I play a lot of games. Genshin Impact being one of them. And I was just playing Destiny 2 when I got a new Ghost Shell... doesn't it look like it came from Genshin Impact?
It's Divalian Shell for those who don't know
I have had a problem for quite a Lil bit: I want everyone dead. Idk why. I'm not alarmed or anything but like, it's like I just wanna fucking shoot someone in the face and call it a day. It's not like I'm being narcissistic or anything here, but like, I wouldn't be considered *safe* to be around if I was given a loaded gun. I google it and it says some dumbshit like "you're stressed" or something depressing idk, but I don't *feel* stressed at all. I mean, I can't feel a lot of things which is slightly concerning. I'm a bit *too* nonchalant after my aunt passed away and I've been like "so what? Idgaf" for a bit.
I kinda put on a fake smile every day. Fake laugh or something. I actually don't mean it when I say "concerning".
So what if your injured? I want you more injured. Idgaf about *your* feelings
I can't boost my confidence. Also, kinda chopped, so it makes me also less confident. And growing up, I was kinda retarded with the way I thought my bullies were friends, which also makes me more insecure. I'm kinda at my own throat here (like literally hating myself). People also, like, tell me "oh there's better days ahead" "oh don't stress about it" "oh forget about the bad things in life because they'll haunt you in the future" or some shit. And they TRY to be supportive, but my stress-ey-ness is also stubborn.
Idk bru I needa calm down. I'm throwing in a fun fact.
As I was saying: I am not all confident. I'm a follower/terrible leader, stupid, chopped, and with a serious habit of thinking too hard on the most unimportant things and loosing my ability to think when I try to focus at all.
I have JUST NOW realized that you can put shaders on weapons and ghosts. What the heck dude. My WHOLE LIFE, I have never seen the shader menu for weapons and ghost shells 😭
I am a life long lover of sci-fi + games, and I have found both gems of Warframe and Destiny 2
I was first a Destiny player. Didn't know a lot but still chose to play it. I my xbox was offline for quite the while after I had gotten more busy and caught up with life. It's been a few months since I uncovered my xbox underneath the dust; by then, my brother introduced me to Warframe. (Hope im not forgetting too much)
Warframe, my second game, was good and somewhat similar. Good lore, I'd have to say. The many characters/Warframes available with different ABILITIES you could play as is incredible. And the customization options are, well, maybe a LITTLE better than Destiny's shaders. (Hope im not glazing too much)
So it's late at night for me. I was just on my phone. I had the urge to turn on the lights because I kept seeing faces in my vision. But when I turned my lights on, the sweater in my closet was subtly moving.
NOTHING in my room actually moves unless I'm physically interacting with it. And I keep seeing a dark figure at the corner of my vision...
Well it HAS been happening for quite a while now, after my aunt past away. I keep seeing silhouettes of someone standing behind me or over me in the mirror when I don't notice, and dissappear when I look at them directly. Maybe my Aunt is haunting me or something to get back at me for bullying her?
It's been like 5 minutes and I have been seeing this ugly creature-man-thingy on the right corner of my vision.
I have a bunkbed, and my brother who moved in sleeps under it. He's currently gone right now but now I'm scared because that space COULD be taken by some monster-demon thing.
My mom has been asking me to sleep with her because dad and bro are gone currently. And in the time with me saying no, WEIRD things have been occurring.
Ok there's SOMETHING under my bed right now in the picture I took. It's a reflection of what looks like a frog?
It's my ARSENAL
It may just be my teen dumbass watching horror past midnight, but I like it dark. I like keeping my room dark. But ever since my dumbass started not caring about death, I may have gone insane and started stressing about my body and my future, even sexuality. Now, I always think there's something behind me.
I have a bunk bed, with a window at my head. And ig I'm still going through my childhood and puberty at the same time but DAMN I'M SCARED. I think something dark is behind me, watching from the darkness, but NOTHINGS THERE. I always eventually turn the lights on.
It's 4:35 past midnight. I'm scared of my own shadow
It may just be my teen dumbass watching horror past midnight, but I like it dark. I like keeping my room dark. But ever since my dumbass started not caring about death, I may have gone insane and started stressing about my body and my future, even sexuality. Now, I always think there's something behind me.
I have a bunk bed, with a window at my head. And ig I'm still going through my childhood and puberty at the same time but DAMN I'M SCARED. I think something dark is behind me, watching from the darkness, but NOTHINGS THERE. I always eventually turn the lights on.
It's 4:35 past midnight. I'm scared of my own shadow
It may just be my teen dumbass watching horror past midnight, but I like it dark. I like keeping my room dark. But ever since my dumbass started not caring about death, I may have gone insane and started stressing about my body and my future, even sexuality. Now, I always think there's something behind me.
I have a bunk bed, with a window at my head. And ig I'm still going through my childhood and puberty at the same time but DAMN I'M SCARED. I think something dark is behind me, watching from the darkness, but NOTHINGS THERE. I always eventually turn the lights on.
It's 4:35 past midnight. I'm scared of my own shadow
My operator just downloaded Elden Ring. DISGUSTING I approve of this chance, but perhaps anyone could teach us a thing or 2?