u/According_Soft_8

I don't understand why everyone is hating on us. Yes I've heard of bpd people causing harm but I also met bpd people who never hurt anyone (intentionally at least). Like they always react when someone treats them bad!!! I don't understand all the hate. Every time I reacted it was because they actually did bad stuff to me but I wasn't sure so I was always in confusion. Maybe I'm the bad person but no...they acted bad and reacted badly. I don't know, I hate all this stigma. Every bpd person I've met was always with someone who treated them badly so they reacted with a hyperbolic way .

I'm 25 years old and I don't know what to do with my social anxiety anymore. SSRIs don't help in the slightest. Only with my OCD but my anxiety will never disappear when I'm with other people ESPECIALLY at work. I'm so sick of drinking. I don't like how it makes my body feel. The buzz is nice but afterwards it's so awful. But I don't know what to do. I've left so many jobs because I couldn't stop drinking and I felt terrible. I have a new job tomorrow and I know I will drink few shot before I go there. I hate it. Please help I don't know what to do. I'm suffering from social anxiety since I was four. I can't anymore!!!

If everyone wants to hang out please send me a message 25f