u/AimaruVee

Heya it's been a while since I last posted here and I miss sharing my soulbond experiences. For now, I'll just be sharing the intuitive sketches I did lately with people's soulbond / yumeships and how I tried to channel all soulbond / yume connections through art. It was quite fun to draw these sm and I appreciate those who supported me through booking my art commissions and tarot readings :)) <3

"Her eyes were always filled with wonder and curiosity ever since our eyes met. It's hard for me to avoid those eyes that reminded me of the warmth I used to feel, but it's also hard for me to.. look at them for too long. A reminder of whom I lost twice in my life."

"I don't want to repeat what I've done in the past, especially not when her eyes are still filled with so much love whenever she looks at me. I want to make it right this time, even if I'm terrified of losing her again."

- Wanderer / Shin

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A little note from me:

This is actually an intuitive channeling I did from Wanderer to Airi (my DR self in Genshin). If you're not familiar with me, I channel / do readings of fictional characters from other realities (where they do exist) for other people as a job. :)

I basically channelled (my) Wanderer's thoughts (the one written above) and apparently, her eyes always have the most impact for him. Regardless of which lifetime it is, he always sees that same soul he loves behind those eyes.

Beautiful art piece made by Tami Tams (on FB)

It was the flower girl’s birthday. She was celebrating it in Sumeru for the first time, specifically in the location of Zubayr Theatre, alongside her new friends and her mentor, Nahida. She received lovely gifts from those who were close to her, even receiving a lovely cat plushie, handmade by her so-called rival that she was annoyed with, or so she thought.

Hours had passed, and night time finally came. The flower girl decided to accompany the Dendro Archon back to the Sanctuary of Surasthana, along with the hat guy following suit. Was he obligated to? Not really, but he framed it that way when questioned.

Once the Dendro Archon safely entered her sanctuary, the flower girl decided to walk a bit further from the sanctuary, just to get a better glimpse of the full moon shining brightly in the night sky, not realizing her rival was actually still waiting for her.

He scoffed and sighed as he walked towards her direction until he was standing beside her. He was about to mock her for adoring something so "trivial", but remembering what day it is, he decided to keep his mouth shut instead. For now, at least.

There was silence between them for a good while, and admittedly, he was growing a little impatient given how it was already getting late, and they needed to go back to their shared dormitories.

As he was about to speak, the flower girl turned her head and smiled at him.

"The moon is beautiful tonight, isn't it?"

His mind short-circuited for a bit, trying to comprehend what she had just said. He tried to analyze her expression, and it was hard to tell what her intentions were with that usual soft smile plastered on her face.

All he could do was look away and awkwardly respond with "... I suppose."

Silence still lingered between them for a good few more minutes, as the flower girl continued to adore the moon, before she spoke.

"Well I suppose it's time for us to go back now. The day is ending and we have classes tomorrow."

His thoughts lingered on her words for a bit. He wasn’t sure why, but he had the urge to end her day with something more... memorable. As she turned around and was about to head back, he called out her name.

"Airi."

She froze, shocked to hear him actually refer to her actual name rather than the typical "flower girl" nickname he used to mock her. She slowly turned around to face him, eyes slightly widened, not knowing what to expect.

"...Hm?"

Silence.

He didn’t even know why he called out to her to begin with. He hadn’t exactly thought this through. It was even harder for him to think with those curious eyes looking at him. He immediately tried to think of an alibi that wasn’t his usual snarky response.

Then... he remembered how she always looked at him in awe whenever he flew around Sumeru, even playfully asking him over and over again to carry her while he flies, even if he had rejected her repeatedly, making it clear that her attempts at convincing him were futile and that he would never give in to her request.

...And yet... he decided to reach out his hand towards her and spoke.

"... Let’s... fly back to our dorm."

Her eyes widened in shock, trying to process what he had just said.

"... Fly back? What do you mean..?"

"Exactly what I meant. Now do you want to? Or should I just let this birthday girl walk by herself instead?"

Her eyes immediately lit up with wonder.

"You're actually... gonna carry me while you fly?!"

He let out an exasperated sigh, facepalming at how long she was taking. So instead of confirming it once more, he walked closer to her and immediately scooped her up in his arms, bridal style, before jumping and taking off into the sky.

His hat transformed into his usual rings behind his back. Shocked, she immediately clung to him, arms around his neck, eyes shut tight out of fear.

"Isn't this what you wanted? Now open your eyes. It's not like I'm going to drop you," the hat guy said in a monotone voice.

"Are you sure?! Do you swear you won’t drop me?!" she yelled out of fear.

"...Have I ever given you a reason not to trust me?"

