I said you weren't an abuser but I lied
I still stand ten toes down that I didn't send that message, but your behavior is finally taking its toll on me. It took me a long time to come to terms with it, but I'm finally accepting it.
Looking back at everything you said/did has caused me so much turmoil. I genuinely think that you took some sort of sick pleasure in hurting me. And I've been enlightened that you were in fact emotionally/verbally abusing me for a long time. I was given a list of abusive behavior and you check every box.
I don't care if you see this, and btw I did tell you about my abuser, but you brushed me off, ignored me, and probably attributed it to splitting. You never did listen to anything I said anyways.
I still doubt that you care about me, and I'm tired of these targeted cyber attacks. You and her share some of these traits and I honestly wish I had seen it before. I wasn't overreacting and you did abuse me.
I always thought it was weird how you immediately jumped to the worst conclusion in every situation, but now I'm realizing you were just covering up your own behavior to save your reputation.
I can't stop shaking. I know it's stupid, but it's real to me.
\*\*Lies a lot\*\*
\* Often dishonest or makes up stories
\*\*Always the victim\*\*
\* Never takes responsibility for their actions
\*\*Backstabber\*\*
\* Talks badly about others behind their back
\*\*Constant drama\*\*
\* Always creates chaos and conflict
\*\*Highly manipulative\*\*
\* Uses others for personal gain
\*\*Anger issues\*\*
\* Easily loses temper and lashes out
\*\*No boundaries\*\*
\* Disrespects personal space and limits
\*\*Never apologizes\*\*
\* Refuses to admit when they’re wrong
\*\*Criticizes/belittles you\*\*
Gives unwarranted criticism and uses their words harshly
- \*\*Ignores you/uses silent treatment/doesn't listen to what you have to say\*\*
Doesn't listen when you talk, is unwilling to fix problems, and ignores you.