USC FALL 26' :P
JUST GOT IN AS A TRANSFER FOR FALL 26' LEVENTHAL SCHOOL OF ACCOUNTING!!! I actually can't believe it I'm in disbelief and complete utter shock I couldn't be happier. :')
JUST GOT IN AS A TRANSFER FOR FALL 26' LEVENTHAL SCHOOL OF ACCOUNTING!!! I actually can't believe it I'm in disbelief and complete utter shock I couldn't be happier. :')
JUST GOT IN AS A TRANSFER FOR FALL 26' LEVENTHAL SCHOOL OF ACCOUNTING!!! I actually can't believe it I'm in disbelief and complete utter shock I couldn't be happier. :')
Ok I posted earlier about downloading dating apps and potentially meeting up with some guys through there. I’ve been talking and getting to know a few of them first but a lot of them just wanna go out on a date. I’m the type of person that likes getting to know people through text because I’m extremely shy. A lot of guys want me to come over and offer to meet up at their place is that a bad idea?
I’ve never been on dating apps before because it’s mostly men that just want to hook up or don’t want anything serious. I also don’t think I’d find the type of guy that I want on a dating app… I want to meet a guy naturally.
Anyways, I downloaded hinge just to see if I’d get matches and the guys on there. I instantly got a bunch and got messages relatively quickly. I started texting some of them and found a couple pretty decent guys on there and made plans to meet.
The problem is, I have no intention in actually going through with the plans. I don’t want to meet up with any of these men since I’ve never done it before and find it terrifying. I don’t even know what excuse I would even tell my parents that I’m going out since they’re strict and controlling.
Should I just delete my account and the app, and not continue to lead any other guys on? I feel really bad I don’t know why I did this. I gave some of them my Instagram too. I’m overwhelmed.
Ever since I was a little girl I felt unloveable, including by my own parents. I was never shown affection, comfort, or emotional warmth, so now I don’t know how to give it or receive it correctly. It does not come naturally to me.
Every boy or man I have ever wanted has never wanted me back. I had to watch them pursue other girls instead, including sometimes my own friends. I do not blame them because attraction is not controllable, but it still affected me psychologically for years.
No one has ever confessed feelings for me. No one has ever pursued me romantically. I have never dated anyone. I have never been someone’s first choice. I have never been desired. I put effort into my appearance and personality for years and it never changed anything. I am 21 years old and KHHV.
People say love eventually happens for everyone, but I do not think that is true. Some people are probably not meant to experience romantic love and I think I am one of them. After enough years of repeated rejection and complete absence of romantic interest from anyone, it becomes difficult to believe otherwise.
At this point my life just feels empty and repetitive. I do not really see a future where anything changes. I feel like I am watching everyone else experience a normal part of life that I was excluded from for reasons I do not understand.
I'm having difficulty deciding between which school would be the best fit for me if I don't get in to USC. I would be majoring in Business Economics at UCSD in ERC and Economics and Accounting at USCB.
Regarding academics, I'm doing CPA track so I want to attend the university with the best big 4 firm recruiting opportunities. I plan to join a lot of clubs and get myself very involved on campus and socialize myself with many new people.
I’m not much of a partier since I’m so focused on my studies, but I occasionally like to have fun from time to time to destress. I would be more focused on making new friends since I’m in desperate need of some. I’d be more interested in going out or doing stuff together with them.
If anyone could give any advice or insight it would be immensely appreciated!
21F 5’6 150lb - Hi everyone! I’m on here looking for some good workout recommendations since I’m a complete beginner. I’ve only ever gone to the gym twice to walk on the treadmill and tried to use some of the other machines likely incorrectly.
I feel like I have a really good base, but feel it could be way better. My goals are to define my waist, glutes, and potentially my arms. I really want to be confident and comfortable in my body and think the gym would be perfect for that!