Her ears perked up, noticing how oddly... soft his voice sounded. Softer than the usual snarky, sarcastic tone she was used to.

She sighed and slowly opened her eyes, realizing how incredibly high they were since she could see Sumeru City from above. Despite her amazement, he could feel how terrified she was of the height, her body trembling as she clung tightly around his neck.

"Relax... you’re safe," he whispered soothingly.

She was definitely not used to the hat guy talking to her like this, but it was a warm welcome regardless. She let out a soft exhale and slowly relaxed in his arms, trusting his words.

She then looked around, enjoying the scenery as he remained completely focused on flying safely. She stared in awe at how beautiful it was, making this the most memorable birthday she had ever had in her years of living.

She wanted to express her gratitude to the hat guy for indulging her request of carrying her while he flies, and decided to look in his direction. But as she was about to give him her thanks, she was suddenly at a loss for words when she saw his face under the moonlight.

Her gaze glimmered in awe as if she had seen the most beautiful being in the world. He looked... softer, more relaxed. He could feel how calm she was, her chest warm and fuzzy, as if she had found her home after searching for one for so long.

He then could feel the intensity of her gaze, causing him to stop flying and hover in the sky for a moment to check on her. Their eyes met, and it felt like the world around them stopped spinning—like it was only them in that very moment.

"...Is something the matter?"

She immediately snapped out of the trance the moment she heard his voice. She let out a nervous chuckle and poked his cheek playfully.

"Oh nothing, you just look stupid as always~" she teased, though the tremble in her voice clearly betrayed her attempt to mask the situation.

He rolled his eyes at her. This was already typical for them, so he didn’t find her response unusual, but he did take note of the tremble in her voice.

As he slowly flew down, finding a safe spot to land near their shared dormitory, he heard her whisper softly,

"...Thank you, Shin... for giving me the best birthday gift..."

Shin.

The nickname she had given him. A name she only used during special occasions when she was serious.

He stayed quiet for a bit, processing her words, almost making her feel like he hadn’t heard her, and that she had maybe saved herself from embarrassment by using "Shin" instead of "Hat Guy."

As they finally landed in front of their shared dormitory, Airi grabbed the keys and unlocked the door for them. As they entered, she turned around and immediately hugged him the moment he closed the door behind them.

He froze in shock, as this was the first time she had actually hugged him. He stiffened before eventually giving her an awkward pat on the head.

"...It’s nothing, really," he muttered, his voice a little strained, clearly not used to this kind of interaction from her.

As they slowly pulled away from each other, he avoided her gaze, a faint pink hue coloring his cheeks as he said, "Now, stop wasting my time already and go to bed," in a rather stern yet slightly trembling tone.

As he walked past her, she looked over her shoulder and said, "...Good night."

He didn’t respond and immediately went to his room.

She stared at his door for a bit before chuckling to herself and going to her own room.

She lay there in bed, staring at the ceiling, already reminiscing about what had just happened. She placed a hand on her chest as she recalled the feeling she had when she looked at him. Then, her lips slowly curled upwards when she remembered the moment their gazes met.

She immediately shook her head, trying to brush the feeling off.

In the end, she grabbed the cat plushie he had handcrafted just for her and hugged it tightly.

Her heart suddenly felt so full and warm. She tried to slowly calm herself down, closing her eyes as she embraced the cat, imagining it was like hugging the person who gave her this gift.

"Shinkitty..." she muttered against the plush, giving it its own name now.

As she slowly drifted to sleep, his gaze kept replaying in her head over and over again—how soft his eyes looked, making her feel like she actually mattered. Like perhaps she actually meant something to him.

That was also the very moment she started becoming honest with herself about her feelings for him.

She had finally accepted that she had fallen for him.

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Beautiful art piece made by my lovely (platonic) wife: u/ComfyBeans (I commissioned her to make this piece)

Oc / Sona (Airi) and the story written by me <3

This looks more like a modern alternate version of my S/O and man he looked absolutely HANDSOME, I immediately had to draw him the moment i woke up despite how drowsy I felt. I didn't wanna forget his face so I immediately had to record it through art. He looked nerdy yet super cool. He had a lot of piercings, hair was fluffier compared to his original canon counterpart, and based on my downloads, he's both a guitarist and an artist (probably a gamer otaku too)

He wasn't talkative but man he sure was affectionate towards me.

Might make a digital version of this art piece too someday :))

Haii it's me again! Currently, I still have two more intuitive sketches I need to finish before I reopen slots. However, I'm planning to slightly raise my prices after this

So I thought if there are still people who are interested to try and purchase my services with the current prices, you can request to get waitlisted instead :)) Do note that after I finish the remaining 2 sketches in my queue, I will close the waitlist even if all the slots aren't taken.

