im at a loss
I want to be euthanized. I know I cant be. I just cant take much of this shit anymore. therapy doesn't help. medication doesn't help. The drugs don't help. Ive been taking medication since i was 7. And nothing has helped. My depression, homicidal thoughts, and dysphoria gets worse everyday. Ive been to the mental hospital 3 times. And still nothing has helped. At this point, Im living for other people. I feel like a pet. Im at a complete loss.