u/Aggressive-Run-1736

Im a Saudi lesbian ask me anything ur curious about and I will answer 🙈

I’ve been thinking about this lately

Back in high school I transferred to a new school, and there was this girl who would literally stare at me all the time 😭 like it was so obvious even the people around me noticed it. At first I was kinda scared to talk to her because she was REALLY pretty. Tall, huge eyes (and I have such a weakness for big eyes), pretty smile… she genuinely looked gorgeous.

But honestly I didn’t think too much about it at first because a lot of girls used to like me in high school. I was tall, tan, had short hair, piercings, and a bold/flirty personality so I was kinda used to attention.

The reason she even noticed me was because one time her friend told me to move away from the board in a rude way, and I turned around and told her to fix her attitude and that I’d move. After that, the girl kept trying to make eye contact with me all the time.

Later she asked for my number and we started talking. At first it was casual, but then I went through a really bad situation at school and she got SO worried about me. She texted me saying she’d never been that scared for someone before, and that’s when she realized her feelings for me weren’t just “normal.” After that we started talking way more.

But the problem is… I could not stand her in real life 😭 she gave me the biggest ick sometimes. Like her personality irl felt so childish and chaotic to me. But over text/calls she was completely different. She actually seemed mature, emotionally aware, and I liked talking to her.

So I ended up liking the version of her on the phone way more than the version of her in person.

Eventually when things started feeling serious, I told her honestly that I wasn’t mentally ready for a relationship and we ended things. Then we graduated.

Now I keep wondering… can you actually like someone even if they give you the ick ?

باخذ رايكم انا صارلي قايمه من الساعه خمس المغرب ومن وقتها وانا اذاكر لان عندي فاينل الزبده هل انام ٩٠ دقيقه وارجع اكمل مذاكره لان باقيلي جزئية بتاخذ مني ساعتين على الكثير وانا مره مصدعه لكن نمت توي عشرين دقيقه
او اكمل ثم انام مره وحده
خيار اني انام ولا اخلص غير متاح🙅🏻‍♀️سوفت كثير والمنهج دسم

قبل يومين حصل نقاش بيني وبين اختي بسبب تنظيف الدرج المشترك بيني وبينها
طبعاً هي رفضت تنظف الدرج لان مالها خلق وانا قلت دامك مابتنضفينه ف هو مو درجك وطلعت كم حاجه لها بالدرج تدرون وش سوت؟
انسدحت على الارض وقعدت تحرك راسها بقوه وتبكي وكني جرحتها ولا ضربتها
وقتها انا وقفت مصدومه وقلبي اوجعني
اخوي الكبير جاء يحسب صار شي من صراخها ولما علمته ايش حصل قال خلاص خلاص لا تنظف خليها تجلس
طبعاً بعد سالفة الدرج طلعت من الغرف وراحت تدعي علي بحاجه انا قاعده اشتغل عليها هالفتره ودعت علي انفصل من الجامعه ومعد ارجع!!
مر الموضوع عادي وانا معد كلمتها
لين جينا لليوم تخيلو انا دايم اقولها تسكر باب الغرفه لانه لما ينفتح صعب يتسكر (الباب خربان) ف وش سوت؟ خلته مفتوح ولما قلت لها تسكره صرخت علي وقعدت تتنمر علي وعلى شخصيتي وكيف ان مافي احد يحبني وان كل البيت يتفق ان شخصيتي زق
قبل يومين ماقدرت انام وكنت طول الوقت ابكي بسبب الكلام الي سمعته منها
انا والله اني ما ااذيها بحجم اذيتها لي
وتراها كويسه والله عشان كذا جرحها اقوى لي انا احبها بس مافهم ليه تعاملني بهالقسوه

السلام عليكم

انا بدت تراودني افكار وجوديه كثير وبديت اقصر بصلاتي بكل صراحه واتمنى محد يحكم علي

من العنوان ابغا اعرف من الي جتهم فتره واللحدو وشكان سبب رجعوهم للطريق الصحيح

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