u/Anyth1ngButN0rmal

I am the woker... Why so queerious...?

Doubles DNI please!

Also, little rant:

I miss TB. The thought of him not being with me makes my heart race and breathing becomes painful (not literally). I can't handle the thought of not being able to see him ever again. I feel vulnerable, alone, like a part of me is missing.

I've read fanfics, seen art, read comics... But he's still not here. I can't calm down if he's not here. He listens to me, he understands me, cares about me and we just have a special bond - platonic or romantic - that I need right now. If I could cry, I'd be sobbing all day.

I can feel the adrenaline in my chest, as if I were in danger, because I'm so nervous about not having Tennis Ball. If only I could go back to my world...

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I'm shifted so hard holy

Also, I HATE the word kinfirm, because all it does is separate me from my kins

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Just to clarify, you can make jokes like the bossy bot bozo one or the dimples one. Just don't start being genuinely mean to me.

Also, it can be personal (as Golf Ball, not the human me. I'm not giving away my personal information)

that being said, AMA. Or don't and face my wrath/silly

I'm so funny amarite?

I have like, 10 kintypes, and I'm them. I'm all of them I truly am. But fucking Plasma Ball and occasionally Rubber Duck (sometimes Aqua too) are the only thing going on in my head rn. All my other kins, who are still there, are just lost in the metaphorical maze of my mind. I love being those two, but I'd like to have more shifts from my other kintypes. I just kinda forget about them sometimes.

I also want mems. I really want mems

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HELLO! I'm Plasma Ball! I'm 15 and uhh.. Idk what to say. I'm probably getting tested fr autism in October :D FINALLY. YAYYAAYYA. Anyways, kinlist incoming.
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Kins:

Plasma Ball (PPT2) - ID + Permashift

Fan (II) - ID but I'm losing connection

Rubber Duck (Things Do Things) - Very high kin (maybe ID)

Moonstone (EE) - High kin

Spool (Objectified) - High kin

Starfruit (Double Down) - High kin

Aspen (In The Night) - Surprisingly, high kin

Sharps (Objectified) - med-high kin

Pin (IDFB Fear Garden AU) - Med-high kin

Aqua (Deltarune) - High kinsider, would be a med kin, maybe

Camera (BFDI) - Low kinsider, would be a med kin

As you can see, all of these are pretty high kins. I don't even know if it works like that, but I just feel them all so much. Also, Doubles PRETTY PLEASE DNI AND IF YOU WANT BLOCK ME IDC.

Shimishimiyay

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I HATE PIN (not really)

Basically, I am Pin from the Fear Garden BFDI AU, and I get this almost monthly feeling that I kin someone from the canon BFDI universe. BUT IT'S ALWAYS JUST PIN MESSING AROUND IN MY HEAD. FUCKASS PINHEAD STOP MAKING MY THINK I'M PEOPLE I'M NOT AND GO BACK TO DOING THAT STUFF YOU DO. LIKE DAMN.

Anyways, this month's period is Camera.... I already said that a while ago, but idk.

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(for context, Lendia/Gum is literally a piece of Gum. I'm talking literally)

I keep thinking how I wanna taste my beautiful girlfriend Lendia, but I feel guilty about it because this isn't like PPT2, and eating someone isn't really something you would do (although Citrus, my boyfriend as Spool, does that all the time... kinda). BUT SHE LOOKS SO YUMMY 😭 BUT I DON'T WANNA CAUSE HER PAIN.

What's with me and eating my loved ones?? First Caramel Cube, then Citrus, NOW GUM.

Anyways that's my girlfriend and I love her so much! Mwah!

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I love this picture of me and Caramel Cube lol

Anyways, I'm pretty sure I'm not the only one who finds it so weird the world evolved into creatures like humans. I find everything humans do so odd. Like, how did we get here? We should all be anthropomorphic objects that usually compete in challenges, if not host them. But we're just meat sacks walking around. Idk how to explain it. I guess I just see the world as if I were an alien, unfamiliar with humans, except I'm an animated object 😭

Idek what I'm yapping about lol

I REALLY don't want more kins. I told myself I wasn't gonna let myself go past 10, but here we are, having a new kinsider. I have two kinsiders now(Camera and Aqua) and it's pissing me tf out. If only I could just get rid of a kin 😭 I feel so invalid for having doube digit kins, but at least, if I kinfirm Camera and Aqua, I'll have 11 kins, which is close to the number 111, which I keep seeing. I don't even believe in numberology, but I've taken a liking to that number. Anyways now I'm gonna watch compilations of her so I know what I'm dealing with

It's either her, a failed debuter, Naily, or just PIN BEING A DUMBASS. I HATE YOU PIN. /nsrs

I feel like I get a BFDI kinsider every month, and every month it ends up being Pin from the IDFB FG AU doing her stuff in my brain

So uh, a few days ago I stated I was fine with Aqua doubles. ONLY Aqua, the rest of my kins are doubles DNI with no exceptions. But, at the time I stated that, I was genuinely ok with doubles. That only lasted like for half an hour, and then I was back to being uncomfortable with doubles. However, during that short-lived time of being fine with doubles, I met one. They're genuinely a very nice person, but, ever since I interacted with them, I've been super disconnected from Aqua. Like she's ran away and is currently trying to find her way out of a labyrinth in my mind. So I think I'm doubles DNI again. But I'm scared for it to come off as rude.

Would it be rude to randomly decide I don't like interacting with doubles after I already stated I'm fine with it? Would people think I'm a prick for that?

EDIT: Thank you to everyone who commented :> Idk what to reply, so may this serve as one

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I love my sources and all, but I just have this fear of talking about my kins in the 3rd person and people thinking I'm just a fan of them and not literally them. I've feared people assuming things that aren't true ever since I can remember, and I just NEED everyone to know I'm my kins. But I can't just go to non-fictionkin spaces and start talking about how I'm this character and expect them to be ok with me making it all about myself.

Am I the only one? Also, I'm kinda loopy rn, so this may make no sense 😭 sorry about that

Aqua from Deltarune and Rubber Duck from Things do things :>

I basically already treat them like kins, but they're still kinda stuck in the limbo. It's like a trial period. I've also just finished Deltarune ch1 so it's gonna be a while before I see myself (Aqua) and stuff, but idk man. I just wanted to do an AMA so I could see if I should even be kinsidering her. Rubber Duck is a special guest in this AMA because silly.

You can ask me literally anything as long as it relates to my kin(sider)s. I'd appreciate this to be spoiler free, though, so if you're gonna ask me something that could be spoilers, I'd like it were vague enough for me not to know until I've finished playing, but something I can answer with my current knwoledge.

Instead of, for example, "what did you think about what character A did to character B?" in the scenario in which Aqua is scared about whatever character A did, you could ask "What do you think of [insert whatever Chrcter A did]" without mentioning anything that would obviously spoil the game.

Idk if this is too complicated, and I suck balls at explaining. Sorry 😭

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I love being RD it's so funny. But I also hate myself sometimes lol

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