u/Beneficial-Motor-776

I want to know that the criteria for 90% scholarship in srm university ap , because i saw on reddit someone told me that you have to maintain 90% attendance in srm to renewal the scholarship and tell me about diversity scholarship like i live in uttar pradesh and how's the quality of mess food in srm university ap, placement, opportunities

I have another option for a college

Dit dehradun

So which one would be good

As I have these two only option left tbh

I want to know that the criteria for 90% scholarship in srm university ap , because i saw on reddit someone told me that you have to maintain 90% attendance in srm to renewal the scholarship and tell me about diversity scholarship like i live in uttar pradesh and how's the quality of mess food in srm university ap, placement, opportunities

I have another option for a college

Dit dehradun

So which one would be good

As I have these two only option left tbh

I want to know that the criteria for 90% scholarship in srm university ap , because i saw on reddit someone told me that you have to maintain 90% attendance in srm to renewal the scholarship and tell me about diversity scholarship like i live in uttar pradesh and how's the quality of mess food in srm university ap, placement, opportunities

I have another option for a college

Dit dehradun

So which one would be good

As I have these two only option left tbh

I want to know that the criteria for 90% scholarship in srm university ap , because i saw on reddit someone told me that you have to maintain 90% attendance in srm to renewal the scholarship and tell me about diversity scholarship like i live in uttar pradesh and how's the quality of mess food in srm university ap, placement, opportunities

I have another option for a college

Dit dehradun

So which one would be good

As I have these two only option left tbh

I want to know that the criteria for 90% scholarship in srm university ap , because i saw on reddit someone told me that you have to maintain 90% attendance in srm to renewal the scholarship and tell me about diversity scholarship like i live in uttar pradesh and how's the quality of mess food in srm university ap, placement, opportunities

I have another option for a college

Dit dehradun

So which one would be good

As I have these two only option left tbh

I guess I am a failure

Why do I think of it

Actually it's a story in which I have ruined everything

This starts in 9th class half yearly exam just one before my exam our school started offline class because before that online classes were going on because of covid

So I performed very bad in maths and science during those days I was doing art and sketch I love to do it but the result of 9th class half yearly my dad said that whatever you. Are doing this art and all won't give a good future and what not because of that I lost any hope in art career then in 10th I used to love a girl we used to talk a lot , one day I proposed her But she hang me on a answer that she accepted or not (but i guess it right after sometime that she rejected me) so we thought be to friends first after one month passed she stopped talking to me like she just to ignore me like I am nothing after sometime she started talking to me because she needed my help in 10th cs practical I helped her because that time I was more focused in boards exam rather thinking about something else after my boards was finished I got 87% in boards And then one of my mutual friends tell me that during that period when she stopped talking to you she was in a relationship and because of her bf she stopped talking to you , that time I was shocked that how can people use someone and after boards were ended she blocked me on instagram

Then around may I took dummy school for iit jee preparation in 11th I was doing good but in 12th I got distracted And didn't study that much in jee mains 2025 I got 70 percentile And in boards i got 72 % ,my father was so disappointed that you have ruined your life

After boards someweeks were passed in decided to take drop and I took it

I filled improvement form and took in coaching for improvement but it was really my biggest mistake because I couldn't get the time to study for jee in was literally burn out because of that I give up on studies

I scored 65 percentile in jee and didn't give improvement because I thought couldn't do well in just give improvement only in one subject in physics I which I got improved marks from my last year like 11 marks improvement from last year

Now I am thinking to take in dit dehradun

I have option like vit bhopal cat 2 cse

Comedk result would open more option but my dad said dit dehradun would a decent option because my cousin also did btech from there

I know I ruined my life or destroyed it

But know I want to change it I would work on my skills like 2 cousins who had did there btech from lpu and aktu are on good position in airtel and google as an lead software engineer and senior software engineer so they send me resources and roadmap for dsa and ai and ml

I will also start my gate preparation from 2nd year because I wanted to do justice with me

Ik I didn't achieve anything in my life wasn't a topper, failed jee aspirants, coward, loser etc sometime I thought to commit suicide but I realised that I would be another cheating and what will happen to my parents

I don't what happened to my dad in recent times he said that don't take tension, whatever college you will get that would be okay because I will let you do job only for 5 years and the. We both do business ( i don't know why does he said that it's because that he trust me even after all of this or he lost hopes on me )

But this time I would really hard for my parents specially for my mom who still believe on me that i would be successful person (ps: I got tears in my eyes because of guilt and love of my mom)

