I hate my ex so much I wanna be toxic but I can’t not my nature
I have had a relationship of almost 2 years and been broke up for 2.5 months ish now, I miss her very much. I was completely blindsided with the breakup, few days I helped her with taxes and one week before we had just gone a family trip with her family. Then one day she sunddenly this ain’t working out. Mind we were in long distance for 4 months by then I was taking efforts taking trip down to meet her but in the end that result in us breakup. We stayed in no contact for one week then I texted for closure got wack answer. I still check in on her sometimes but recently I asked her to give a try again when I know I shouldn’t have asked for it, but she didn’t reply at all and didn’t even see, sometimes I wanna be asshole to her and spam call her, it better to be blocked then deal with this. I was very good bf to her and never betrayed her trust but she betrayed me at the end. This was my first gf for context.