u/Angel_of_goats57

Im not a freaking genius for somewhat teaching myself most of english at 8 years old and i dont want to be called genius and but apparently media always makes it so that we know everything were not like that all! We dont know everything were not savants in straight up everything were normal people just like you but with a gift whether it be music or art we just wanna be treated like normal people not like we know everything and can do every task on earth like a freaking mission im so tired of being called a genius im not here to brag i just wanna live a normal life like everyone else

What should i do early in the game i finished the quest with sunny or whatever she just called where we fight geckos now i have go to the cemetery what should i do before i begin the rest of the game?

I swear man like i feel like even if i know god isnt talking me i still do what he tells me in my psychosis god is not merciful and very harsh towards me i thought he was trying to toughen me up i thought that i was given a special mission and if i failed its all my fault and god would be hostile towards me its not real so why do i act why do i act upon these symptoms? It does not make sense so why am i acting why am i so scared and paranoid even when im told i have special powers i still feel this need to complete it or something bad will happen does anyone feel the same way feel free to vent

I wanna know because i dont like playing fortnite with teammates i dont know i wanna play solo and i want a game where not everyone is a team sticking together i get ambushed too much and then end up dying over and over again

(There is some lyrics that i cant describe then) dam dam bay bay dam dam bay bay dam dam bay bay

And also the singer is female ive been trying to find this song for a whole month

Im just gonna say it schizophrenia feels more of a neurobiological disease why because it has things that you dont see in most mental disorders like catatonia and disorganised speech and thinking and also hallucinations and paranoia and cognitive decline like these things feel like they have more to do with being a error in how the brain is structured like most mental disorders deal with chemicals and such but schizophrenia affects the mind in way more than just chemicals it alters the brain structure and thats something that feels more of a neurological disease rather than mental illness i dont know if im right or wrong here im just saying what i feel makes sense but id like to hear what you all think about this