Please suggest your thoughts and opinion

Agar gaali deni hai tho de skate ho I deserve that because I cheated with my life

But please don't give me negative message I couldn't bear it more

I don't whether I will get a job because everyone say that cse is dead , ai will replace you what not

I fear that if I give my best and couldn't get what I have to sacrifice to get a good career what will I do

I guess because of this mindset I ruined my jee terribly

I guess I am a failure

Why do I think of it

Actually it's a story in which I have ruined everything

This starts in 9th class half yearly exam just one before my exam our school started offline class because before that online classes were going on because of covid

So I performed very bad in maths and science during those days I was doing art and sketch I love to do it but the result of 9th class half yearly my dad said that whatever you. Are doing this art and all won't give a good future and what not because of that I lost any hope in art career then in 10th I used to love a girl we used to talk a lot , one day I proposed her But she hang me on a answer that she accepted or not (but i guess it right after sometime that she rejected me) so we thought be to friends first after one month passed she stopped talking to me like she just to ignore me like I am nothing after sometime she started talking to me because she needed my help in 10th cs practical I helped her because that time I was more focused in boards exam rather thinking about something else after my boards was finished I got 87% in boards And then one of my mutual friends tell me that during that period when she stopped talking to you she was in a relationship and because of her bf she stopped talking to you , that time I was shocked that how can people use someone and after boards were ended she blocked me on instagram

Then around may I took dummy school for iit jee preparation in 11th I was doing good but in 12th I got distracted And didn't study that much in jee mains 2025 I got 70 percentile And in boards i got 72 % ,my father was so disappointed that you have ruined your life

After boards someweeks were passed in decided to take drop and I took it

I filled improvement form and took in coaching for improvement but it was really my biggest mistake because I couldn't get the time to study for jee in was literally burn out because of that I give up on studies

I scored 65 percentile in jee and didn't give improvement because I thought couldn't do well in just give improvement only in one subject in physics I which I got improved marks from my last year like 11 marks improvement from last year

Now I am thinking to take in dit dehradun

I have option like vit bhopal cat 2 cse

Comedk result would open more option but my dad said dit dehradun would a decent option because my cousin also did btech from there

I know I ruined my life or destroyed it

But know I want to change it I would work on my skills like 2 cousins who had did there btech from lpu and aktu are on good position in airtel and google as an lead software engineer and senior software engineer so they send me resources and roadmap for dsa and ai and ml

I will also start my gate preparation from 2nd year because I wanted to do justice with me

Ik I didn't achieve anything in my life wasn't a topper, failed jee aspirants, coward, loser etc sometime I thought to commit suicide but I realised that I would be another cheating and what will happen to my parents

I don't what happened to my dad in recent times he said that don't take tension, whatever college you will get that would be okay because I will let you do job only for 5 years and the. We both do business ( i don't know why does he said that it's because that he trust me even after all of this or he lost hopes on me )

But this time I would really hard for my parents specially for my mom who still believe on me that i would be successful person (ps: I got tears in my eyes because of guilt and love of my mom)

Please suggest your thoughts and opinion

Agar gaali deni hai tho de skate ho I deserve that because I cheated with my life

But please don't give me negative message I couldn't bear it more

I don't whether I will get a job because everyone say that cse is dead , ai will replace you what not

I fear that if I give my best and couldn't get what I have to sacrifice to get a good career what will I do

I guess because of this mindset I ruined my jee terribly

I guess I am a failure

Why do I think of it

Actually it's a story in which I have ruined everything

This starts in 9th class half yearly exam just one before my exam our school started offline class because before that online classes were going on because of covid

So I performed very bad in maths and science during those days I was doing art and sketch I love to do it but the result of 9th class half yearly my dad said that whatever you. Are doing this art and all won't give a good future and what not because of that I lost any hope in art career then in 10th I used to love a girl we used to talk a lot , one day I proposed her But she hang me on a answer that she accepted or not (but i guess it right after sometime that she rejected me) so we thought be to friends first after one month passed she stopped talking to me like she just to ignore me like I am nothing after sometime she started talking to me because she needed my help in 10th cs practical I helped her because that time I was more focused in boards exam rather thinking about something else after my boards was finished I got 87% in boards And then one of my mutual friends tell me that during that period when she stopped talking to you she was in a relationship and because of her bf she stopped talking to you , that time I was shocked that how can people use someone and after boards were ended she blocked me on instagram

