u/Bigmadmanwee

I already know they are here, and I think they know I know. I think they could abduct me any time, but they don’t. Probably they try to calm me down, because they know im scared and they don’t want to damage me mentally even more.
They would sometimes show me signs that theyre here and one time I had a feeling I told them something through my thought, but I didn’t hear them back, I told them to do something to confirm that they are there and they did it.
Is this something that usually happens before abduction?

I believe I was a witness to events involving alien activity, I tried to tell my family, but they wouldn’t listen. They always tell me its not aliens and what they think it is. And they are partly right. Lights on the sky are not special. They can be many things. Lights on the fields. They could be cars. I even heard alien clicking sounds, but then I saw two european nigjtjars doing the same thing. Funny thing is they almost flew to my room. When i watched them. Then I saw their flying discs in the daylight. I saw them camouflage, so they look exactly like a surrounding area. Theres no wonder noone would believe me. They have very good alibi, making me look like a crazy person.

Empty, yes its alll empty. I embrace you oh emptiness, for you are all I have. All that I am. Among with silence you, only you are the reason I didnt fall in to the trap of love. The trap of friendship. I embrace you oh darkness.

Laugh all you want at my social skills. What else should I say to a girl I don’t know then hello, pretty girl. Why isn’t this weird? Because im so empty.

Oh FUUCk this it it. This is the end!!! Im fucking done its over FUUUCk!!! The paiiiin. Cant take it!!!! Goodbye.