Idk, but I keep thinking about this again and again. Like genuinely, sometimes I wonder if things would have been better if I had never been born. Agar main hota hi nahi, agar main paida hi nahi hota, toh maybe things would have been simpler. I have two elder sisters with around a 5 and 11-year age gap, which is quite a lot, and sometimes I just think, maybe my parents would have been free by now. Maybe they would have had one less person to worry about, one less responsibility, one less problem constantly hanging over their heads.

And then there's me. A fucking failure. A disappointment. The funny part is, ahahaha, my own mom doesn't even trust me. I don't even know why that hurts so much, but it does. Like damn, imagine being such a disappointment that even your own mother can't fully trust you. AHAHAHA. Bruh, what the fuck did I even become?

Sometimes I just laugh at it because what else am I supposed to do? I laugh, make jokes about myself, call myself an asshole before anyone else can, but somewhere underneath all that, I genuinely believe it. That maybe I really am just a disappointment. Not particularly good at anything. Not someone people can proudly rely on. Just a useless fella who keeps fucking things up and then sits there wondering why nobody trusts him anymore.

And that's why the thought keeps coming back. Agar main hota hi nahi toh? Maybe my parents would have been freer. Maybe they wouldn't have had to spend more years worrying about another child. Maybe there would have been fewer expectations to break, fewer problems to deal with, fewer disappointments.

Maybe everyone would have been better off.

And yeah, I know how fucked up that sounds. But sometimes these thoughts don't even come with tears anymore. Sometimes I just sit there laughing like, ahahaha, damn, what a fucking asshole I turned out to be. A complete disappointment, good at nothing, useful for nothing, and somehow still here, wondering where the fuck everything went wrong.

And yeah, I already know what some people are going to say. That I'm victimising myself. That I'm being dramatic. That I'm throwing myself a pity party. AHAHAHA, sure. Think whatever the fuck you want. You don't have to agree with me, understand me, or even believe what I'm saying. But I know what I'm feeling, and I know why I'm writing this. These thoughts are mine, this mess is mine, and whether you think I'm victimising myself or not doesn't really change the fact that this is exactly what's going on inside my head.

I genuinely feel like I made the worst decision by buying the OnePlus Nord CE 6 8/128 for ₹32K.

It’s arriving in 3 days, and now I’ve started looking at reviews and camera samples AFTER buying it, and I’m slowly realizing that the camera might actually suck compared to what I expected. 😭

And the worst part? I literally can’t do anything about it now. The order is already placed, my dad already bought it through Amazon Pay Later, and it’s on the way. So I’m basically stuck here for the next 3 days watching camera reviews, comparing samples, regretting my life choices, and mentally preparing myself to open the box. 😭💀

I gave my dad ₹26K from my own savings, and that ₹26K was money I had saved over FOUR YEARS. Four freaking years. 😭

And somehow he still bought it using Amazon Pay Later. I genuinely don't even know why he used Pay Later when I had already given him ₹26K. 💀

I'm 18 btw, so that ₹26K wasn't some random spare money. It was basically my entire savings.

Now I'm seeing people complain about the camera, especially the lack of an ultrawide and mediocre detail/low-light performance, and I'm sitting here thinking:

“BRO. I JUST SPENT FOUR YEARS OF MY SAVINGS ON THIS. WHY DID I NOT RESEARCH THE CAMERA PROPERLY BEFORE BUYING IT???” 😭😭😭

And yes, I KNOW the phone has good things going for it. Battery, display, performance, software, etc. I’m not saying the entire phone is garbage.

But I specifically wanted a phone that would last me for years, and now I'm scared I'm going to regret compromising on the camera every single time I take a photo.

The funniest part is that I CAN'T EVEN UNBUY IT NOW. 😭

So I'm just here suffering in advance for a phone that hasn't even arrived yet.

If anyone actually owns the Nord CE 6, PLEASE tell me honestly:

• How is the camera in real-world use?
• Is it actually that bad, or are reviews exaggerating?
• How are selfies?
• Daylight vs low-light?
• Any camera settings or GCam that genuinely help?
• How is the camera after using the phone for a few weeks/months?
• And most importantly...

