u/AmbitiousCar2945

Please help a brother out

I swear to fucking Christ and Zeus and Brahma and allah and ahura Mazda that I'm one heartbreak/bad experience with someone with whom a friendship or romance away from dropping all my fucking morals and just turning into a manipulative asshole and get whatever tf I want (I know I won't do shit but I'm mad lol)

I been raised In a very religious household. And throughout the last 2 years I been slowly detaching from religion. Even tho I can't logically defend it. I still find myself holding a lot of the values and most behaviors I had. Turns out it's called "religious residue" and its really fucking interesting.

I would definitely appreciate not having fears of hell but turns out it will be there for as long as I think

I'm tired of drinking outside where I could spend the night FL commissariat. Sneaking it and drinking w Ana 7adi jnabi takes out all the fun of it. Bars are out of budget and it already sucks as it is drinking alone

Any tips?

It feels like having a nice life is cool. But the voice that tells me to kms/abuse substances/ no hope/ don't work for the future speaks so loud and appears so romantically 😭

Being alone is boring to death

I want to live the party life. Monk life. Balanced life . Family life. Adventure life . Calm life

Dreams of making millions and not having happiness from it but from something else. Dreams of being a rockstar and dreams of not having attention

Weird place to be in

Does anyone have a good subject to talk about or should I just hop on the game again

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I'm taking a gap year so I have no way of meeting any friends. And dating apps suck, I'm sure I'm not that ugly lol .and the month I spent at bel Hassan didn't help with shit 😔