u/Appsoul
▲ 38 r/self
On the surface. I seem well put. People like me . I’m in shape. Have a beautiful family . Even my pets are cuties & love me.
But .
I lie
I lie to my job to get out of work. I lie to my girl of why I’m getting out of work. I lie to my coworkers of why I’m out of work. I lie. So much I can almost believe the story I’m telling & get sad about it.
It’s not all false . More half truths. situation I dealt with for about 2 months. Where I thought my
Girl was foreal dying. & then I milked it. I swindled my way through the truth. With a story that only was truly real for about 2 months.
Manipulation, for no reason. Other than . I’m drunk, been up all night, and now “i don’t wanna “
Fucking scum bag. I am. A liar, a swindler. And a scumbag. Oh!! And a drunk! Functioning only cuz I cheat the system. But holy fuck bro!!!!
I don’t even know where to start to even stop. I’m just full of shit. & it’s worse when you’re aware of your ways & still act like a fucking lying , swindling. Scumbag. 👎👎 for this guy.
I gotta get my head out my ass. Cuz man. It’s starting to stink in here. & if i can smell im sure everyone can/will.
Ugh.
u/Appsoul — 14 days ago
▲ 1.7k r/IllegallySmol
We just met yesterday. By chance. But I think he might like me a lil bit.
u/Appsoul — 17 days ago
I didn’t plan on another kitty, but my mil found him by the trash at her work. She didn’t want him.
We called a couple of shelters, but they were kill shelters.
I Couldn’t do it.
So I told her to just bring him to me and I’ll figure it out.
Well long story short, he got the name for the exact reason.
Now my issue is, I have 2 other cats, about 3yo and 1.
They want nothing to do with it any of it.
The oldest, just minds her business, but if she’s close to him she hisses. The younger one is full blown PISSED! Wants no part of it.
I keep them separate , and everyone kinda has their own space. But is there any advice you guys can give to help a brother out. I’m trying , but I’m sure Reddit will provide me with more in depth options.
I also left him in his carrier for abt a hour in the middle of a space everyone has to pass. Hoping the cats smelling him will help get used to him?
Could it be that he’s a boy? And they’re both girls? The girls are fixed/chipped. But idk?
He’s going to the vet tomorrow so we can figure out what we’re officially dealing.
HELP!… please? & be nice bro! I’m seriously trying my best.
Thank you
u/Appsoul — 17 days ago
▲ 14 r/self
I saw a post somewhere years ago. About doing this. & it clicked. I’ll hold on to you for as long as you need it. Because I know, sometimes I need a few extra seconds.
u/Appsoul — 23 days ago
▲ 2 r/RandomThoughts
I feel like it’s a more in depth version of the person. & I love how brutally honest they can be abt themselves. & introspective.
Some of them, ive never even watched their standup, but ive listened to countless of their interviews and appearances.
Idk if thats weird. But , just my take .
u/Appsoul — 23 days ago