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Nga kanang mu abot na jud sa point na mu ingon ko na di nako, di na jud na.

Nahadlok ko sa thought kay kibaw kong kung mu decide nako di na jud na ma change akong mind.

I know I’d been, and I guess I will always be, fickle-minded but I still reach that point at the end of the day.

So, I’m turning my back now and I’m never looking back.

Grabe na kaagi and I’m not blaming ‘you’ because I am in charge of myself to begin with.

‘You’ turned out to be a painful lesson. But thank you japun kaayo. Let’s forget everything that happened and I hope our paths won’t cross again. It’s unlikely now anyway.

Goodbye and ayo2x.

Usad na tayo?

Yes, usad na!

I’m proud of you!

Labyuuu hurot!

Kanang gusto pa ka mag emote sa sakyanan kay di pa unta nimo ting in pero kalibangon ka. Putol lang sa ang amards. HAHAHAHAHA

Sorry Lord namati pa unta kog mga kanta sa imo na. Sa CR nalang ko tiwas ha or inig naa downtime.🤣🫢✌🏻

I truly am.

I hope you continue to find success in all your endeavors. You deserve to thrive because you’ve been working hard all your life.

I will continue to clap for you from afar. I always root for you.

I wish you happiness, too.

Please be well.

I wonder if you miss me too.

Suko pa japun ka nako?

Sorry sa akong mga pag mahay ha? Uhaw lang jud kos imong atensyon. Pero look where it brought me. Where it brought us.

Di na nako ijustify akong self kay mas dako ka ug kabilinggan na gina atubang diha. Pasensya nag dugang2x ra ko ug ulahi na ang tanan.

And at this point we need to move on and heal. Sakit kaayo pamalundungon na ingon ani atong gi dangatan.

Wa tay lain choice kundi magpadayon sa atong sig iyang mga kinabuhi.

Kung makakita ka ug lain na malipay ka go on lang. Kung asa ka malipay suportahan jud tika kay you deserve it.

As for me? I need to work on forgiving myself sad. And dawaton ang mga butang.

Inig maka uli ko puhon pangitaon tika, I swear.

Hays. Wrong timing kaayo ta sa tanan tanan. Pero know that mapagpasalamaton ko na nagka chance ta sa mga butang at the same time. I was at my happiest, thank you for making me happy. Thank you kaayo.

Pero kana lang. kung unsa ko ka happy mao sad ko ka masulub-on karon. Di na nako icount katong kita pa kay part man to sa kung unsa man na relasyon tong atoa.

Amping ka kanunay ha? Balikan pa tika inig abot sa panahon.

Kung sa kanta pa ni Ace Banzuelo na Muli, “habang buhay nalang kitang hihintayin.”

Let’s try again puhon, okay?

I love you, babe. Kaayo.

Maybe you’re right.

And I was wrong agreeing to it. I was so wrong.

Because I do understand.

I just can’t accept the fact that I wasn’t one of them and that’s where all my pain is coming from. And I’m not ashamed admitting that because I get it. I just have to finally accept it now and moving forward.

If only I can make you listen to me and understand me just for once maybe I wouldn’t be this miserable and hurt. And maybe you too? Idk with you anymore really. But nothing matters now and nothing makes sense anymore, is there?

And what advantage do I have? I don’t know how to defend myself anyway. Because I am a loser and I always get undermined.

So maybe that part where I agree? I agree that we need to move on from all of it. From all of this. We’ve had enough misunderstandings and we’ve hurt our thoughts more than we should’ve.

I’m sorry for being needy and thank you for accommodating me somehow. You will always be one of the few things that beautifully happened to me, yet the most painful one.

Because fuck feelings! And fuck love!

And even then? I couldn’t bring myself to hate you, I wouldn’t know how to but I can’t go on like this either. God, I’m such a weakling I’m so mad!

But neither of us deserve further pain like this. We don’t deserve this kind of tragedy.

Let this be my last act of love. I’ll leave you be now.

u take care and amping permi, F****.

I love you, goodbye.

P.s. I know this is a long shot but just in case, please block me if you haven’t already. Do me one last favor, will you? And let that be your last act of love for me..or at least as a respect to whatever we had.

I’ll stop crying.

And I’ll stop hurting.

And the thought of her and our memories together will no longer cause pain.

And I will love her still. I know that for sure.

But for now?

I’ll just need to take it all in.

What once was the cause and cure to all of this just now remains as the cause.

It’s time that I do my part now, I owe myself so much.

Oh, to be hurt like this… what a privilege it is to feel a kind of love..

Unsaon ni oi yawa sige lang ko ug hilak. Di pa jud obvious na ga hilak ko gikan.

Looooord, tabaaaaaang. Sakto na please.

Makat-on na lagi ko. Sobra na jud ni malooy ka wa man ta koy bad intention. Busy naman unta ko. Ngano man ni!!?????

Di nako ni deserve.

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Hays.

Paita man diay manglangyaw oi.

Kaniadto di ko kahuwat mu larga kay aron ma layo kay lagi gusto ug brighter future and aside ana gusto ko mag inusara sa kinabuhi.

Pero things happened while waiting for all of this. Naay na tweak sa mga plano.

Now naa nakos akong dream country and leaning towards earning well pero grabe murag naay kapalit ning tanan. Or it feels like it, at least.

Grabe akong pangulila sa mga tao sa Pinas and wala silay idea kay it will only make things worse for me if mag open up ko. And di ko gusto mag guol sila. :(

And asa naman ka babe? Okay ra ka diha? Unta okay ra ka ug ang imong pamilya. Amping diha ha?

Ma okay ra lagi ko ug ako diri. Ga adjust pa lang jud ko.

Ihilak nalang sa jud pero laban for da dreams!

P.S. Papa G, I don’t mean to sound ungrateful. Kibaw ka mapagpasalamaton jud ko nimo sa tanan. Sabta nalang sa ning anak nimo na naay pangandoy. Thank you, labyu!

🏳️🏳️🏳️

Wa na bai, finish na.

Gipang delete na nako tanan. Kay wa gyapon koy round.

YAWAAAAAAAAAA

Sorry kaayo ha? I’m such a weak individual. But I know too I wouldn’t be if I had your back. You only had mine.

I’m sorry I’m only human.

I made the call na. I’ll do all my very best to continue to not reach out. Okay?

Ikaw sad, ayaw na ug paramdam. Please?

I love you kaayo pero I gotta make a choice otherwise I wouldn’t recover. Ga huna2x pa gani ko’g taman unsaon nako ug bangon. But it’s my problem anymore.

Ako lang sa atimanon akong kaugalingon.

I wish you happiness and success. I always will.

Amping ka diha, babe.

I love you, babe.

Until our paths cross again! If ever!

PLEASE

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