u/Advanced-Total6750

I used to get a casino credit every week and fan cash randomly all the time. Now I haven’t seen a random casino credit in literally a year or so and you can forget about random fan cash. It’s like they created this program with the “you can earn up to $1000” so they can just take our money and be like but yea you’ll get some virtual cash once you reach a milestone. You’ll lose thousands but here’s $50 lmao. So sad (Also I’m complaining so I win on fan cash drop tomorrow)😭 but what I’m saying is the truth. They’ve lost their flair

I want to preface this by saying, this is not a self promotion. In continuance, it has been a long summer for me. But now that it’s over I can finally talk about my work “The City Beneath the Sea of Stars”

So a little backstory. I’m currently in my final Semester of college. With a major in Journalism and a minor in English. I had one class left to take and luckily for me I could take it over the summer.

For my final thesis/project, I wanted to know if people could really discern the difference between Human writing, Ai writing, and in my case Human writing in the style of Ai.

Might sound a little lackluster but stick with me. I wanted to see if people’s reaction to seeing prose in the form of one liners and “short form” paragraphs would be a key giveaway for people’s alarm bells to go off. And I must say as test subjects. There were a lot of people quick to fully accuse it of being AI written work. Which I do find to be completely fair. Since it was indeed based off of it. I spent a ton of time studying AI’s writing habits.

It was not easy let me tell you. But I eventually was able to take all my research and practice and write what you guys seen as the first few chapters or maybe just the first chapter. Fully human wrote, yet in the prose of AI. Then I let AI do some of the later chapters. Which funny enough got more engagement and positive feedback. So I can conclude that some people can easily spot AI patterns and prose and care about such things. While a majority either don’t care or can’t notice. Hopefully everything I’ve taken from here and other websites gets me my passing grade.

Obviously getting all the power stones and comments honestly felt great. To those who gave me support to my posts in here I say thank you to you all. And to those who called it out as AI, well fair game to you, not quite but you all were very close. Anyhoo, I’m outta here. Cheers and best of luck to you all on your reading and writing!

Ya know, the thought of killing myself goes through my head everyday. And it’s not really just at a singular moment either. It’s a persistent thought. You try and work it out mentally and it doesn’t seem to help. Then you try and talk it out with others who’ve never felt this way and you care about you. But they always come to the same conclusion, that it’s selfish and that it would make others sad. But my thought on this matter and it still is even as I write this with my own battles going on.

Why do I have to be unhappy and in constant mental pain and alive for other ppls happiness. Why does my suffering have to be an act of selflessness. Why do I have to go through all of this just so others won’t be sad I’m gone.

And I know there are great counter arguments to my pov. But I’m tired. I hurting and I don’t want to keep going through this battle. They always say it’s a permanent solution to a temporary problem. But this problem has been anything other than temporary and there’s no end in sight. I just don’t think I have the strength left to fight anymore.

Honestly I was drunk last night scrolling through web novel. Because for some reason when I’m really drunk I love to read hahaha. But I came across this newer book only two chapters. I thought it was amazing. It was called like ivory night I think. If yall wanna check it out it was pretty good. But idk I was drunk lol im gonna reread it sober

Once the French open ends, im going into hibernation until Wimbledon starts lmao