u/BeneficialMajor19

need help asap please PLEASEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE.

p.s before you say it couldnt find them at the local gym

im a 18 year old guy from the eastern european country of georgia. idk why but in my country its considered gay to dye your hair pierce your ears and there are other stuff too
i im not gay and i do wanna dye my hair but everyone will give me the nasty stare like it happened when i grew my hair out wich is also considered gay for some reason also im scared my family will cut me off because of that little thing. i love my friends and i love my family. i know some of them are willing to accept me but i just dont wanna get cut off. im 18 and i did get a job to atleast to buy clothes i want to wear instead of the tight fitting ones my folks buy me but still i feel sad that i have to fit in a square so everyone is chill with me. idk why but i feel like everyone hates me for some teason and i feel like i just dont belong nowhere. i have thought of “ending things permanently” but im past that. i just want people to just accept me for wanting to dye my hair white and to wear a earring that looks like a sword but i dont want to loose people around me. i did have a plan to make it so that i lost a bet with a friend who was also in it w me on the world cup mach and i failed to execute it properly. i love my parents and the people around me but i hate the weird post soviet eastern european conservative beliefs drilled into everyones heads. its at the point where if i go through with that ill probbably loose the only job i found in the past months because i just changed the collor of my hair. i love music, i love a certan style and im just scared i will never be able to express myself and present the way i want.

 p.s if im going trough something like this on something so little like that i cannot fathom what a actuall gay person is going trough or went trough in my country.