I don't know how to do this any more
I wouldn't usually post something like this. My girlfriend of 5 months (I know it's not a lot) just broke up with me. She said she loves me and wanted to make this work but she just can't be in a relationship right now (she's really busy trying to get into college for art) and I'm just- I feel so gutted. I can't believe this is actually happening. I have never felt as safe with anyone as I do with her, we were friends for 3 years before we started dating and our bond was just so strong. We wanted the same things in our future but have been having trouble communicating recently. And then one night I told her I've been struggling with her lack of expressing affection and she ended up just telling me she doesn't think she can support me well. I have so many things I had planned for us and I can't believe I might never get to see her again. We were truly in love with each other and I am just so heartbroken.