u/Bluemoonninja54

I know that title is NUTS, but I swore that game existed, you played as a catgirl running around a brightly colored town shooting leprechauns that tried to kill you.

Hello, I am 21 diagnosed with depression, PTSD, autism, ADHD and im trying to screened for schizophrenia, dissociative disorders, and BPD.

Last year from estimated mid February to late October 2025 my biological dad had at first told my mom I’ll stay with him for a bit while we moved from Texas to New Hampshire. The plan was simple at first: to stay over until we were ready to send me back. But then he started saying lies abt how my mom feels abt me, and that was when gaslighting started. He started to gaslight me into hating my mom and claimed she loves stealing my ssi. After manipulating + gaslighting my mom to send him my ssi card info he began hoarding it and barely thought of me. For periods I would wait for a meager amount of money while he was actively draining my ssi every month from his stripe acc, and I was trying to survive when I was praying he would bring food (some days he would, or I would pray food is cooked)

He only rlly helped me get back my ssi and took me to get a iq test. but that’s it. He forced me to drop all medical stuff i was doing like therapy and medications which would further worsen my tanking mental health. When I shown my neurodivergence by making sudden sounds and tasking to myself due to loneliness he would get mad. He constantly insulted me including calling me the r slur and a detriment on a daily basis. I would get physical threats like to damage my fingers or to lobotomize me. He once got extremely mad I washed my clothes even though they were piling up REALLy bad and he screamed at me for smelling bad, even though I barely had much clean stuff and I bad to ask constantly to get body wash for me.

I was forced to stay in that apartment for months because of his lies and gaslighting. The only times I got to go out was when I could go to the park which many days I couldn’t or I had days I spent time at my grandmothers which I felt safer at.

In September his abuse got worse because my mom invited me to visit her and she saw abuse signs in me (physical health deterioration but slight, and my mental state was bad) and saw he barely sent me with money. When I returned he was annoyed I wanted to visit her for Christmas.

Then October came and my mom finally caught on with his exploiting of my SSI and canceled the old and ordered a new one to me. My dad was expecting the card to go to HIM but my mom was catching on since he was stubborn with leaving some money behind for my phone bill. Then he yelled at me because he found out I got to have my own money saying I was “snitching” on him even though my mom found out on her own. Then few days later he then roared at me saying I betrayed him and calling me harsh things like the r slur and saying I was dead to him. Now for this part with context, my older brother died from epilepsy in 2022 and my dad claimed he had it worse so much worse even tho he was absent in our lives and he barely interacted with my brother, my brother was sick of his shit when he claimed he would send him gifts but never did. My dad after roaring at me said “now both of my kids are dead” which was immensely fucked up. Then he said I have until the end of the week until I’m gone or that hell force me out with all my “junk and bullshit” so my mom and stepdad helped get suitcases for the Amtrak my mom booked.

On the day of the trip my dad was losing the stuff into the uber and the whole trip he constantly said he hated me and I was always a detriment. He lashed out at me and called me the r slur at the station when I couldn’t pay 40 dollars for the luggages fee and after I boarded I was free

I’m now living with my mom and stepdad with trust issues. I fear my mom or stepdad will yell at me but they have patience. I am currently back on meds and attend therapy for how severe the abuse is.

Currently my mom plans to now report my dad for tax evasion/fraud and neglected my health to the point I deteriorated both physically and mentally (I’m getting better dw)

Other terrible things I forgot to mention

- tried to force me to cut off my grandfather and aunt because they were evil even tho my grandfather was being manipulated by an abusive crackhead caretaker and my aunt and grandther made amends with my mom and me (I would learn he always hated my grandfather because he forced him to return my moms car when he tried to flee after he was in a argument with my mom because he called 3 year old me at the time a “little bitch” and pushed me because I got paint on his desk. My grandfather and his friend had to force my dad back with my moms car)

- lied abt having a job when I was at that same age at 3 and almost made my mom lose her home because he refused to pay mortgage

I’ll list more when I remember more. I’m finally healing from absolute hell that wrecked so much. And I love my mom and stepdad forever for saving me