Then around may I took dummy school for iit jee preparation in 11th I was doing good but in 12th I got distracted And didn't study that much in jee mains 2025 I got 70 percentile And in boards i got 72 % ,my father was so disappointed that you have ruined your life

After boards someweeks were passed in decided to take drop and I took it

I filled improvement form and took in coaching for improvement but it was really my biggest mistake because I couldn't get the time to study for jee in was literally burn out because of that I give up on studies

I scored 65 percentile in jee and didn't give improvement because I thought couldn't do well in just give improvement only in one subject in physics I which I got improved marks from my last year like 11 marks improvement from last year

Now I am thinking to take in dit dehradun

I have option like vit bhopal cat 2 cse

Comedk result would open more option but my dad said dit dehradun would a decent option because my cousin also did btech from there

I know I ruined my life or destroyed it

But know I want to change it I would work on my skills like 2 cousins who had did there btech from lpu and aktu are on good position in airtel and google as an lead software engineer and senior software engineer so they send me resources and roadmap for dsa and ai and ml

I will also start my gate preparation from 2nd year because I wanted to do justice with me

Ik I didn't achieve anything in my life wasn't a topper, failed jee aspirants, coward, loser etc sometime I thought to commit suicide but I realised that I would be another cheating and what will happen to my parents

I don't what happened to my dad in recent times he said that don't take tension, whatever college you will get that would be okay because I will let you do job only for 5 years and the. We both do business ( i don't know why does he said that it's because that he trust me even after all of this or he lost hopes on me )

But this time I would really hard for my parents specially for my mom who still believe on me that i would be successful person (ps: I got tears in my eyes because of guilt and love of my mom)

Please suggest your thoughts and opinion

Agar gaali deni hai tho de skate ho I deserve that because I cheated with my life

But please don't give me negative message I couldn't bear it more

I don't whether I will get a job because everyone say that cse is dead , ai will replace you what not

I fear that if I give my best and couldn't get what I have to sacrifice to get a good career what will I do

I guess because of this mindset I ruined my jee terribly

I guess I am a failure

Why do I think of it

Actually it's a story in which I have ruined everything

This starts in 9th class half yearly exam just one before my exam our school started offline class because before that online classes were going on because of covid

So I performed very bad in maths and science during those days I was doing art and sketch I love to do it but the result of 9th class half yearly my dad said that whatever you. Are doing this art and all won't give a good future and what not because of that I lost any hope in art career then in 10th I used to love a girl we used to talk a lot , one day I proposed her But she hang me on a answer that she accepted or not (but i guess it right after sometime that she rejected me) so we thought be to friends first after one month passed she stopped talking to me like she just to ignore me like I am nothing after sometime she started talking to me because she needed my help in 10th cs practical I helped her because that time I was more focused in boards exam rather thinking about something else after my boards was finished I got 87% in boards And then one of my mutual friends tell me that during that period when she stopped talking to you she was in a relationship and because of her bf she stopped talking to you , that time I was shocked that how can people use someone and after boards were ended she blocked me on instagram

Then around may I took dummy school for iit jee preparation in 11th I was doing good but in 12th I got distracted And didn't study that much in jee mains 2025 I got 70 percentile And in boards i got 72 % ,my father was so disappointed that you have ruined your life

After boards someweeks were passed in decided to take drop and I took it

I filled improvement form and took in coaching for improvement but it was really my biggest mistake because I couldn't get the time to study for jee in was literally burn out because of that I give up on studies

I scored 65 percentile in jee and didn't give improvement because I thought couldn't do well in just give improvement only in one subject in physics I which I got improved marks from my last year like 11 marks improvement from last year

Now I am thinking to take in dit dehradun

I have option like vit bhopal cat 2 cse

Comedk result would open more option but my dad said dit dehradun would a decent option because my cousin also did btech from there

I know I ruined my life or destroyed it

But know I want to change it I would work on my skills like 2 cousins who had did there btech from lpu and aktu are on good position in airtel and google as an lead software engineer and senior software engineer so they send me resources and roadmap for dsa and ai and ml

I will also start my gate preparation from 2nd year because I wanted to do justice with me

Ik I didn't achieve anything in my life wasn't a topper, failed jee aspirants, coward, loser etc sometime I thought to commit suicide but I realised that I would be another cheating and what will happen to my parents

I don't what happened to my dad in recent times he said that don't take tension, whatever college you will get that would be okay because I will let you do job only for 5 years and the. We both do business ( i don't know why does he said that it's because that he trust me even after all of this or he lost hopes on me )