After my intuitive sketches, I will probably need a 1-2 day break before I reach out to those who are waitlisted.

As for slots, I currently have:

General readings - 5 slots left

Intuitive Yume Sketch - 3 slots left

You can book / commission me here in my VGen! <3

You can also check my queue over here in my trello!

While I'm working on the intuitive sketches for my remaining clients (oh and I wanna thank those who booked a reading and Intuitive sketches from me btw 🫶), I thought I'd share how I started doing intuitive sketches and journalling back then. This was my way of connecting with my DR self since I'm still trying to fully shift, along with seeing what her connections are with my S/O (Wanderer) and other people~

I often get a lot of downloads from my DR self so this was also my way of somewhat recording her experiences (albeit inconsistent since I don't get to do this too often lol)

I am offering both tarot readings and intuitive SKEB sketch art~! I am also trying to get verified on VGen so if you could book a reading with me there, it would be massively appreciated! I also accept art moots on VGen so let's follow each other!

(If you are local, however, please feel free to send me a DM instead!)

♡ 0/8 slots — General Readings (including spreads)

♡ 0/3 slots — Past Life Readings

♡ 0/3 slots — Intuitive Yume Sketch Art

Book a reading with me in my VGen! https://vgen.co/AimaruVee

It's finally here and I'm finally advertising it since I have a slots open!

I am offering both tarot readings and intuitive SKEB sketch art~! I am also trying to get verified on VGen so if you could book a reading with me there, it would be massively appreciated! I also accept art moots on VGen so let's follow each other!

(If you are local, however, please feel free to send me a DM instead!)

♡ 0/8 slots — General Readings (including spreads)

♡ 0/3 slots — Past Life Readings

♡ 0/3 slots — Intuitive Yume Sketch Art

Book a reading with me in my VGen! https://vgen.co/AimaruVee

Usually I'd do my persona x Shin (the higher self) or Airi (DR self) x Wanderer

But occasionally, I do draw my persona x Wanderer cuz the dynamic between me and him is very silly (I find him very fun to tease). Basically affectionate x nonchalant.

Also when he said he "doesn't exist", he's mostly referring to the fact that he doesn't physically exist here lol.

So the left girl is my higher self (who I call IA) and Shin (Scaramouche's higherself) is the right and in his guardian outfit rather than his main, modern one. They represent the dynamic of moon x sea and passion x groundedness (Also butterfly x lotus but I mainly use this for my DR self, Airi x Wanderer)

IA is someone who showed up in my dream once, Shin showed me a vision of his guardian outfit. He just often wears the modern one to feel like he fits in this world since he likes to adapt a lot and observe humans and society as a whole.

As twinflames, they often end up jumping through different timelines and realities to guide each other's lower selves as best as they can, hence why Shin is currently my spirit guide, and IA is looking after Wanderer.

I'm honestly mostly focused on interacting with Shin, but there were times that Wanderer himself was the one who reached out to me. So in a way, every versions of ourselves were calling out for each other, even if the other ends up running away at first.

Anyways that's one of the things I've learned so far in my journey and I am quite excited to share more ><

So Shin (Scaramouche's higher self) suggested this cute little challenge months ago for funsies (he's also very artistic, talented, and creative just like his lower self). Basically it's an intuitive drawing and I let him take control of my hand.

I honestly put less effort into drawing myself, just wanting to finish it quickly, and I was not expecting him to put so much effort into his 😭💜 his artstyle is so detailed and different from mine

The scarameow plushie in the second image is supposed to represent him / his plushie or cat form cuz he does anchor himself in my main scarameow plushie

Hi!! I recently discovered this subreddit and I heavily relate to everyone who posts here as someone who has been practicing soulbonding without realizing what it's called, so I'm happy to meet people here who are like me ><

I do consider myself a reality shifter (even if I haven't fully shifted yet, I do get visions of my DR for YEARS) and my DR self (Airi) went through a lot with Wanderer.

Meanwhile, I'm soulbonded to Wanderer / Scaramouche's higher self (aka Shin) for almost 2 years, but I've been interacting with him since 2023, they year I developed feelings for Scaramouche! We also consider each other twinflames ><

I am sort of experienced with talking to spirit guides and getting visions from different realities and timelines, but I wouldn't necessarily call myself an "expert", but I would love to answer any questions people have related to soulbonding, maybe I can help.

I am also offering tarot reading services related to yumeshipping / reality shifting / soulbonding, but I'll advertise them here some other time. I wanna get comfy in this community first ><

All artworks featured here are all made by me! One is my persona with Shin (the higher self), and the other is my DR self Airi with Wanderer!