Should I stop panicking and just wait for the damn phone to arrive? 😭

DMs are open. I desperately need someone to convince me that I didn't just throw four years of savings into the worst decision of my life. :cry:

I genuinely feel like I made the worst decision by buying the OnePlus Nord CE 6 8/128 for ₹32K.

It’s arriving in 3 days, and now I’ve started looking at reviews and camera samples AFTER buying it, and I’m slowly realizing that the camera might actually suck compared to what I expected. 😭

And the worst part? I literally can’t do anything about it now. The order is already placed, my dad already bought it through Amazon Pay Later, and it’s on the way. So I’m basically stuck here for the next 3 days watching camera reviews, comparing samples, regretting my life choices, and mentally preparing myself to open the box. 😭💀

I gave my dad ₹26K from my own savings, and that ₹26K was money I had saved over FOUR YEARS. Four freaking years. 😭

And somehow he still bought it using Amazon Pay Later. I genuinely don't even know why he used Pay Later when I had already given him ₹26K. 💀

I'm 18 btw, so that ₹26K wasn't some random spare money. It was basically my entire savings.

Now I'm seeing people complain about the camera, especially the lack of an ultrawide and mediocre detail/low-light performance, and I'm sitting here thinking:

“BRO. I JUST SPENT FOUR YEARS OF MY SAVINGS ON THIS. WHY DID I NOT RESEARCH THE CAMERA PROPERLY BEFORE BUYING IT???” 😭😭😭

And yes, I KNOW the phone has good things going for it. Battery, display, performance, software, etc. I’m not saying the entire phone is garbage.

But I specifically wanted a phone that would last me for years, and now I'm scared I'm going to regret compromising on the camera every single time I take a photo.

The funniest part is that I CAN'T EVEN UNBUY IT NOW. 😭

So I'm just here suffering in advance for a phone that hasn't even arrived yet.

If anyone actually owns the Nord CE 6, PLEASE tell me honestly:

• How is the camera in real-world use?
• Is it actually that bad, or are reviews exaggerating?
• How are selfies?
• Daylight vs low-light?
• Any camera settings or GCam that genuinely help?
• How is the camera after using the phone for a few weeks/months?
• And most importantly...

Should I stop panicking and just wait for the damn phone to arrive? 😭

DMs are open. I desperately need someone to convince me that I didn't just throw four years of savings into the worst decision of my life. :cry:

I genuinely feel like I made the worst decision by buying the OnePlus Nord CE 6 8/128 for ₹32K.

It’s arriving in 3 days, and now I’ve started looking at reviews and camera samples AFTER buying it, and I’m slowly realizing that the camera might actually suck compared to what I expected. 😭

And the worst part? I literally can’t do anything about it now. The order is already placed, my dad already bought it through Amazon Pay Later, and it’s on the way. So I’m basically stuck here for the next 3 days watching camera reviews, comparing samples, regretting my life choices, and mentally preparing myself to open the box. 😭💀

I gave my dad ₹26K from my own savings, and that ₹26K was money I had saved over FOUR YEARS. Four freaking years. 😭

And somehow he still bought it using Amazon Pay Later. I genuinely don't even know why he used Pay Later when I had already given him ₹26K. 💀

I'm 18 btw, so that ₹26K wasn't some random spare money. It was basically my entire savings.

Now I'm seeing people complain about the camera, especially the lack of an ultrawide and mediocre detail/low-light performance, and I'm sitting here thinking:

“BRO. I JUST SPENT FOUR YEARS OF MY SAVINGS ON THIS. WHY DID I NOT RESEARCH THE CAMERA PROPERLY BEFORE BUYING IT???” 😭😭😭

And yes, I KNOW the phone has good things going for it. Battery, display, performance, software, etc. I’m not saying the entire phone is garbage.

But I specifically wanted a phone that would last me for years, and now I'm scared I'm going to regret compromising on the camera every single time I take a photo.

The funniest part is that I CAN'T EVEN UNBUY IT NOW. 😭

So I'm just here suffering in advance for a phone that hasn't even arrived yet.

If anyone actually owns the Nord CE 6, PLEASE tell me honestly:

• How is the camera in real-world use?
• Is it actually that bad, or are reviews exaggerating?
• How are selfies?
• Daylight vs low-light?
• Any camera settings or GCam that genuinely help?
• How is the camera after using the phone for a few weeks/months?
• And most importantly...

