u/Axel_Bruh01

I’m sorry if I hurt you. Please come back to me and let’s just talk about this. I can’t take this feeling anymore. I feel so sick and lost without you. I’ll do anything please. I know you are scared and I am too. But we can work through our fears together. I need you please, I’m so sorry for what I am. Just talk to me, I won’t be responding to comments. I just needed somewhere to vent. I’ll wait for you in the hope that you come back to me…god I hope that happens 🙏

For a short time, I try to work on myself and okay by myself. But that only lasts for a short while. Eventually I see tv shows and movies with obsessive characters and can’t help but emphasize with them. Like why is it so hard for people to be as loyal and love as hard as we all do. I feel like I’m two different people. One that’s okay with being alone and the other side of me doesn’t feel complete. I feel broken and I just don’t know what to do with myself anymore. I don’t wanna be too much for anybody, I don’t wanna feel like I’m worth nothing, and I just genuinely wanna feel wanted and loved. My childhood being rough doesn’t help either and I just needed to get this all out. I’m at work right now and this is all going through my head. Do I not deserve love? Am I gonna be alone forever? What do I have to do to be worthy of such love? I probably sound really pathetic right now but I’m human. A very flawed but lost human who doesn’t wanna be alone anymore. If you read this post, thank you and have a great day/night. Be kind to yourselves! :)

Allow me to properly introduce myself. My name is Axel and I’m 24 yrs old from the US. I’m very weird and my sense of humor is very broken lol. I like video games, writing, drawing, watching tv shows/movies, and music of all types. I also collect random stuff, research lost media, and want to be a video game designer or animator one day. Ever since my first real relationship, I realized I desire a more intimate and deeper type of bond with another person. I want to be somebody’s number one everything. The kind of love that is as deep as the veins in our body and thicker than the blood running through them. Like it’s a permanent part of who you are. My love is like a sword and a shield. I’ll do anything for the one I love, even if it might end up hurting me. For years, I’ve fantasized about having a wife with the same mindset as me. Us against the world, raising a family and living out our dreams side by side. Where no one has to leave, just the two of us, together forever. It’s a beautiful thing, this kind of love we all show. We just gotta find the right one that’s worth everything and anything. Anyways, sorry for my rambling. My DMs are open if any of you wanna be friends or chat, just be an adult. Thanks for reading my post and I hope you all have a great day/night! :)

I don’t just want someone to be obsessed with me, I wanna be able to do the same in return. With respect, consent, and as much mutual understanding as possible. To have someone only want you and want you till death is a blessing. But to do the same thing in return is just as great. I never got enough love and affection as a kid, and I feel starved of both as an adult. So to find the right woman who will stay by my side no matter what for all eternity would be heaven. I don’t care if it’s unhealthy, I wouldn’t fight such a thing or complain. I’d even sell my soul for such a beautiful thing as this kind of love. There has to be a woman out there like this for me. I’d like to think she’s waiting and watching. If you are, I’m ready for you to come into my life. Let’s get married and have kids. TIL death do us part right? I’ll give myself to you as long as you give yourself to me. Let’s rule the world together and we will be unstoppable together. I know you want that, don’t you. To be loved, seen, heard, wanted, needed, craved, everything and anything in between. I’ll be waiting my dear.

PS: if any of you wanna be friends or need a friend to vent to, my DMs are open. We can talk about how obsessive we can be or what we want from another person. Just be an adult please. Thanks for reading my post and have a great day/night! :)

So I’ve been thinking about getting some wireless controllers for my snes classic edition. But what kind do you guys recommend? What brand and where do I find them? Any links to Amazon or other online stores would help a lot. Also, how bad is the input lag and how high quality are said wireless controllers? Sorry for the abundance of questions, I just wanna make sure all the boxes are checked off before I make a purchase!

Anyone know where I can find a romhack of Moonwalker that adds thriller back into the game? Trying to add it to my Genesis mini and I need to know if it will work!

I’m not perfect by any means. But I just don’t think I’ve ever come across anyone who ever truly genuinely loves me or cares for my well being. Maybe it’s just my BPD speaking right now but it’s so hard not having barely any friends. The friends I make usually never last and it hurts so much. Am I not interesting enough? Did I do something wrong? What’s wrong with me? And I don’t have insurance right now so not having access to therapy to work through these things makes it even worse. I wanna get better, I wanna make something out of myself, I have so many dreams but I just feel like I’m never gonna get out of this hole I’m stuck in. I don’t wanna be alone like this forever. I can’t take it anymore. What makes it even worse is this is a grown man typing this. How pathetic? I don’t know why I even wrote this up. I guess I just maybe want someone to see or notice me for once. If not, here’s to this post getting lost under the new ones that actually get some form of interaction. Anyways, that’s all for my rant. Have a good day/night and be kind to yourselves please 🙏

Here’s a few things that might help you out:

1. Unless you are gonna use RetroArch or a third party emulator to run additional games, there’s a list online that will tell you what games are compatible with the M2 emulator. After trying a few games though, some games that are said to work don’t actually work so be sure to test the games you add to make sure they run and play right. I only used the base emulator cause it’s just my personal preference. I used the canoe emulator for my snes classic instead of a third party emulator as well.

2. When you add hakchi for the first time, games that are listed as 4 players will not work unless you switch them to 1-2 players. Not sure why but this happened with Sonic Spinball and a few other games. Once I lowered the number of players, the games was playable. Mean Bean Machine might make you have to set its region to nothing cause when I tried to launch it, the game wouldn’t launch and it displayed the text “for use with NTSC systems only”.

3. Unless you use the 3 pad controller bundled with the mini, Alisia Dragoon will not work with a six button controller. At first, I couldn’t find a fix to this but thanks to @chronicvagrant on Reddit, he found a fix. In the command line at the end of the pre existing command, add a space and imput the text

—3bpad=1

This will force the game to use the 3 button controller, even with a six button controller in use. The game should work with the 6 button controller after making this adjustment.

And that’s about it. Hopefully this helps any one of you who are planning on getting the Genesis mini or are thinking about it. Thanks for reading my post and have a great day/night!