I was smoking a joint with my friends last night and kept thinking they were laughing at me or making fun of me or mad at me. Do I just have a bad tolerance is it normal to be that paranoid?
There were moments my paranoia was making me so anxious I turned extremely pale and was on the verge of fainting
Usually when I get pretty fried and look at photos of myself I feel like I’m seeing my face from the perspective of someone else for the first time, and I find myself hideous. Does this happen to anyone else? Like in the moment, I feel like the weed is bringing out the true perception of myself if that makes sense.
Usually when I get pretty fried and look at photos of myself I feel like I’m seeing my face from the perspective of someone else for the first time, and I find myself hideous. Does this happen to anyone else? Like in the moment, I feel like the weed is bringing out the true perception of myself if that makes sense.
I was smoking a joint with my friends last night and kept thinking they were laughing at me or making fun of me or mad at me. Do I just have a bad tolerance is it normal to be that paranoid?
Do we know anything about it ?! I can’t seem to find anything except what’s on her TikTok
So some of you may have seen my other post about how I feel like my bulimia is manageable and just part of my everyday life. I may have just jinxed myself because recently my bulimia and binge ED have come back so hard. I had a few days of binging and purging non stop but then last couple days I have been just binging no purging and telling myself “if I don’t purge I have no choice but to stop” but no. I forgot that’s not how it works. I have already gained like 5lb but I pray to god this stops tomorrow. I think I can do it because it’s a Monday. Do any of you guys also tell yourself that you can only stop and reset on a Monday or is that just ocd? Anyway, I’m going to try just taking double my vyvanse tomorrow and that will hopefully stop my binge urges which will put me on a good track for the week. This illness is fucking hell and I haven’t had a relapse like this in a couple months. I feel fucking DISGUSTING and horrible and just so fucking fat idk what to do I am so out of control
Ive had bulimia, BED, ana for the past like 3 years and no matter how much I’ve binged as long as I purge most of it my weight has always stayed the same. For the past year it feels like my eating disorder has just become a part of me like I don’t really get super anxious about it anymore but obviously I still care about being super skinny. I don’t have the strength to restrict anymore so anytime I feel like I ate too much I just purge. I used to feel so trapped in my binging and purging like how can I live like this any longer but now I still binge and purge but it just feels more casual now. It definitely is not as bad tho so that’s definitely a part of it . I’m just wondering does anyone feel like this?