Should I stop panicking and just wait for the damn phone to arrive? 😭

DMs are open. I desperately need someone to convince me that I didn't just throw four years of savings into the worst decision of my life. :cry:

I genuinely feel like I made the worst decision by buying the OnePlus Nord CE 6 8/128 for ₹32K.

It’s arriving in 3 days, and now I’ve started looking at reviews and camera samples AFTER buying it, and I’m slowly realizing that the camera might actually suck compared to what I expected. 😭

And the worst part? I literally can’t do anything about it now. The order is already placed, my dad already bought it through Amazon Pay Later, and it’s on the way. So I’m basically stuck here for the next 3 days watching camera reviews, comparing samples, regretting my life choices, and mentally preparing myself to open the box. 😭💀

I gave my dad ₹26K from my own savings, and that ₹26K was money I had saved over FOUR YEARS. Four freaking years. 😭

And somehow he still bought it using Amazon Pay Later. I genuinely don't even know why he used Pay Later when I had already given him ₹26K. 💀

I'm 18 btw, so that ₹26K wasn't some random spare money. It was basically my entire savings.

Now I'm seeing people complain about the camera, especially the lack of an ultrawide and mediocre detail/low-light performance, and I'm sitting here thinking:

“BRO. I JUST SPENT FOUR YEARS OF MY SAVINGS ON THIS. WHY DID I NOT RESEARCH THE CAMERA PROPERLY BEFORE BUYING IT???” 😭😭😭

And yes, I KNOW the phone has good things going for it. Battery, display, performance, software, etc. I’m not saying the entire phone is garbage.

But I specifically wanted a phone that would last me for years, and now I'm scared I'm going to regret compromising on the camera every single time I take a photo.

The funniest part is that I CAN'T EVEN UNBUY IT NOW. 😭

So I'm just here suffering in advance for a phone that hasn't even arrived yet.

If anyone actually owns the Nord CE 6, PLEASE tell me honestly:

• How is the camera in real-world use?
• Is it actually that bad, or are reviews exaggerating?
• How are selfies?
• Daylight vs low-light?
• Any camera settings or GCam that genuinely help?
• How is the camera after using the phone for a few weeks/months?
• And most importantly...

Should I stop panicking and just wait for the damn phone to arrive? 😭

DMs are open. I desperately need someone to convince me that I didn't just throw four years of savings into the worst decision of my life. :cry:

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So hi, it's me. Um, you don't know me, and maybe you'll never see my post again. Maybe people will ignore it, but I just wanted to come out somewhere where people hopefully won't judge me.

So, um... I'm bi. Specifically biromantic and homosexual. Yeah. I know there are a lot of weird assumptions and stigma around bi people. Like how some people say bi people date boys but then "99% end up marrying a girl" or whatever. I don't really understand why people have these assumptions, but yeah, it is what it is.

Also, I guess I'm looking for some friends or just someone to chat with? Friendship is actually pretty precious to me, like a treasure. A lot of people have broken my trust in the past, so it's kind of hard for me to trust people or make friends online. Offline, I literally have zero friends 💀

I'm also a NEET dropper, first drop. I was scoring around 590 before, but got 485 in re-NEET, so I decided to take a drop. I'm studying online from home, and honestly... it's kind of messed up sometimes. The taunts, housework, everything, you know 😭

I also help take care of my mom and help her in the kitchen sometimes. I make dal-chawal, clean, and do other stuff. My life is kind of chaotic haha. I don't even know why tf I started talking about all this 💀

My hobbies are listening to songs, writing my thoughts, and writing stories on Wattpad. Sometimes I write lyrics too. I use AI to sing them, which I know some people might judge, but I have basically zero privacy at home, and I'm also insecure about my voice. There are some words I mix up when speaking and log samajh nahi paate haha 😭

So yeah, I'm kind of a silent person who actually likes chatting and talking, but chatting is easier for me because of my insecurities and lack of privacy.

I don't really know what else to say. I guess I just wanted to exist somewhere as myself for once.

If anyone wants to be friends or just talk about random stuff, music, writing, life, NEET struggles, or literally anything... hi :)

So hi, it's me. Um, you don't know me, and maybe you'll never see my post again. Maybe people will ignore it, but I just wanted to come out somewhere where people hopefully won't judge me.

