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Hej, jestem trans chłopem, przed tranzycją medyczną. Jestem otyły (88kg/161cm) i mam duży biust (H/I). Przez to bardzo się boję tranzycji, bo nie wiem co najpierw zrobić, żeby być jak najbardziej stealth.

Jeśli najpierw ogarnę hormony to piersi i biodra mnie wydadzą. Jeśli najpierw schudnę i zrobię topkę, to miną lata. Na razie i tak nie mam nawet funduszu na operację, tylko na diagnozę najwyżej i HRT.

Jasne, każdy robi w innej kolejności, ale jestem z na tyle małego miasta, że ludzie mogą się przyczepić jak będę mieć wąsa i miseczkę H. Mam zamiar schudnąć, ale próbuję już od lat i tylko tyję przez nawracającą depresję, więc zanim schudnę to jeszcze więcej lat będę mieć. Mam już 22 lata. Wiem, że nawet starsi ludzie przechodzą tranzycję, ale bardzo mi zależy chociaż kilka lat być hot facetem a nie dziadkiem :c

I've been taking Concerta for a while now and waiting to get a higher dose now (because the meds are barely available in my country). The effects make me question if I have ADHD or just lied through the assessment. I also have diagnosed autism, depression and anxiety so it might be a mix of those instead and not ADHD.

But what are those effects? Well, I don't feel focused at all. Actually I feel more scattered and fidgety. Can't sit still more openly than ever. Instead I have more energy and am more outgoing. I'm also on pregabalin which could explain the outgoingness, although I've been taking it for a year now and only noticed huge changes after Concerta. I still don't have much motivation for stuff, but it's better since I can even walk the dog or watch a movie. Yet again, it could be just that it's spring again. Autistic meltdowns came back though.

So in short - more hyped, less anxious, but scattered. And it in turn makes me anxious that I don't actually have ADHD and instead get high regularly. I take 36mg since I felt like 18mg doesn't work at all. Maybe it's just too high?

My doctor thinks I should actually take a higher dose, maybe eventually even the 72mg.

I am not seeking medical advice here! I just wanted to ask if anyone experienced something like that as well and how it turned out for them. Should I be worried or not? I talked about it to my psych and that's why she prescribed a higher dose. So far she's been really good, but I am stressed out anyway.

It would be great if anyone with the same effects took the same meds as I so I can compare or at least had the same diagnoses.

Just to be sure: I am not planning to lower the dose, quit the meds, make any unauthorized changes or anything as such! I just want other people's perspective to calm my anxiety about it.

Hi, does anyone know which celebrities spoke out about witchcraft in any interview (Either positively or negatively)?

I wasn't sure where to ask thus question and only this subreddit came to mind, so if it's not related to witchcraft enough, please someone guide me to a better place to ask this, thank you.

I am most curious about Lady Gaga. Honestly it's because of her I'm writing this post, but it would be nice to know the views of people such as, I dunno, The Rock. I don't usually care much about celebrities, but know some enough to read about them if someone tells me which ones have anything to say lol

I was trying to search for anything on the internet regarding Lady Gaga, but can only find stuff about countless conspiracy theories around her and stuff about her song Abracadabra. I know she's a Christian, but doesn't practice much. Everyone thinks she's a satanist. People theorize she's a witch even without any proof. I wanted to find out if she herself spoke about witchcraft. Just out of curiosity I suppose.