My music sucks and its beginning to take a hit on me
I've been making beats since last august in 2025 but have been doing it consistently since about 3-4 months and I haven't made a single beat that I'm satisfied with yet and it kind of frustrates me. Everything I've been making recently has been sounding like a videogame soundtrack which is NOT the sound I'm going for. I want to make a more experimental/alternative rap sound (I know this beat isn't any of that but its my most recent beat that I'm at least a little proud of) At least this sounds okay but it doesn't sound like anything that's not straight from Wii sports or rocketleague. Idk I've had the fear that I'm just not made for music in general and that I should accept that and not do anything with it and stay unsatisfied.
Idk man, it's been frustrating and I'm kind of embarrassing myself when people ask me to hear my music since I'm already in the music industry just not releasing music. ANY tips / recommendations would help. Be honest and tell me if I should just straight up stop and focus on different things or just continue and follow the process. Sitting hours on end behind logic or fl just to make music that gets called RL music or Wii sports music is just way too demotivating so I need some real advice.
Might i add that everytime i make music it doesnt really have a real body. I just make whatever happens in the moment but i feel like that isn‘t really good and productive when in trying to actually MAKE music instead of creating it by accidents.
Thank you.