So, um... I'm bi. Specifically biromantic and homosexual. Yeah. I know there are a lot of weird assumptions and stigma around bi people. Like how some people say bi people date boys but then "99% end up marrying a girl" or whatever. I don't really understand why people have these assumptions, but yeah, it is what it is.

Also, I guess I'm looking for some friends or just someone to chat with? Friendship is actually pretty precious to me, like a treasure. A lot of people have broken my trust in the past, so it's kind of hard for me to trust people or make friends online. Offline, I literally have zero friends 💀

I'm also a NEET dropper, first drop. I was scoring around 590 before, but got 485 in re-NEET, so I decided to take a drop. I'm studying online from home, and honestly... it's kind of messed up sometimes. The taunts, housework, everything, you know 😭

I also help take care of my mom and help her in the kitchen sometimes. I make dal-chawal, clean, and do other stuff. My life is kind of chaotic haha. I don't even know why tf I started talking about all this 💀

My hobbies are listening to songs, writing my thoughts, and writing stories on Wattpad. Sometimes I write lyrics too. I use AI to sing them, which I know some people might judge, but I have basically zero privacy at home, and I'm also insecure about my voice. There are some words I mix up when speaking and log samajh nahi paate haha 😭

So yeah, I'm kind of a silent person who actually likes chatting and talking, but chatting is easier for me because of my insecurities and lack of privacy.

I don't really know what else to say. I guess I just wanted to exist somewhere as myself for once.

If anyone wants to be friends or just talk about random stuff, music, writing, life, NEET struggles, or literally anything... hi :)

So hi, it's me. Um, you don't know me, and maybe you'll never see my post again. Maybe people will ignore it, but I just wanted to come out somewhere where people hopefully won't judge me.

So, um... I'm bi. Specifically biromantic and homosexual. Yeah. I know there are a lot of weird assumptions and stigma around bi people. Like how some people say bi people date boys but then "99% end up marrying a girl" or whatever. I don't really understand why people have these assumptions, but yeah, it is what it is.

Also, I guess I'm looking for some friends or just someone to chat with? Friendship is actually pretty precious to me, like a treasure. A lot of people have broken my trust in the past, so it's kind of hard for me to trust people or make friends online. Offline, I literally have zero friends 💀

I'm also a NEET dropper, first drop. I was scoring around 590 before, but got 485 in re-NEET, so I decided to take a drop. I'm studying online from home, and honestly... it's kind of messed up sometimes. The taunts, housework, everything, you know 😭

I also help take care of my mom and help her in the kitchen sometimes. I make dal-chawal, clean, and do other stuff. My life is kind of chaotic haha. I don't even know why tf I started talking about all this 💀

My hobbies are listening to songs, writing my thoughts, and writing stories on Wattpad. Sometimes I write lyrics too. I use AI to sing them, which I know some people might judge, but I have basically zero privacy at home, and I'm also insecure about my voice. There are some words I mix up when speaking and log samajh nahi paate haha 😭

So yeah, I'm kind of a silent person who actually likes chatting and talking, but chatting is easier for me because of my insecurities and lack of privacy.

I don't really know what else to say. I guess I just wanted to exist somewhere as myself for once.

If anyone wants to be friends or just talk about random stuff, music, writing, life, NEET struggles, or literally anything... hi :)

Hi everyone,

I have a Poco M3 (4GB RAM / 64GB storage) and I’m thinking about unlocking the bootloader and installing a custom ROM.

I’m considering LineageOS, but I’d like to know:

• Is LineageOS a good and stable option for the Poco M3?
• What is the safest way to unlock the bootloader and install it?
• Are there any better custom ROMs available for this device, especially for good performance, battery life, and stability?
• Are there any common issues I should know about before doing this?

I’m still fairly new to custom ROMs, so I’d really appreciate a beginner-friendly guide or recommendations.

Thanks!

Hi everyone,

I have a Poco M3 (4GB RAM / 64GB storage) and I’m thinking about unlocking the bootloader and installing a custom ROM.

I’m considering LineageOS, but I’d like to know:

• Is LineageOS a good and stable option for the Poco M3?
• What is the safest way to unlock the bootloader and install it?
• Are there any better custom ROMs available for this device, especially for good performance, battery life, and stability?
• Are there any common issues I should know about before doing this?

