u/Apart_Beat9037

I binge, fast, purge. I’ve been doing this since I was 13, I’m 19 now. No tooth damage, or organ damage that I’m aware of, my teeth hurt all the time, I get pains in my chest like cramping. Ive lost weight Ive gained it back, lost and gained lost and gain. I’m currently gained back almost 20lbs and gained back 35 in the last two years, while binging and puking, I feel fake, I’m at a high weight, I’m gross and I know so dont make me feel worse please I know it’s bad. I made it down to my LW 205lb now at 225, my highest was 240. I’m disgusting and I feel fake I’m at a high weight and I still eat without worry because I know I’m going to purge or fast after. When I’m in public I’m embarrassed and in a shitty mood because I know I’m disgusting and fat. I clean my bathroom a lot with bleach because I throw up in my shower and sink, I’m a slight germaphobe and won’t purge in the toilet. I’ll even purge outside if I have too. I don’t know what to say or do I just feel fake. Larper.

Hi, I’m 19f, I was first introduced to the phantom when I was probably 5-6 years old, my dad and I used to watch the movie (04) all the time, it was my favourite, I still love the movie immensely, especially as a child growing up with the same features as Emmy, brunette curly hair, pale complexion, it was important to me since I was the only girl in my grade with hair like that. I know a lot of people seem to be opinionated about the movie (which I can understand after reading the original novel), but I also did enjoy Gerard butlers voice in it (again I know some ppl didn’t like it.). I’ve read the OG Novel twice now, and my parents were into the musical, seeing it in Toronto at the time. What else should I read or watch to fully understand Erik as a person, the movie doesn’t do him justice (again I do love him in 04), but I find him incredibly interesting and I want to put him in my pocket. How should I go about learning more and understanding who he is as a human, as a man, however you’d like to put it. (Apologies for my wording, I have trouble explaining my thoughts out loud sometimes)

I live across from this big amazing empty parking lot, but it’s rough pavement and I also live next to a river and a messy trail. I want to rough skate, like fast and dirty. I love my current skates but they’re more for smooth pavement and rinks. I want to be rough and fast and do tricks and shit. So what skates should I invest in?