
u/Background_Active_36

I'm doing alright – until I''m triggered. Again.
"disorienting" is the right word to describe this.
...whatever 😏
I've accidentally become too avoidant 💀
I can't tell you just how relieving giving a name to my trauma was.
Performative people drive me up the wall.
Like bro, why do you pretend to like me? Just ignore me, I don't want your fake smiles and fake politeness.
I'm used to catastrophes. What about something nice, for change? 🙄
Upside: I don't know what boredom is
Downside: ... Well, ig you know
No shade but... What kind of men are they around?
Apparently not the same I know...
Both written by the same dude
I hope he doesn't have any kids
Is there a handsome man to heal my PTSD? No? 😤
🙏🏻
We're wired to want to have a relationship with our caregivers....you fucked up big time if they've given up being your child.
Yeah, because women give birth not to be alone 🙄
[being alone is bad for you] how insightful
The freedom >>
Also, I just can't see myself functioning as a partner. I wouldn't bring much money, I'd struggle with being a housewife, not to mention spending time with another ***human***. What do I bring in a relationship, honestly? Except for my strange self 🤷
(I get sad sometimes because I miss having someone to hug, but I don't think I can go through the whole relationship *stuff*. And most of the time, I'm just fine.