u/Altruistic-Ad-1550

Anyone travelling on 4th July Mangalore express (12133)? Would love to catch up and kill time during the journey 😉😂

First and foremost I'd like to say sorry to all the people of this subreddit to whom I may have reached out to talk or to try to make any sort of connection. I was not in the right state of mind and wasn't my real self. And I'm sorry for my previous posts too. I was just trying to pull myself out of loneliness by talking to anyone. But fortunately or unfortunately not many responded, and to those who did, thank you so much.

I am having attachment anxiety disorder along with BPD and other mental health issues and many more issues that I don't think I'll be able to share here, that's why my break up after a long term relationship has fucked me up completely. I haven't been able to move on, maybe I don't want to. Maybe I don't think I'll be able to love again. Whatever it is, just an advice to all the young men and women out there, do not get attached to someone so much, that they possess the power to completely destroy your life whenever they decide to leave. People change. They might show that they love you more than anything in this world today and will still walk out of your life tomorrow as if it didn't mean anything. You'll be struggling and left with just the memories and the questions, which will never be answered.

I tried to distract myself, downloaded dating apps, swiped right like a fool, obviously i didn't get any matches, which is fine. I have lost all my confidence and the rizz i had before dating this person. I mean 5+ years with someone obviously changes u completely. I have forgotten how to even flirt 😂. I thought maybe physically involving myself with someone might help me, but if I'm not getting anyone to talk to how will I get anyone to sleep with 🫣.

Now i have accepted the fact that this is how and what I'm gonna live with. And I know people will flood the dms and comments that things will be fine it's just a phase you'll get over it, I've been facing similar abandonment issues since I was a kid and it has never been better. Maybe that's why I'm dealing with whatever I'm dealing with.

Anyways, probably my last venting sesh here. Will be around to help whoever needs any sort of help.

So this is me signing off, until then take care all❤️

Hardly found any matches though there are so many profiles on dating apps. As a male it's always very difficult getting matches but it's completely a dry place here in Mangalore.

anyone up to start a sub on reddit to act like dating apps?😂🙏

Boring life, would love to catch up with people

I'm at this point in my life where I don't know what's going on with me. It's been a month and a half since my girlfriend left me after being with each other for 5+ years. And all of a sudden i have no one in my life. I never had friends and she was my best friend, my safe space to confide in. And now I am so alone, it feels like this loneliness will consume me. I'm clinically depressed with suicidal thoughts and I'm on the verge of giving up on myself. I just can't escape this feeling of not being enough for anyone and always being left out. It's not that there are no people around me, There are, but in a room full of people I'll still feel alone and isolated. No one really understands me and what I feel and it's all just random generic solutions which I'm tired of listening to. My physical health is also not good, I have been suffering both physically and mentally.

Sorry for the rant. Just wanted to tell people that don't leave someone when u know they completely depend on you, and don't make someone so important in your life that if they decide to leave your life becomes living hell. Peace ✌️