wanna talk to me. And today he hasn’t liked/seen my Instagram story or note at all even though he’s been online all afternoon.

He’s like different irl though like we laugh and joke and stuff but I’m not a super talkative person (?) especially when in groups, and we mostly hang out in groups, plus I don’t really get any of my friends references bc I’m into different stuff to them so I don’t have much to talk about. However we play fight like all of the time, just beating eachother up and stuff. It’s hilarious but also today he highkey hurt me so that wasn’t fun😭 we just tend to shove eachother around and chase eachother around.

He doesn’t really look at me though, unlike myself who I tend to try and sneak glances at him all the time because he’s basically eye candy. So IDK.

I just get really mixed vibes to whether he even likes me as a friend, I know a lot of people say play fighting is immature flirtatious behaviour but we’re also both guys which may impact things.

Plus he said he’s Bi with a preference for “women and femboys” and I’m neither so😭. He also liked a girl but got rejected a couple weeks ago? His friend said he’s over her but you never know I guess.

there’s this new kid at my school and he’s really attractive and like exactly my type. He’s alternative, musical, wears guy-liner, and we have a lot of similar opinions on things like politics and morals. Only problem is that he’s also conventionally attractive and so obv everyone else likes him too, and he’s in the grade below me 💔💔 and I’m a trans guy who’s chubby so basically the opposite of conventionally attractive.

But here is the thing, he’s bi! So I was like I totally have a chance… right? NOPE he likes the girl that apparently everyone likes! And she likes him! But her best friend also likes him! And my friend likes her! So it’s like a weird love cube..

We’re friendly but def don’t think he’s interested in me at all😔

He’s just so ugh I’m genuinely crashing out.

Calculate the distance each pair of locations, to the nearest kilometre
b) 16°22’Nm 11°25’E and 9°50’S, 11°25’E

My math test is tmr and I’m completely clueless on how to do this