Would they not put both parents under investigation to see who did it? Especially when they found Patrick alive and well and Linsey almost dead? I am not assuming he is guilty, just curious as to why he is not under investigation.
I teach art privately. When my students do enough work getting comfortable with drawing, they typically want to move to painting. I am unsure if I should use oils or acrylics to lock in the fundamentals. They both have their challenges.
3 months post removal. Anyone here removed it and still struggling with cramping? To be clear, 80 percent of the horrible cramps went away. I still notice mild to moderate twinging and pain throught my cycle. I feel like my crevix or something was damaged from this experience .
There is a lightbulb shattered on my floor
God
Will you tell me what to do with this
Mind spinning
I dare myself to look away
My fists are clenched
Restrained
Unwilling
I lay naked and cool
Completely still
My mind open and lost
I fight to focus on my ragged breath
And not on dragging harm through my skin
I feel wrong
I am wrong
A mistake
Error flashes all over me
Burning fingers. Icy chest.
I am one with the stone floor
Dont do it. Control yourself. Calm down.
Breath. Breath.
Clench. Unclench.
Wise mind.
Wise mind.
It really bothers me. Think thatjewishfamily dayinmyjewishlife miriam.ezagui and many others. We're talking about little kids who are non consenting.. everyone watching their most initimate moments just for views... it is not fair to them. Let alone unsafe to have so many strangers know so much about their children. These accounts I used as an example seem pretty progressive when speaking of emotional health, so I question them using their kids in this way..
Can i create without being pained? No. Can i create in a state of emotional chaos? also no. When I try a structured practice and results are not what I love do I doubt my whole existence and career? Yes. How do you deal with the emotional spiraling? One mistake and I want to give up everything.
Curious if anyone has advice.
I feel Judaism has not been a choice for me. I am jealous of those who experienced the wild side of life and then chose it, without having to be raised with a heck ton of religious trauma. I currently live a frum life as my default setting with much resentment and pain.
I am also envious of the OTD youth who get all the sympathy, trips, special camps, and programs to prove to them how fun Yiddishkeit is. Is it? Or do we only infuse fun into it when we're afraid of losing the children, so it's the only thing we've got?
I feel like I have this rebelliousness I need to get out of my system before I can be frum. There are huge, catastrophic consequences if I choose to leave right now. Plus, I am terrified of hell.
I was always taught religion is not a choice. You fit your life around it.
Now there is this whole new narrative of, "Make Judaism work for you. Give up what doesn't work. Let loose." Is it a slippery slope? I'm so confused.
I'm terrified of hell and of God bringing another Holocaust as everyone seems to be loosening up religiously.. so not sure what to do
Im like raw skin. 3 years clean from self harm and not a single day gets easier. I have a pretty typical easy life. Life was pretty much fine. I dont understand why I hate myself so much. Why I cry so much every day. I have raging emotions. for no reason. the stupidest thing makes me want to kill myself. I dont get it. Breathing hurts so much. Im so ungrateful. I just complain
Hi,
I take my temp approx same time every morning using a BBT thermometer. However, im usally half asleep so my mouth hangs open a bit. Because I doubt the accuracy, I retake the temp and then its a completely different number. Is the thermometer preheated so the second temp isnt accurate? Which temp should I use.
My partner smokes a cigar every day, sometimes two. He claims it's completely fine because they're pure leaf cigars and he doesn't inhale.
I'm concerned about the nicotine and the overall health effects. Even smoke from something like a campfire isn't good for your lungs, so I worry about the smoke from cigars too. I'm also concerned about secondhand smoke when he's sitting with friends smoking, as well as me breathing it in when I'm around him. On top of that, I worry about oral cancer from having tobacco in his mouth so often.
I wish he would at least acknowledge that it is harmful. I think I'd feel a lot calmer if he admitted there are real health risks, even if he still chose to smoke.
I'm just looking for general advice. What do you all think?
Hey,
Ive had terrible experiences with all forms of hormones and the copper IUD. I am in a long term relationship for about 2 years now. My only option at this point is condoms. I do track my cycle and only use a condom after ovulation. But this leaves me with very few days to have sex and I am so so anxious about using a condom when I am potentially fertile. I am scared something will leak and I wont be protected. I also feel condoms are not ideal when you are living with someone for a while but I am so out of options and am to anxious to rely just on tracking.. Can anyone share experiences and advice?
Looking to ship acrylic paint in little containers as I am hosting a virtual art workshop for the first time. I've seen people saying online that you cannot ship paint? Also, I am worried about paint drying out or spilling. I want to use something like this: https://www.amazon.com/gp/product/B08R8PN9C3/ref=ox_sc_act_title_12?smid=A34U6OVSB8M3KV&psc=1 Anyone have any reccomendations?