I’m still fairly new to custom ROMs, so I’d really appreciate a beginner-friendly guide or recommendations.

Thanks!

📱 Best phone under ₹25K for 5+ years?

Hey everyone, I’m looking for a phone under ₹25,000 that I can realistically use for at least 5 years.

My requirements:

• Budget: ₹25K maximum
• RAM: 8GB minimum
• Storage: 128GB minimum, 256GB preferred
• Battery: 6,000–7,000 mAh preferred
• 5G: Good 5G band support for long-term use
• Storage: Preferably UFS 3.1 or better
• Charging: Fast charging + good battery longevity
• Gaming: Light/moderate gaming such as Roblox, Free Fire, BGMI and COD Mobile
• Daily apps: Telegram, Reddit, Discord, WhatsApp, Instagram, Pinterest and Wattpad
• Front camera: Good selfie camera, preferably 13MP+
• Rear camera: Good image quality + useful camera features
• Display: Good AMOLED/120Hz display would be a bonus
• Performance: Should remain smooth even after several years
• Software: Long software + security update support
• Software bloat: Prefer a clean UI with minimal bloatware
• Thermals: Shouldn't get excessively hot during gaming or charging
• Build quality: Should be reliable enough for 5+ years of daily use
• Service: Good after-sales service and reasonably available parts/battery replacement

I’m buying only from Amazon because my dad will be purchasing it using Amazon Pay Later, so please recommend phones that are actually available on Amazon India.

I’m currently considering the realme P4x, but I’m open to better options.

My priorities are:

5-year reliability > battery life > software support > performance > camera > display > everything else

I know no phone can be guaranteed to last 5 years, but I want the best possible option for long-term ownership within ₹25K.

Please recommend the exact model + Amazon variant, and mention the main pros/cons. If there’s a better option than the P4x, I’d especially like to know why.

Hey everyone,

So here's the situation.

I've been using a POCO M3 (4GB RAM / 64GB storage) for the past few years. Before that, my dad used it. Unfortunately, the screen recently broke, so my dad has finally agreed to buy me a new phone. The budget isn't very high, but I really need something with:

• Good front camera (selfies/video calls)
• Good processor with a high AnTuTu score
• 8GB RAM
• 128GB storage
• Decent battery and long-term performance

These are the phones I've shortlisted after checking today's prices:

• POCO X7 – ~₹18k
• POCO X7 Pro – ~₹24k
• Vivo T5 Lite – ~₹19k (with bank offers)
• POCO C85 – ~₹18.5k
• Motorola G57 – ~₹20.5k
• Samsung Galaxy F37 – ~₹23k

Right now, the POCO X7 Pro is at the top of my list because of its performance. But if my dad says no because of the price, which phone should I go for instead?

Also, what phone are you guys currently using? How's the experience been?

• Camera (especially the front camera)?
• Gaming/performance?
• Battery backup?
• Any heating or lag issues?
• Would you recommend it, or should I avoid it?

I'd really appreciate any suggestions. Thanks!

Hey everyone,

So here's the situation.

I've been using a POCO M3 (4GB RAM / 64GB storage) for the past few years. Before that, my dad used it. Unfortunately, the screen recently broke, so my dad has finally agreed to buy me a new phone. The budget isn't very high, but I really need something with:

• Good front camera (selfies/video calls)
• Good processor with a high AnTuTu score
• 8GB RAM
• 128GB storage
• Decent battery and long-term performance

These are the phones I've shortlisted after checking today's prices:

• POCO X7 – ~₹18k
• POCO X7 Pro – ~₹24k
• Vivo T5 Lite – ~₹19k (with bank offers)
• POCO C85 – ~₹18.5k
• Motorola G57 – ~₹20.5k
• Samsung Galaxy F37 – ~₹23k

Right now, the POCO X7 Pro is at the top of my list because of its performance. But if my dad says no because of the price, which phone should I go for instead?

Also, what phone are you guys currently using? How's the experience been?

• Camera (especially the front camera)?
• Gaming/performance?
• Battery backup?
• Any heating or lag issues?
• Would you recommend it, or should I avoid it?

I'd really appreciate any suggestions. Thanks!