u/BeeReasonable8528

Is using our natural ability to care and connect in professional area to achieve a fulfilling career truly a good idea?

As a person with strong sense of boundary and medium energy capacity I've always wanted to be of help to others. My experience of growing in trauma gave me a major desire of wanting to aid people similar to my child self out of their misery so they may truly start enjoy living.

That being said, I'm still not sure if phichatric/counseling/social work is a good choice or should I save my energy and just be a nurse/assistance of some kind(without the crazy shift hours ofc) so I can focus on my own family building dream? I don't want to be an emotional absent dad because I was drained by work. Yet I also can't feel comfortable not fulfilling this desire of mine? Or would it the best to seek other way like volunteering to satisfy that?

I actually got a few more questions apart from the one in title, please forgive me mods.

Q1: So I've been stuck in Diamond for quite some time. During a self VOD recap I suddenly realized that I'm entirely oblivious to what the enemies are planning. It's like I'm genuinely dumb because I could hear Hanzo sonic arrow right around the corner or a flanking Junkrat's footstep etc but ONLY AFTER I'm killed by them do I realized what those information meant. My brain just won't connect the dots or play any "mind game" at all. I'm just playing "shoot the red guy" game😂. How do I improve this?

Q2: When a teammate blocks the enemies I would COMPLETELY lose track of them stop shooting. Yeah yeah "take off-angle then dum-dum", but it's not like I can play that way the whole game. And when enemies are very close to each other my aim would be thrown off and just suddenly don't know which to shoot😂. What should I do in this scenario(s)?

Q3: I rarely rage or get annoyed by anything in this game except when teammates suddenly force the enemy I'm shooting move. Like Junkrat/Bastion bomb, Orisa javalin, Hog pull, Lucio boop etc. I DO NOT for the love of God understand why😂. Like I'm pretty chill irl but if you dare boop that Mercy I'm gonna rain curse words. Why? I don't mind at all when an enemy uses their mobility ability but when they're booped by a teammate I explode??? JUST WHYYYY?

So I'm 26m and have always dreamed of having a family, 2 sons via surrogacy one for me and the other my future husband. I have saved $400k but umm as you could probably see I'm not a highly educated person so I make little. Given my financial status, I wonder if this dream of mine is simply unrealistic?

How much do y'all make? And how much did you spend on surrogacy? What numbers should I chase to support me and my kids a comfortable life?

Should I just abandon this dream to live a far more peaceful(lol) and financially comfortable life instead?

(Irrelevant venting below)

To my surprise, extremely few of our people are willing to have kids let alone sons(most prefer daughters for some reason, why?). And the ones who do are just... way out of my league being both hot and rich. So this dream has made dating tremendously difficult and I fear it's just hopeless finding a future husband who shares this same life goal. And it made me wonder if this is just not for me, plus the laughable wages I make is like a slap in the face😐

I actually think this is hilarious tho😂.

So I took the 1st pill before sleep and next day morning I felt emotion blunting and immediately realized my PP has erection dysfunction. At lunch I discovered the loss of taste because everyone knows beef ribs cooked by grandpa could never taste bland. At night I became restless and couldn't sleep(insomnia).

Second day I woke up after a 3 hour sleep and got pretty bad muscle pain literally all over the body. Then at noon a fever hit me like truck which was also followed by headache, diarrhea and nausea. But I did finally manage to sleep nicely after Nightquill.

Today I feel ultra dizzy and sleepy. Be basically walking side to side and sweating profusely rn. It's lunchtime now but I feel like vomiting because the muscle under my jaw keep constipating.

What in the Corgi's fluffy butt is going on😂 Is this pill just not meant for me?😂 Bro...