u/Alone_Ad2064

I was in punta cana yesterday and was stung on the foot. Apparently this causes hive like dots all over the body it did too my arms and torso. I only realized after talking with the medical team in ambulance because the ENT said this happened to him. He said it's probably just panic attack since anaphylaxis is instant.

I'll note I have eoe which causes me to have throat pains and saliva getting stuck in the esophagus which also panics me. I'm sitting in the er lot right now feeling low on breathing. But idk how to feel. My lips aren't swollen and I can swallow but I'm having mouth pains and saliva feels stuck. No hives just those hive like dots from what I got stung by. I think my esophagus condition paired with my allergies and these weird bumps are only just fueling my anxiety. I ate nothing only drank ice tea that I have always drank.

Anyway I was sitting by the pool and 2 girls in there 20s came over and said enthusiastically do you want a drink! The handed it pretty aggressively so I took it and said thank you what's in it. Or what's the drink called. Which the replied an expletive name for it. I said cool thank you. They said you look down so we came over and offered you. I was wearing pants and a light shirt that's hooded because I was sunburnt. So I said yeah I think it's the sunburn. I didn't wear shorts because I'm burnt so I probly look out of sorts. I was looking away from the pool in a horizonal lay down chair on my phone.

Did I do good or make this awkward? They did talk to me for like 30 seconds before saying oh is this your family?. I said yeah but didn't really get to say anything but said that's my brother's wife even though they are bf and gf of 2 years. But I was shifted or didn't have the ability to stay engaged when she was talking to my family. But I did say bye to them so was that good interaction on my part???

Anyway I was sitting by the pool and 2 girls in there 20s came over and said enthusiastically do you want a drink! The handed it pretty aggressively so I took it and said thank you what's in it. Or what's the drink called. Which the replied an expletive name for it. I said cool thank you. They said you look down so we came over and offered you. I was wearing pants and a light shirt that's hooded because I was sunburnt. So I said yeah I think it's the sunburn. I didn't wear shorts because I'm burnt so I probly look out of sorts. I was looking away from the pool in a horizonal lay down chair on my phone.

Did I do good or make this awkward? They did talk to me for like 30 seconds before saying oh is this your family?. I said yeah but didn't really get to say anything but said that's my brother's wife even though they are bf and gf of 2 years. But I was shifted or didn't have the ability to stay engaged when she was talking to my family. But I did say bye to them was that good interaction on my part???

Can't get over it it's to the point where I don't know if it's a reaction or anxiety. An example is if I'm eating out sometimes. I'll feel like a sudden feeling where I feel saliva getting stuck in my esophagus but I'm not chocking it up. Or my tongue will be very dry all the sudden and I can't eat anything even if I didn't feel allergic. It's really weird my tongue isn't swollen or anything just feels super dry and rough if I put it on roof of mouth.

These signs aren't obvious for an allergic reaction because I always have panic attacks and that can easily affect my breathing alone. I just don't understand why these little things happen to me. I'll also get outer neck pains not even my throat. I can speak clearly it's just like my throat and esophagus are really stiff feeling. With maybe a sore feeling when swallowing nothing serious. But my panic attack systems come it with this and a can't breath my throat is dry my tongue is dry, and taste buds are rough.

I don't know because I take a Benadryl when this happens and it does nothing for me. Then I don't finish my food. And have anxiety for 2 hours after eating as these symptoms do not go away.

Cousins wedding

I'm naturally socially awkward and at my cousin's destination wedding. A lot of people are my age including my cousin who is married, and 2 of my other married cousins all guys. Plus a few other guys similar to my age. I can talk to a couple 1 on 1 and they are approaching me a lot. Buy I can't start convos with the other couple cousins. I tried when they were in a group. For example I walked up when they were talking and just said what's up dudes. Got ignored they were somewhat in a convo but not really it was a pause. But none of them looked or acknowledged me.

The one cousin I wanted to talk to what talking to my other cousin and 2 guys I'm closer with. I was standing behind them for like 30 minutes not too close. I couldn't hear what they were talking about and felt left out. So when I approached when I saw an opening and was ignored it kinda hurt a bit. But I'm nonchalant and don't take things too seriously. I just don't know what to do. They all have gfs and wives so I'm thinking what if I bring my gf/wife to an event and can't start any convos and look stupid getting ignored almost the whole time?

Now I'm not saying I'm completely unliked but I feel closed off as in I don't have the skills to get there attention.i just want to start new topics with them that interests them. But all I can think of his how is your life, lifting interests, the resort. But no one seems to be remotely interested but n talking to me lol.

I'm naturally socially awkward and at my cousin's destination wedding. A lot of people are my age including my cousin who is married, and 2 of my other married cousins all guys. Plus a few other guys similar to my age. I can talk to a couple 1 on 1 and they are approaching me a lot. Buy I can't start convos with the other couple cousins. I tried when they were in a group. For example I walked up when they were talking and just said what's up dudes. Got ignored they were somewhat in a convo but not really it was a pause. But none of them looked or acknowledged me.

The one cousin I wanted to talk to what talking to my other cousin and 2 guys I'm closer with. I was standing behind them for like 30 minutes not too close. I couldn't hear what they were talking about and felt left out. So when I approached when I saw an opening and was ignored it kinda hurt a bit. But I'm nonchalant and don't take things too seriously. I just don't know what to do. They all have gfs and wives so I'm thinking what if I bring my gf/wife to an event and can't start any convos and look stupid getting ignored almost the whole time?

Now I'm not saying I'm completely unliked but I feel closed off as in I don't have the skills to get there attention.i just want to start new topics with them that interests them. But all I can think of his how is your life, lifting interests, the resort. But no one seems to be remotely interested but n talking to me lol.

In my humble opinion society is going nowhere. Sure were advancing in ai but besides that nothing. We're finding cures to diseases but they seem infinite for example covid and it's just infinite variants. Where's the flying cars? Where's the updated mile high cities? Where's the cross country speed trains? Why are movies getting worse?

I think it's a unity problem and power greed problem. The vast majority of society is forced to focus only on bills and living. I feel like no one can use their creative side anymore it's a fight to live at this point. What is going on? Ai is replacing jobs but we are still so far behind in people who need work especially in tech. Why aren't people c eating businesses in their tech career with ai? Why is everyone stuck with tech being the best it's ever been?

We have everything as I'm typing this from my smart phone a feat that would seem alien 50 years ago. What is wrong? How are we struggling? What is happening????