But this time I would really hard for my parents specially for my mom who still believe on me that i would be successful person (ps: I got tears in my eyes because of guilt and love of my mom)

Please suggest your thoughts and opinion

Agar gaali deni hai tho de skate ho I deserve that because I cheated with my life

But please don't give me negative message I couldn't bear it more

I don't whether I will get a job because everyone say that cse is dead , ai will replace you what not

I fear that if I give my best and couldn't get what I have to sacrifice to get a good career what will I do

I guess because of this mindset I ruined my jee terribly

I guess I am a failure

Why do I think of it

Actually it's a story in which I have ruined everything

This starts in 9th class half yearly exam just one before my exam our school started offline class because before that online classes were going on because of covid

So I performed very bad in maths and science during those days I was doing art and sketch I love to do it but the result of 9th class half yearly my dad said that whatever you. Are doing this art and all won't give a good future and what not because of that I lost any hope in art career then in 10th I used to love a girl we used to talk a lot , one day I proposed her But she hang me on a answer that she accepted or not (but i guess it right after sometime that she rejected me) so we thought be to friends first after one month passed she stopped talking to me like she just to ignore me like I am nothing after sometime she started talking to me because she needed my help in 10th cs practical I helped her because that time I was more focused in boards exam rather thinking about something else after my boards was finished I got 87% in boards And then one of my mutual friends tell me that during that period when she stopped talking to you she was in a relationship and because of her bf she stopped talking to you , that time I was shocked that how can people use someone and after boards were ended she blocked me on instagram

Then around may I took dummy school for iit jee preparation in 11th I was doing good but in 12th I got distracted And didn't study that much in jee mains 2025 I got 70 percentile And in boards i got 72 % ,my father was so disappointed that you have ruined your life

After boards someweeks were passed in decided to take drop and I took it

I filled improvement form and took in coaching for improvement but it was really my biggest mistake because I couldn't get the time to study for jee in was literally burn out because of that I give up on studies

I scored 65 percentile in jee and didn't give improvement because I thought couldn't do well in just give improvement only in one subject in physics I which I got improved marks from my last year like 11 marks improvement from last year

Now I am thinking to take in dit dehradun

I have option like vit bhopal cat 2 cse

Comedk result would open more option but my dad said dit dehradun would a decent option because my cousin also did btech from there

I know I ruined my life or destroyed it

But know I want to change it I would work on my skills like 2 cousins who had did there btech from lpu and aktu are on good position in airtel and google as an lead software engineer and senior software engineer so they send me resources and roadmap for dsa and ai and ml

I will also start my gate preparation from 2nd year because I wanted to do justice with me

Ik I didn't achieve anything in my life wasn't a topper, failed jee aspirants, coward, loser etc sometime I thought to commit suicide but I realised that I would be another cheating and what will happen to my parents

I don't what happened to my dad in recent times he said that don't take tension, whatever college you will get that would be okay because I will let you do job only for 5 years and the. We both do business ( i don't know why does he said that it's because that he trust me even after all of this or he lost hopes on me )

But this time I would really hard for my parents specially for my mom who still believe on me that i would be successful person (ps: I got tears in my eyes because of guilt and love of my mom)

Please suggest your thoughts and opinion

Agar gaali deni hai tho de skate ho I deserve that because I cheated with my life

But please don't give me negative message I couldn't bear it more

I don't whether I will get a job because everyone say that cse is dead , ai will replace you what not

I fear that if I give my best and couldn't get what I have to sacrifice to get a good career what will I do

I guess because of this mindset I ruined my jee terribly

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this

I always wanted to do career in art, creative field but my dad never allowed me to do so, he used to think that it's a waste of time you will be unemployed or will make very less money , but I don't wanted to make a lot of money i want to live my life free and wanted to do art . But he never understand me at all , he forced me to do engineering and prepare for iit , I don't have much interest in engineering but if I put a little efforts I can make it through but I wouldn't be satisfied even I got a job

I failed jee twice a time and now I am going to part in tier 3 college 🙃

I told my dad that I wanted to do design now he say that ai will replace design field , I said I wanted to animation, design but he says there no future in animation and movies

But my mom said me that you should give a try for nid exam

So I have few questions

1. Is there would be any problem if I get into nid as an 2nd dropper/ partial 2nd dropper

2. What's the placement scene in animation/ design in ui/ux in nid ahmedabad

3.i don't have any design portfolio but I have my artworks, sketchs etc

4. Please tell me your true suggestions on this