u/Beginning-Being6599

I feel like since I already have to suffer with taking psych meds daily I should be able to try this drug. At least it’ll make me feel better for a little bit. I feel like I deserve something good for all the pain and suffering.

I honestly don’t really know what to say. I’m pretty awkward at first. I’d rather just drop right into a topic instead the usual “hey, how are you?” Stuff. Lonely as hell and my phone is dry wanting to make friends. Mt interests are drawing, coloring, singing, dancing, dressing up, and learning languages (even though I haven’t focused on that in a while. I also love horror media. 420 friendly also actually I’m high right now while typing this. I really need to learn how to type freely (without thinking about judgement) on here normally like I am now. 😬😬😬 I’m a doll collector and I love to send memes…that too 🧍.

I can’t stand being aware of my reality I was going to go 28 days but I’m not even sure now. Just venting.

I don’t understand why I was permanently muted by mods when I didn’t do anything but okay.

I don’t want to be on meds for the rest of my life but I don’t have a choice if I want life to get better. It doesn’t make any sense that I have to take meds for something that isn’t even my fault. I don’t want to be controlled by meds. This is disgusting.