im at a loss

I want to be euthanized. I know I cant be. I just cant take much of this shit anymore. therapy doesn't help. medication doesn't help. The drugs don't help. Ive been taking medication since i was 7. And nothing has helped. My depression, homicidal thoughts, and dysphoria gets worse everyday. Ive been to the mental hospital 3 times. And still nothing has helped. At this point, Im living for other people. I feel like a pet. Im at a complete loss.

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u/Admirable_Pride3035 — 7 days ago

-0009559588684

Level -0009559588684

Survival Difficulty: Class Unknown

Level -0009559588684 is an anomalous residential district consisting entirely of massive white marble mansions arranged along perfectly maintained streets. The architecture resembles modern luxury estates, though no two houses are exactly alike. Despite their size, every structure shares the same impossible level of perfection.

The sky remains a vivid, cloudless blue at all times. Vegetation appears unnaturally healthy, with grass exhibiting an almost fluorescent green coloration. Trees, hedges, and flowers never wilt, shed leaves, or show signs of seasonal change. No dirt, dust, cracks, stains, or weathering have ever been observed.

The environment is completely devoid of life you would find on earth.

No humans have been encountered.

No birds fly overhead.

No insects inhabit the vegetation.

No rodents or other animals have ever been documented.

The silence is absolute. There is no wind, no distant traffic, no electrical hum, and no ambient wildlife. Sounds produced by a wanderer behave normally, but the environment itself remains unnaturally still. Besides The thing.

Every mansion is unlocked.

The interiors are fully furnished and meticulously maintained. Electrical systems remain operational despite no visible infrastructure supporting them. Lighting is warm and consistent throughout every structure. Dust never accumulates, and objects never appear to have been moved.

Each residence contains an identical anomaly.

A fully decorated Christmas tree stands somewhere within the home regardless of the room's layout or the apparent season. Wrapped presents remain beneath the tree at all times. They bear no names, labels, or markings.

Nearby dining rooms or kitchens contain complete meals that appear to have been prepared only moments earlier. Food continuously emits heat and aroma but never cools, spoils, or changes in appearance. There is no evidence that anyone has ever eaten from these meals.

The most significant anomaly is the environment's overwhelming realism.

Unlike many anomalous spaces, sensory perception within Level -0009559588684 is indistinguishable from baseline reality. The air carries a faint scent of polished stone and freshly prepared food. Every surface possesses convincing texture and temperature. Wanderers consistently report that the level feels more real than reality itself, making it exceptionally difficult to recognize as an anomalous location.

There is no known day-night cycle.

No permanent residents have ever been observed.

Despite overwhelming evidence that the homes are actively inhabited, every structure remains empty. Sometimes...

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Only one known entity inhabits Level -0009559588684.

The Thing has never been fully documented. No complete visual description exists. Nearly every confirmed encounter begins the same way.

Without warning, a low, wet, mournful sound echoes across the entire level.

The noise resembles a distant emergency siren distorted into something organic. It rises slowly from an almost inaudible rumble into a deep, wavering moan before fading back into silence. The sound appears to come from every direction simultaneously, making it impossible to determine its origin.

The call may occur once within several hours or multiple times in only a few minutes.

During these periods, wanderers frequently report an overwhelming feeling that they are no longer alone.

Those who investigate the source of the sound are rarely documented again.

Recovered journals suggest The Thing does not pursue indiscriminately. Instead, it silently roams the streets and empty mansions, searching for isolated wanderers. It is believed to consume any human it captures, as no remains have ever been recovered.

When a wanderer disappears, only subtle evidence typically remains: an abandoned backpack, a trail of disturbed dust where none should exist, a half-open front door, or a dining chair pulled slightly away from the table.

The hot meals remain untouched.

The Christmas trees remains.

Everything else returns to perfect stillness.

The exact appearance of The Thing remains unknown. Witness descriptions are contradictory, often changing between reports. Some claim they saw an impossibly tall silhouette standing motionless between the mansions. Others insist they observed nothing at all despite hearing footsteps nearby.

One detail, however, remains consistent.

Every confirmed disappearance was preceded by the sound of its call.

-0009559588684 quickly becomes silent again, as though nothing had ever happened.

u/Admirable_Pride3035 — 2 months ago

Weird Sounds In Kansas

So a few months ago after a really heavy rain storm I was laying in bed trying to fall asleep. Then I heard something that sounded wrong. It was like a deep loud wet moan. I really don't know how to describe it. Its like if you were to take the tone of a siren and make it sound wet and faint but loud at the same time. The sounds scared the shit out of me which isn't normal because I'm desensitized to most shit. I just don't know. I haven't said anything about it for a while because I thought I was just sleep deprived, but Ive been sleep deprived before and Ive never heard random noises. It also sounded alive. Like you could tell it was alive. Ive never heard it since but I still don't know what it could've been. Please give me you're opinions. Anything will help

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u/Admirable_Pride3035 — 2 months ago

Mental Health

Ive been getting really sad to the point where I almost killed myself last night. This normally happens when I'm alone for hours on end and idk any other way to cope with everything, and yes Ive talked to a professional.

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u/Admirable_Pride3035 — 3 months ago