u/Aromatic-Rain-4488

I know just from the fact that we didnt have a relationship in the first place that theres no point of waiting for him to come back after he blocked me but I also feel deep down that this is not over, but at the same time it is. I've had this thing for almost a year with this guy. He knew how deeply i cared about him and he did care about me as well, but we also had kind of an age gap of 8 years plus hes living inn italy and i live in romania so even if we wanted a relationship it wouldve been hard. I was living in italy for like half an year and thats when our situation started. After i moved back home ofc we started to have lots of arguments and lots of contact/no contact. But he never blocked me until now. The last time we fight we had a big argument, I did tell him some things that i do regret and after that he sent me a big text and blocked me. He said that he doesnt think he did anything wrong or me, but i know we both did a lot of mistakes. Oh and to mention that we had a few weeks of no contact when i was in italy as well. The thing is he said that he could see a future with me but we both have to achive some things first. He told me that he thinks that we're really connected but just don't know how to communicate very well. I was very anxious in the whole interaction he was avoidant. And in our arguments he would always tell me that nobody ever complained about his behaviour as I do..It was a really messy situation that went for a year straight. I'm lowkey glad that he blocked me, because maybe i'll move on eventually, but its like the 2nd week since im blocked and i cant seem to forget about him. He is been on my mind every since, probably even worse now. And of course i cant stop thinking that maybe he'll come back someday..even tho i dont know if the situation will ever be any different. And we were supposed to meet by the end of july because this is when im visiting some relatives and staying with this hope that maybe he'll unblock me and text me around that time is stupid, but at the same time i cant help it...and i dont know. I wish i didnt stay with this hope that he'll come backbecause i know its not good for me because it can really never happen.

I know just from the fact that we didnt have a relationship in the first place that theres no point of waiting for him to come back after he blocked me but I also feel deep down that this is not over, but at the same time it is. I've had this thing for almost a year with this guy. He knew how deeply i cared about him and he did care about me as well, but we also had kind of an age gap of 8 years plus hes living inn italy and i live in romania so even if we wanted a relationship it wouldve been hard. I was living in italy for like half an year and thats when our situation started. After i moved back home ofc we started to have lots of arguments and lots of contact/no contact. But he never blocked me until now. The last time we fight we had a big argument, I did tell him some things that i do regret and after that he sent me a big text and blocked me. He said that he doesnt think he did anything wrong or me, but i know we both did a lot of mistakes. Oh and to mention that we had a few weeks of no contact when i was in italy as well. The thing is he said that he could see a future with me but we both have to achive some things first. He told me that he thinks that we're really connected but just don't know how to communicate very well. I was very anxious in the whole interaction he was avoidant. And in our arguments he would always tell me that nobody ever complained about his behaviour as I do..It was a really messy situation that went for a year straight. I'm lowkey glad that he blocked me, because maybe i'll move on eventually, but its like the 2nd week since im blocked and i cant seem to forget about him. He is been on my mind every since, probably even worse now. And of course i cant stop thinking that maybe he'll come back someday..even tho i dont know if the situation will ever be any different. And we were supposed to meet by the end of july because this is when im visiting some relatives and staying with this hope that maybe he'll unblock me and text me around that time is stupid, but at the same time i cant help it...and i dont know. I wish i didnt stay with this hope that he'll come backbecause i know its not good for me because it can really never happen.

I know just from the fact that we didnt have a relationship in the first place that theres no point of waiting for him to come back after he blocked me but I also feel deep down that this is not over, but at the same time it is. I've had this thing for almost a year with this guy. He knew how deeply i cared about him and he did care about me as well, but we also had kind of an age gap of 8 years plus hes living inn italy and i live in romania so even if we wanted a relationship it wouldve been hard. I was living in italy for like half an year and thats when our situation started. After i moved back home ofc we started to have lots of arguments and lots of contact/no contact. But he never blocked me until now. The last time we fight we had a big argument, I did tell him some things that i do regret and after that he sent me a big text and blocked me. He said that he doesnt think he did anything wrong or me, but i know we both did a lot of mistakes. Oh and to mention that we had a few weeks of no contact when i was in italy as well. The thing is he said that he could see a future with me but we both have to achive some things first. He told me that he thinks that we're really connected but just don't know how to communicate very well. I was very anxious in the whole interaction he was avoidant. And in our arguments he would always tell me that nobody ever complained about his behaviour as I do..It was a really messy situation that went for a year straight. I'm lowkey glad that he blocked me, because maybe i'll move on eventually, but its like the 2nd week since im blocked and i cant seem to forget about him. He is been on my mind every since, probably even worse now. And of course i cant stop thinking that maybe he'll come back someday..even tho i dont know if the situation will ever be any different. And we were supposed to meet by the end of july because this is when im visiting some relatives and staying with this hope that maybe he'll unblock me and text me around that time is stupid, but at the same time i cant help it...and i dont know. I wish i didnt stay with this hope that he'll come backbecause i know its not good for me because it can really never happen.