u/Ambitious-Coat-2834

Hi, I can help with understanding what keeps disrupting your spirit and body

I love learning and when it comes to understanding how to make the very human struggles in our life easier, I always gravitate to understanding more about the source. As people we all go through different things and life can be difficult sometimes and a lot of the time we just need a sense of direction to find our way.

I’m offering services to help you reconnect with your spirit and body so you can feel more like yourself again, more and more as you work on finding better ways to handle old problems or new ones. I map out core areas of the body that point to certain energy blocks or disruptions using a number and color system on a body reference map to help you understand more about what you feel and experience within your body both physically and spiritually.

Energy maps are a very affordable $5 and come with a detailed document of where any unwanted or heavy energy sits, the wounds or reasons behind them, and what can help you to remove the spiritual and sometimes physical challenges in your life.

I will need time to create your map and reading so be patient with me and give me some time to get everything together for you, it can be send to your email or just straight to your reddit account.

I love learning and when it comes to understanding how to make the very human struggles in our life easier, I always gravitate to understanding more about the source. As people we all go through different things and life can be difficult sometimes and a lot of the time we just need a sense of direction to find our way.

I’m offering services to help you reconnect with your spirit and body so you can feel more like yourself again, more and more as you work on finding better ways to handle old problems or new ones. I map out core areas of the body that point to certain energy blocks or disruptions using a number and color system on a body reference map to help you understand more about what you feel and experience within your body both physically and spiritually.

Energy maps are a very affordable $5 and come with a detailed document of where any unwanted or heavy energy sits, the wounds or reasons behind them, and what can help you to remove the spiritual and sometimes physical challenges in your life.

I will need time to create your map and reading so be patient with me and give me some time to get everything together for you, it can be send to your email or just straight to your reddit account.

Just curious if others have used or resonated with this way of tapping into healing the spirit and body. I discovered this way of mapping energy through wanting to help people I am not in close proximity too and offer some kind of help with what they’re going through. I also was wanting to find a way to connect to energy that felt closer to what felt right for me. I do not know how to manipulate energy yet and don’t plan on learning how to since I have mixed feelings about it but this way of doing it feels best.

I’ve used these method a few times to pinpoint major areas of energetic blockages.

I used a pre-existing reference sheet of a body outline and scanning the image for points that stood out the most to me, then intuitively choose numbers for each individual point and chose a color on the color wheel based on the color that resonated the most with that area.

After doing that I also felt for if the energy felt heavy or light which I used to determine if the color I chose would be of a darker or lighter tone.

This was all me just trying to tap into what I felt and sensed from different areas. I used this to help me figure out what’s disrupting someone’s energy and leading to internal discomfort and as a way to work on figuring out what would be helpful to get the energy flowing freely in certain areas of the body through the area’s correlation to the chakras and using the different meanings of numbers and pulling from other metaphysical things I have learned and taught myself. I’m still figuring things out but this has helped me the most.

The night was empty.

The sky was dim and there was no moon in sight.

Down the road was only one lamp, barely bringing any light onto the ground below it creating an almost painful view of what was on the other side of it, making the background have a slight double effect.

I had just finished dragging myself to this street after making my way down from the city nextdoor. It was full of strangers, full of noises, full of persons passing by complaining or grunting about their day. All the constant motions and movements, colors and patterns, noises and shadows all lead me here to this isolated path in the road. No cars had passed by once. No other signs of life, no signal of existence outside of my disgruntled breathes and heaving.

I had ran quite far away.

I had found myself here.

I was now alone in this place of what felt like the numbness after drinking past your limit, the feeling of gradual uneasiness in the lack of responsiveness your body had towards the environment and the emptiness that fills your head when the liquor has made its way to the core part of your brain washing everything away but I had stopped drinking days ago, stopped trying to drown my way out of the problems that kept catching up with me and decided to face them.

In the road, it was just me or at least it seemed so for a while before I dragged myself further down the almost endless path that stretched out in front of me. As I went further and further, it seemed I wasn’t as alone as I had believed I was at first.

First I heard the clinging, then the shifting of dried leaves, the crunching of something solid breaking away at the forgotten and ignored items that were scattered below it.

Then almost feral, almost guttural, almost raw, but raspy and sounded disgustingly close. The gurgling like it was sewage being heated on a stove top. The rush of sudden nausea pulled me back into reality and clawed at my insides begging me to let it out but I held it in the best I could, I never liked showing how much ugliness I had absorbed from being in the center of the city and being forced to live amongst the alleys, the trash, the empty hallways that everyone avoided to cling onto their sense of luxury and life. All I had was my desperation, my attempt to carry on despite the signs that I had already pushed past my own limitations for what I could truly bear. The sounds got closer. They were at my ear now, I could almost feel something hideous crawl its way up to my jacket’s outer wrist. A hand barely holding any meat, bone pressed against my veins peaking out through the disheveled skin it was buried underneath surfacing enough to press against my very vessels of life like it was begging for what was hardly left inside of me.

The hint of orange seen in the color of my eye, an offset bruised orange color with a hint of green like it was left aging out after being exposed to the elements. A shape that I made out that I had seen in the city multiple times, the shape that I would see often when crossing the street and while almost being shoved into ongoing traffic as I moved against the crowds that spotted the path to the shop I had tried going to several times this week only to find it abandoned and closed still remembering how it was never opening back up leading me to give up the addiction I had to escaping from my pain for so long, only being left to face it now. To have it gripping me and engulfing me like a piece of dejected charcoal into a flame. It forced itself in, merging with my dry and thin exterior leaving me to fall to my knees and try to cry out in pain as it continued to bring back the memories I had tried so hard to forget.

The night was empty.

The sky was dim and there was no moon in sight.

Down the road was only one lamp, barely bringing any light shining down on a distraught figure clinging to themselves burdened by something orange, something hideous, and something that looked all too familiar to them.

Everyday I embody natural beauty, natural confidence, and a stronger connection with nature.

I always manifest with a strong spirit and a soft heart which amplifies my ability to grow, expand, and gift myself a fulfilling life. The universe loves to bless me.

I am able to exist soundly, safely, and in tune with the natural rhythm of my spirit.

The elements of nature and the spirit world support me and guide me in my journey on earth and help me to find where I truly am meant to be, bringing happiness, sincerity, generosity, love, joy, positivity, healing, and beautiful moments into my life with every path I take and every breathe I breathe.

Negative energies around me, that have taken a toll on me in any way, or blocked my path to better experiences and a better life are removed and dealt with lawfully through however my spirit team, higher self, and ancestors decide is best for me.

I am loved, protected, and uplifted by all elements.

All services are one-on-one and fully personalized. Dm if interested, do let me know which service you would like, examples for each service is available to help you decide which you may like more and for what to expect.

Respectful, nonjudgemental individual with a love for natural beauty, art, expression, and helping others with self love. Services focus on helping you feel more like yourself and understanding yourself through art and creativity.

Aesthetic Direction — $5
– Find your exact aesthetic
– Custom moodboard + references
– Color palette + vibe breakdown

Custom Inspiration Pack — $8
– Pinterest-style ideas curated for you
– Outfit + makeup + aesthetic references

Makeup Guidance — $15
– Looks that suit your features
– Style + product suggestions

Custom inspiration pack includes aesthetic direction service, and makeup guidance includes all services combined.